ahhhh! Ohmigosssh! Nuuuuuu! How could it happen to me! It can't be... but it is. It's official, i lost my mp3 player worth $210. Got stolen... in class today. Maybe someone frum our class took it.. i dunno. Whichever dumbass that took my mp3...... i'm gonna..
ah well.. no point grumbling over stolen mp3s right.? just have to tell me mum and hope she'll take it well..(fat hope =x)

ah well.. on to today's events.

went to school all tired and lethargic... had dnt test.. did alright (i guess) after dnt, went bak 2 class 4 cheenah. then.. THEN! we had another test. pathetic right? I swear mr lim and mr lim must have a secret conspiracy to dump a test on us on the same day. after school skipped choir =X went 2 zhen hse. teached him abt sum new game while he went to play the organ. then after tat went to causeway to collect me mum's spoilt handphone.. then they told me that it was not ready, due 2 the harddrive getting corroded or sumthing.. waste my time and energy! then went home =X

lately, i've been thinking. if.. IF i had the ability to control ppl's minds... (evil grin) =X thinking about many maNy MANY diffrent scenarios. (ain't gonna type them out here, too ebil =X) but wouldn't it be really kewl to peek into other people's minds and make them bend to your will. No more having to waste $$, no more problems about being single =X ah well, impossible dream for anybody. ah well.
might as well stop here. too tired. i bet i'd sleep until tml morning and still be tired for school tml =X bai buaiz

mood - lethargic

WilLy wOnkA! =X went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate factory today, wanted to watch together with the whole lit gang, but was too impatient =P sho end up i brought my lil sis to watch the movie.

Was a pwetty good movie, out of 10.. i'll give it a 7.5 =D Johnny Depp make a gd willy wonka... i think (din read the book itself sho if he sucked at being willy wonka... ah well) halfway thru the movie.. when the kids got into trouble and all willy cud do was laugh.. i began thinking taht Willy Wonka was a deranged sadistic person... lol silly me =X after the movie went 4 dinner at the thai restaurant at chong pang... was okay, but i prefer pizza and jap food over thai food anytime!

This week was practically a holiday week. Monday halfday, tue national day (i performed the mass hand signing and became roasted =P), wed school holiday, thurs and fri abit of school.. and then it's the weekend holiday again! =X even had a change of phone, frum my crappy motorola C650 to a samsung phone... (4got what model but definitely betta then my c650 =X)

*Backtracking* national day on tuesday was alright i guess. Set off for marina south at around 1+.. arrived at around 2 and was just sitting on the handsigners stand for like 5 hours till the sun set. Was hot and sweaty, worse of all everyone was cramped together.. i swear.. a rainy day would be sho much betta. Then when we did the Singapore wave, everyone jumped and cheered.. funny thing was, some people were throwing rubbish frum the top as they jumped and cheered... was laughing madly when i saw sum1 dump a kfc whipped potato container frum the top and it hit sum1 on the head. Fireworks at marina was awesome.. DEFINETELY better then padang, since marina was right beside the padang, we had the fortune to witness double fireworks =X

Aniwaez.. i guess the sequence for the paragraphs ain't in chronological order.. pwetty messed up. but hu cares =X gtg now.. tata~!

bah... hectic life nowadays..before i start, this is a warning to readers of my blog. This is gonna be a "rant" post so if rants are offensive to you, i'd suggest you just click on the X at the top right hand corner of the screen or visit my links section and browse another person's blog. alright now back to my "rant"

Everytime i get home from school, i'd just flop on the bed and instantly go off to lala land, my body's getting more and more fatigued. I even start getting backaches now. My studies are a mess too.. already found it hard just keeping up with chemistry before the holidays, and now.. after the holidays when i've practically forgotten most of the stuff.. even harder lessons appear, and now i have absolutely no idea what the hell i'm doing in chemistry.. (just like the way i used to be in maths during sec 2... and i'll end up getting crappy marks again) Even literature which is one of my favourite subjects is getting harder... I seem to have lost my ability to write long lit essasy. All my lit homework are just answered with short useless lines.. mixed together with new teachers who practically have problems teaching us with their new teaching methods.. my studies are a total WRECK. Wonder how i'm gonna pass my "O"s..

