..... Gee, emotions are such a funny thing aren't they. They bring you happiness and security, yet at the same time they bring you suffering and pain.
Lately, I've been doing some thinking. I'm too tired of all this, so I guess I'm going to give up on her. I'm not suitable, I don't have determination, can't keep a conversation going with her. I'm emotionally insecure. Furthermore, everytime we talk, there's like a wall between us. Each and every single time we'll come to a standstill then there'd be this silence. To top it off, she seems to like someone else. I don't see any way I'd be good enough for anybody, even her.
I'm really really tired of trying. Maybe, in the future things might change for the better or worse if a miracle happens. But that seems like a far fetched dream now, or, maybe I won't be able to forget her. Who knows? All i know that, i'm going to stop trying, stop worrying, go back to the old me who never felt like this and is always cheery. Because... it was all just a crush to begin with, nothing more, nothing less.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Haha. Few more days to Chinese New year, then at long last a NEW fone. yea XD
Anyways. Chinese New Year class decoration judging was today. Lots of people stayed back to help out la, lol. This is what I call Class spirit. yea? First time our class stood so united la. Even though leslie didn't do much (maybe he did do something, i just didn't notice la) he still stayed back, now that's commendable XD.
Our class decoration was spectacular this year la, all thanks to kuku's ideas and his whackiness. He even sacrificed himself and wore the clothes which are oh-so-tight + a black skirt. Haha, droolsworthy yea? LOL. He even, bought half a bucket of rice from his home to school la. Insane. But I really do hope our class wins, however this year, we got serious rivals la. 4F puts in the MOST effort (I know, cuz their class started first and did lots of work) 4H has the most insane decoration i guess, they have really really nice decorations. Ya, tough la. Then our class, even though we put in alot of effort, most of our decorations were last minute, so all our ideas weren't portrayed well. Yea, but we still Pwned. haha.
Judges came, kuku danced, I held Weijie's waist and smelt his butt, gd gawd (and no, it wasn't for a obscene purpose all u dirty minders out there. It was a lion dance, and i was the butt -.-") Then the girls even sang la. It's rare to see 4D girls sing new year songs so enthusiastically, in fact. I guess this is the 1st time! So ya, the judges came, they judged, they laughed, they left. Then we kind of cleaned up and left too ya. Din get to watch memoirs of a geisha la. SOO wanted to watch it today. Oh well.
Oh, on a sidenote. I'm feeling kinda depressed now, so i'm gonna take this chance to try my determination. For tomorrow only, I'm gonna be all angsty and depressed. Maybe it might be for real, mayb i'm only acting la. See if I can actually not laugh for one day yea?
Anyways. Chinese New Year class decoration judging was today. Lots of people stayed back to help out la, lol. This is what I call Class spirit. yea? First time our class stood so united la. Even though leslie didn't do much (maybe he did do something, i just didn't notice la) he still stayed back, now that's commendable XD.
Our class decoration was spectacular this year la, all thanks to kuku's ideas and his whackiness. He even sacrificed himself and wore the clothes which are oh-so-tight + a black skirt. Haha, droolsworthy yea? LOL. He even, bought half a bucket of rice from his home to school la. Insane. But I really do hope our class wins, however this year, we got serious rivals la. 4F puts in the MOST effort (I know, cuz their class started first and did lots of work) 4H has the most insane decoration i guess, they have really really nice decorations. Ya, tough la. Then our class, even though we put in alot of effort, most of our decorations were last minute, so all our ideas weren't portrayed well. Yea, but we still Pwned. haha.
Judges came, kuku danced, I held Weijie's waist and smelt his butt, gd gawd (and no, it wasn't for a obscene purpose all u dirty minders out there. It was a lion dance, and i was the butt -.-") Then the girls even sang la. It's rare to see 4D girls sing new year songs so enthusiastically, in fact. I guess this is the 1st time! So ya, the judges came, they judged, they laughed, they left. Then we kind of cleaned up and left too ya. Din get to watch memoirs of a geisha la. SOO wanted to watch it today. Oh well.
Oh, on a sidenote. I'm feeling kinda depressed now, so i'm gonna take this chance to try my determination. For tomorrow only, I'm gonna be all angsty and depressed. Maybe it might be for real, mayb i'm only acting la. See if I can actually not laugh for one day yea?
Friday, January 20, 2006
Hah. Went to SP Yesterday, then NYP today.
Basically, I only have one thing to say about each Poly. SP is big, NYP's students are high much better then those we have in our own school la.