If anyone visits other people blogs.. they would know that.. at least 80% of the people in our school have problems at homes..and I.. am no exception. Even though i seem to be cheery in school everyday and look like i lead a happy life, I'm actually not.. my parents are on really really bad terms now. My Father and mother practically Ignore each other now, they don't even talk to each other no more.To make it worse, my father even gets himself sue-ed by others.. and almost had stuff from my home to be taken and sold in an auction.. my mum also have done things which even I feel ashamed to post here.. my parents' marriage are on the verge of breakdown.. sumtimes i even hear my mum jesting abt a divorce or who'd i choose to go wif if they really divorce.. i even hear my mum talking abt chasing my dad outta the house..

The world is really screwed up.. parents causing so much conflict that a child's childhood which is sooo precious to them is inevitably ruined. A kid's happy life is ruined thanks to the dumb actions of adults.. why can't adults just stay the way they are and then life would be perfect... I know i have to face the real world sooner or later. After my O's everything will be difficult. My only source of comfort are my games and books/comics.. not friends cuz i can't seem to ever find a friend whom i can call my "best" friend whom i can share my secrets with.. everyone just seems so distant.. in their own world. Everyday i put on a face.. deep inside i know it's just a facade acting all cheery like nothing bothers me. I even find it hard to communicate with people now.. sometimes i even feel like being isolated is better then being with friends who only know your "face" and not the true me. Like an outcast i am. not able to fit into any group. A pathetic excuse for a human, thats what i am. owell.. enuf of my ranting.. gonna stop here..

*ahem* greetings all readers of my blog (gonna spare you guys/gals all the long time no blog crap =D) and let's get down to today's business.

I'm sick.. again! fever too. i wonder why, fevers like to hit me at the most unusual-est of time. in 2 months i'm down with it like.. 3 times. first time was at the start of the holidays, 2nd time was at the end of holidays and the 3rd time is... in school. thought i could endure the sickness till after guitar club, but.... when it's time for geo... i was practically sleeping with a major headache and had 2 be sent home (owell). when i got home... around 12pm+, i practically slept all the way to 8pm... avid sleeper =D.

If i'm continue being sick till tomorrow, i can skip school! *whoo!* aniwaez. i'm starting to detest DnT more and more... 2 little practical, 2 many drawings and theory lessons, compared to the F&N group who get to cook every now and then =P (at least i think it's this way) 2 make matters worse, a meddlesome teacher with a LoUsY attitude had 2 bother himself with our class -.-" on a side note, my face is practically bursting with pimples now... must be some kinda hormonal imbalance thing, owell.. time 2 apply more pimple cream =X aniwaez.. ima stopping here now.. major headache sessiong getting to me again.. cheerio!

vroom~~ time really flies by when you are least noticing it. 1 more week till school re-opens, kinda want school to open so that I can socialize with school mates again, and yet I have this part of my mind which wants school to stay closed so I can continue slacking and play the rest of the time =P

A Huge pile of homework is still lieing inside my bag which has been untouched.. for like ages!! AGES!! last 2 weeks, did not have any sense of urgency to do homework, so I just brushed it off whenever I felt like doing homework. Now school's starting and the realization of having to rush homework in less then 7 days hit me.. HARD! So many work to do, so little time, and to make it even worse... I got no idea what to start with! =X I'm so damn screwed.

To top it off, being already so darn screwed, i'm still going out with henderik tomorrow >.< I'm hopeless. Nowadays, I've been thinking how I'd look like if I were to go get my long hair styled, and what type of style to get..definetly no spike for me :P I'd look retarded. Anyways, I'm stopping here now, before I pluck all my hair out thinking of something to post =P cheerio~

HoLa! long time sinced i blog (this phrase has been used lots of times >.<) either had nothing to blog or was too tired to blog so bite me =X. Went to watch mr and mrs smith today, not a bad movie... give it 7/10 lotsa scenes where brad pitt and angelina jolie... ahem >.< I myself thought the movie should be rated NC-16.. oh well why complain when i get to watch =P

The movie's story was kinda ridiculous if u look at it overall. "2 assasins, got married, got a job 2 kill each other, started argueing with each other, had sex, patched up and finished the baddies together" but I must admit, seeing brad and jolie.. ahem... was really fun =X after that, went 2 buy takoyaki (lol i absolutely am obsessed with takoyaki =X)then went home =D

By the way, Jay Chou's Piao Yi (Initial D Main theme) is absolutely nice =X

P.S Sorry for my short blog update, I promise to give a LONGER update next time ;)

Been a Long LoNg Time since i blogged, had nothing to blog and when i finnaly have something to blog... i get too tired to blog >.<

Been to sentosa the last 2 days for job attachment at underwater world, gave up my chance to go to OBS camp (I Can begin to hear people screaming at me "Wtf! U Gave Up OBS!" and stuff liddat) first day at sentosa, had briefing.. visited underwater world (lol i neva get sick of the moving belt at the tunnel >.<) then visited dolphin lagoon to watch their dolphin show and touch da pink dolphins! (PINK dolphiNS Are Not Smooth! They'r skin r so freaky leathery!) then came the 2nd day at sentosa, finnaly began 2 work. 9 of us arrived at underwater world and we ended up cleaning tanks... and guess what, the minute i stepped into the water filled tank... i slipped and got my whole body wet (The only one among the 9 person group to get fully wet >.<) ended up cleaning the rusts off the wall, kinda fun ya know.. 2 be fully wet in clothes =X (I even managed to see otters UP Close! The way otters eat... is sho freaking cute! LoL) After spending like 2 hours at the underwater world, our group went to dolphin lagoon. Guys handled crowd control while girls did ushering.. really boring so not gonna go on abt that.

After dolphin lagoon, we had like 1hour+ of free time b4 our bus came so our grp (The Fida Tribe! Led by Ms Norfida! >.<) Took a walk along palawan beach.. all the way to siloso beach, i swear... that i'm neva gonna walk that far again! Our grp met up with ms zarina's grp and the guys somehow managed to borrow a volleyball... and everyone began playing volleyball (Pathetic playing -.-")After that everyone went home and the job attachment was finnaly over.

Actually had more to blog.. but was kinda lazy, and i know today's blog is abit messy so pardon me. (I was eating and blogging at the same time ;) )Oh and i finnaly changed my blog music to Robert Miles's Children (Real nice!)

Found this in a e-mail sent by sarah, Tong Hua (Fairytale) by Guang Liang. Translated into English.

I have forgotten how long was it,
Since I last heard you,
Telling me your favorite story,
I have been thinking for a very long time,
Im beginning to feel paranoid,
Did I make any mistakes again?


You came and tell me with the tears in
your eyes,
That fairytales are all lies,
Its impossible for me to be your prince
charming,
Maybe you will not understand,
After the moment when you said you
loved me,
The stars in my sky, are beginning to
shine and shimmer.


Im willing to be, the angel you love,
In the fairytales,
Open my arms wide,
And let it become wings, to protect you,
You have to believe,
Believe that we will be like the fairytale,
With happiness and joy as the ending.

Everything is our beautiful ending

I followed the lyrics and the song together, great translation ;)

P.S I'm starting to feel better now! hoo-farking-ray!

g..gaou >.< haven't been blogging much these few days have i? mid yr exam results were released last friday, surprisingly my mum took it real well. didn't even bother to nag, maybe because the only failures were the 2 subjects she knows i can never cope with. owell, no point crying over spilt milk. and i thought things were gonna be smooth sailing, when the worst hits me. Sickness. Fever, Sore throat, cough and flu hits me all at once.. when i wanna fall sick, it just doesn't come, and when i wanna stay healthy i had to fall sick. bleaghx.

anyways, not gonna talk more about tis. need to get some darned deserved rest >.< will blog more after i recover ;)

whumsi-popsicle, it's another dull and rainy saturday here in Singapore. spent the whole day at home slacking and gaming (excluding the 1 hour that I spent in north point window shopping >.>).Rain, reminds me of sleeping >.>. Was too tired to update yesterday, mainly because i spent half a day moving from admiralty to woodlands (on foot) then all the way to orchard rd and back to school to fundraise for NKF, and all i raised was a meager $10+ after 4 hours of begging (i admit, i'm pathetic at speaking to strangers). class was split to many groups, my grp was quite enthusiastic at first, but when we heard that to complete our 2nd task we each had to raise $25. and with only 20mins before we had to go back. My group just lost it's enthusiasm instantly. and i ended up eating at mac >.> [all i think of is food? maybe >.>]

I used to listen to techno and chinese songs in the past [because 90% of my school's population are mad about these 2 genres] and stopped listening to them after i got addicted to eng and jap music. thats when i again got addicted 2 techno and chinese songs after i heard a nice techno song, and became mesermized by guang liang's songs [and no i am not gay =)] and now i'm re-establishing my techno and chi song empire in my pc [I sure am indicisive aren't I <.<] anyways now that i'm always sleeping the minute i come back from school, i rarely have time to update my blog, so i'll most probably update every 2-3 days [i don't think it actually bothers anybody, since nobody checks my blog that often]. Ohwell, gonna stop here before i go off ranting about stuff which nobody bothers about. CiAoz~ =D

hoo-fucking-ray, just less then 2 weeks b4 holidays begin. can't wait >.> got back my results in the last few days, was preety pathetic, failed 3 subjects in 1 day (my heart cannot tahan! >.> jk) and those that i passed, passed by a few marks only. Gee, should haf put in more effor, owell, that's just like me >.> cannot be serious even during exam period. Anywayz ain't gonna talk abt exam results nemore, 2 depressive (as if i will actually get depressed over smth like tis <.<)

Today was preety eventful (i can imagine you guys screaming "
finnaly!" >.>) didn't even touch my textbooks for the whole day [Oh Sweet Freedom!] talked abt "naruto" during mt period, then had badminton for PE. lost 3 consecutive rounds (ahhh cheaters >.>) after that went 4 the monitor & prefect workshop thingy (I'm not a monitor nor a prefect, i went as sub 4 mi class monitor. see, i so nice 2 bully >.>) then played monopoly during core geog, and slacked summore throughout free period (ms ang wasn't here) after that, henderik came over 2 my hse 2 make his bloggy (Side note: Visit henderik's blog at http://youwldnvrbereplaced.blogspot.com/ )gonna stop here now. Rushing 2 time , need 2 fly bak 2 moi's anime >.> till nxt time ~

whoopie - doo.... happy b'dae moi~ i'm finnaly lived through 15 painstalking years of my pathetic life. a birthday that's like any normal day. parents gave me $100 bucks 2 spend, and i got a mouse for my laptop from py,jule,char & grace (thanks, just what i needed >.>) and thats about all i actually got. Pathetic eh? I bet the people who remembered my birthday are less then 1% of all the people i know, i lead a sad sad life >.> (that's kinda corny, oh wth couldn't care less). And, to top if off, i celebrated my b'dae by myself with KFC's 2pc chicken daily savers and a box of takoyaki~. Unique? i guess so~ >.> anywayz dunno waht 2 update anymore, did horrible for exams and now life feels so empty. Oh well, gonna stop here and go back 2 wallowing in self-pity. CiAo ~ <.<

Philosophical Rants?

I've done it again, changed moi blog's layout again. (I wonder why i keep changing layouts >.>)changed song too. Found out that iwebtunes.com contains adware/spyware/virus shitz and i stopped using it (cuz my comp got infected by my own blog -.-" how pathetic)

Exam is on the day after tomorrow, and here I am still blogging, just wonderful. Guess I'm a born slacker eh? I've just re-read all of my blog entries and some entries from other blogs (bored -..-") and I discovered that people just love to whine and complain about many many things, with so many things to complain about it just seems like I was born to complain and nothing else. Pretty eventful life eh?

While reading other people's blogs, I was thinking, people have best friends and worst enemies in their lives right? Yet, I'm unlike others. I don't have a best friend neither a person who I hate to the core. (I do have some that I terribly detest >.>) Maybe this is also the reason why I never could fend for myself. If a bully was to arise, I'd probably just give in >.> (Oh Woe Is Mie)

Anyways, I'm going to stop blogging here, need to get some shut eye before I also begin to rant >.>

Making A New Record

Today's a very important day! And a crappy 1 at that, had my very first exam of the year (tests don't count as exams >.<) had my Eng and Chi compo, and i don't think i did very well.. owell, what's done is done, no point crying over goat's milk >.>

Anywayz, solved a difficult puzzle earlier, a puzzle which has less then 4000 ppl completing it in a day and i completed it in less then 2 hours =D, mayb all the mystery solving anime has rubbed some of it's mystery solving skills off on me >.<

anywho, here's the link 2 the puzzle i did Here
, try beating my record

Solve it in less then 2 hours >.<

Lately, my usual routine of doing hmwk in the middle of the night has been thrown off balance, my constant stream of blogging,anime,music,mangas (comic bks)has taken up most of my time and i've been ignoring my work... and the exams are just a few weeks away (i feel like crying T_T)

Sometimes, i just wonder how i can even manage to get myself totally distracted right before the exam period and survive through high school. well, mayb i'm the only 1 that's like tis, can't be helped, i'm special >.<

And going over my list of estimated exam results:

English : (80% passing percentage)
Physics & Chem: (70% passing percentage)
Chinese : (Less then 30% passing percentage)
Mathematics : (Less then 50% passing percentage)
E.Literature : (65% passing percentage)
D and T : (60% passing percentage)
Social Studies: (65% passing percentage)
Core Geography: (60% passing percentage)

haha.. i'm always not good in my studies, mayb cuz i'm 2 happy-go-lucky?
and yea, i know i have pathetic passing percentage (so like i say, bite me) can't help it >.< anywayz i'm planning 2 make a site to post stories which i write for fun (yea yea, it's lame so bite me) and ima thinking of using blogspot 2 do it. owell, thats all ima typin 2day. baibai

English Genius You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 100% Advanced, and 100% Expert!
You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 76% on Beginner You scored higher than 69% on Intermediate You scored higher than 90% on Advanced You scored higher than 98% on Expert

Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid

Not bad for a 14+year old who just woke up eh?

Everybody's Kungfu FighTing!

gaouu, freaking tired day.. had 2.4km napfa run 2dae. I went 2 hell and back, tis is the reason why i never like napfa. was happily jogging when the other female p.e teacher (4got the name, oh wth) kept asking mi 2 jog slowly, and i ended up running like mad,i could haf sworn that my blardy throat was as dry as a desert.

Finished in 38 pos (last i think, oh well i couldn't be bothered less) i came back and dropped on the ground, didn't even bother 2 check my timing. owell, i'm sure my timing isn't anything 2 be proud of anyway.

Anywho, i changed the bgm (Back Ground Music) for the blog, used jay's simple love (i know it's old, so bite me) so there~ anywayz gonna stop blogging now, body's still freaking sore from all that running (gee~)

It's 9.06pm and i'm already starting 2 feel a flu coming on.. thankx 2 that huge bowl of ice kachang i ate earlier.. {poor nosE!} i wanted 2 stop, and yet.. i ended up finishing the whole bowl, hahas. Oh hail lord kachang 4 tat great tasting ice! >.<

Anywayz, today's day was not really eventful... none of my days are, so i shouldn't start complaning. Slept at 2am last night, for my 1 man show english essay. Gee, my group sure is trustworthy and dependable. I was like sleeping through my morning shower lucky i snapped outta it, but i was practically Half-asleep throughout the journey 2 school.

On da way 2 school, i stopped by 7-11 and bought a copy of the fruits basket manga, english version. Fyi, i neber buy chinese comic books.. mainly cuz it's a chore 2 read chinese and secondly the quality is lousier. In School, had a physics test {don't think i'll score for this test} then slacked through chem. Then my most hated subject arrived, along with a very very hateful teacher.

The teacher just had to give us composition, not like i really care cuz i never hand in my work, but it just pisses me off.. constantly nagging at us 2 buy new books just cuz we didn't bring our book. ONCE!. I gave up and went out for a short walk on the pretense of buying books. Spent some time walking around the school and when i went bak 2 class empty handed. i just gave the excuse of not havin enuf money, and the teacher bought it! wad a doof.

After recess, did moi's english wksheet during maths {dun understand maths so neber list}. I also started to write a story for fun, was having this urge to pour my imagination into something. Watch Out! Great Author Marlon is here >.<. Spent the whole DnT writing my story, pretty stupid way of pasting time eh?

Then we were called back 2 class by mr mah cuz we neber hand up file and stuff after that, went with darrrrrreen to Northpoint's comic connection 2 buy smth he wanted, and guess what? outta stock =P. Then we went 2 the coffee shop behind yishun's bus interchange and had prawn noodle (For 3 bucks, the noodle was preety darn good) saw Jingyi, Nigel and Elvis. After that i went home in the rain and slept throughout the day in my wet uniform (dirty right? >.<) and here i am doing tis post. ;)

Special Night

I`ll never forget this day baby.


i went out just now for a date with an old friend.we had dinner at the esplanade the service was excellent.so it was worth it. we had italian food, it was pretty nice. joked alot and cught up on times.then after we walked around the esplanade by the river,she said she was cold so i held her hands.then we stopped at the railing and then she hugged me.

Then she whispered it to my ears and told me that she had been waiting for me for a long time the truth was i liked her a lot in the past,but right now i wasn't ready for a relationship and i told her that.

Stupid of me.she starting crying, and then i hugged her and told her not too cry.after awhile she stopped, and then she planted a small kiss on my cheek.then she looked into my eyes.my heart just melted, in my arms was a girl who loved me so much and she was even crying because i wasn't ready.don`t know what hit me, but i kissed her on her soft lips.

she started kissing back, and she pushed her tongue into my mouth.we were frenching already.a part of me wanted to stop. i wasn`t ready for this,yet another part just told me to let it go, and let nature take it`s course.and then i did the unthinkable.we had sex.

I don`t know what gotten over me, but we had sex and i`m no longer a virgin now.the park was dark and she just pulled me into one of the bushesand started kissing me like crazy.next thing i knew she was already pulling my brother out of the cave and well i`m not gonna share the rest of the it.it`s going to be food for my daily rituals.

It`s fucking mind blowing. sex.
and she`s my girlfriend now.



Disclaimer: Whatever that was posted above is all a part of the poster's imagination, and yes, the poster is still a virgin.
To those that believed what i posted, i got a phrase for you : "SUCKER! YOU JUST GOT DUPED >.<"

Babiong! been a long time since i posted, either been busy or had nth else betta 2 post about >.>
Today, was a pweety average day, had maths in the morning, and almost concentrated on it (then mr tan had 2 blow my concentration by making me more confused >.<) after that came chi, wasted the period by writing words over and over [B-O-R-I-N-G].

Then there was music, didn't know we had 2 start presenting our music project (playing on the keyboard or smth) budden mi grp, neber do nth! larky the first group spent a long time and we ended up not presenting kekez then there was DnT, we went 2 the studio just 2 find out mr lim wasn't there... [Seems like he thought the lesson was 1 period later, 2pid -.-"] went 2 workshop, saw the vacuum forming machine. Then mr lim did some explaining, when the guys went 2 the cupboard and found smth Amazing [not gonna elaborate] then the whole class ended up laughing like mad, then we did more work at the work shop and the lesson ended.

After that, went 2 Comp lab 2 to print moi CME grp project, and helped ms tay with things. The Printers there defintely don't like her, cuz wheneva she wants to print, the printer would 100% fuck up and end up causing lotsa probs [hahaha] then me, ye tat, ms tay and some girls [dunno frum where] stayed in the lab and looked at blogs (ms tay's a swaku! dunno wad blogs r >.<) after that me and ye tat headed home. After i reached home, plopped onto the bed after a bath until 10pm+ and did tis post (Sleepyhead :ME! ;) )