At SP, we arrived with a large group and after awhile only remained a few of us left. everyone dispersed la. oh well. Took "Queenie's" tour around the campus la, got lost haha. Saw quite a few courses, Electronic and Computer Engineering still intrests me the most. Haha, my infatuation with PCs eh? XD SP has a nice DBit course too, Diploma In Business IT. Business + IT yea? =P Also saw Carrie Chong. Carrie leh! She's like so much better in person la! Other courses wasn't really intresting la, to me at least it doesn't seem intresting since i already have my eyes on other stuff LoL. Right, thats about all for the SP tour. Oh Oh I Liked SP's mass com, or what did they call it again... some Media thing. XD
Now for NYP.
HAHA i won myself a star and a wrist band thanks to my amazing mouth and eye for detail XD. Self praise myself abit XD haha narcissism. Right. Toured the school of IT, Design, Chemical and Life sciences, Business. NYP is like so much better la. More hip for teens i guess haha. It has a shopping arcade. SHOPPING Arcade LA inclusive of ATM. Unlike SP's single mini shop. The PCs there are like so high-end and they got fast food restaurants, a large food court too. Haha. In the IT school, they had a really cool staff la. We was like walking all over the campus la. Quite big also.
Oh oh, went to orchard today after NYP. Din buy anything in fact, i got my feet sore and lotsa fats burnt. lOl. =P. I think i lost 5kg of fats la! XD XD XD Since these few days go poly walk walk walk till feet sore. Must have lost lots of weight haha.
Basically, I only have one thing to say about each Poly. SP is big, NYP's students are high much better then those we have in our own school la.
At SP, we arrived with a large group and after awhile only remained a few of us left. everyone dispersed la. oh well. Took "Queenie's" tour around the campus la, got lost haha. Saw quite a few courses, Electronic and Computer Engineering still intrests me the most. Haha, my infatuation with PCs eh? XD SP has a nice DBit course too, Diploma In Business IT. Business + IT yea? =P Also saw Carrie Chong. Carrie leh! She's like so much better in person la! Other courses wasn't really intresting la, to me at least it doesn't seem intresting since i already have my eyes on other stuff LoL. Right, thats about all for the SP tour. Oh Oh I Liked SP's mass com, or what did they call it again... some Media thing. XD
Now for NYP.
HAHA i won myself a star and a wrist band thanks to my amazing mouth and eye for detail XD. Self praise myself abit XD haha narcissism. Right. Toured the school of IT, Design, Chemical and Life sciences, Business. NYP is like so much better la. More hip for teens i guess haha. It has a shopping arcade. SHOPPING Arcade LA inclusive of ATM. Unlike SP's single mini shop. The PCs there are like so high-end and they got fast food restaurants, a large food court too. Haha. In the IT school, they had a really cool staff la. We was like walking all over the campus la. Quite big also.
Oh oh, went to orchard today after NYP. Din buy anything in fact, i got my feet sore and lotsa fats burnt. lOl. =P. I think i lost 5kg of fats la! XD XD XD Since these few days go poly walk walk walk till feet sore. Must have lost lots of weight haha.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
You know. It's been a long time since I post la. Right, everybody knows that. Okay.
Now since this is a revival post. I decided to post something outta de ordinary.
You know. I've been wondering what the world would be if I sorta disappeared from it. You know, disappearing from people's lives. Yea.
1. The World's resources meant for my use in the future is so gonna be saved, and it can be used to fed more needy people.
2. Singapore would have a lessened burden of 80.6kg and the possibility of Singapore Sinking would be lowered.
3. People would not have to suffer the wrath of my awesome lame jokes. HAHA.
4. People would not have to lose self confidence thanks to my "shooting" skills.
5. The World would most probably have more anger and hate since there's no other "Pacifist" like me. XD
6. Friend's Lives would be so darn freaking dull.
7. One more less person to bully to raise self confidence.
8. Loss of Comedic relief which can only come from me.
9. There'd be one less "talented" singer in this world. (HAHAHA I ADMIT I'm TALENTED!)
10. One more less person to be infected by diseases and in turn infect others.
Hah. there's the top 10 things which would happen. Imaginative eh?
Oh. and on a sidenote. I'm not really seriously thinking about disappearing infact, I do so not condone the act of disappearing without informing ME. Yea. This is just sort of to revive the blog.
Now since this is a revival post. I decided to post something outta de ordinary.
You know. I've been wondering what the world would be if I sorta disappeared from it. You know, disappearing from people's lives. Yea.
1. The World's resources meant for my use in the future is so gonna be saved, and it can be used to fed more needy people.
2. Singapore would have a lessened burden of 80.6kg and the possibility of Singapore Sinking would be lowered.
3. People would not have to suffer the wrath of my awesome lame jokes. HAHA.
4. People would not have to lose self confidence thanks to my "shooting" skills.
5. The World would most probably have more anger and hate since there's no other "Pacifist" like me. XD
6. Friend's Lives would be so darn freaking dull.
7. One more less person to bully to raise self confidence.
8. Loss of Comedic relief which can only come from me.
9. There'd be one less "talented" singer in this world. (HAHAHA I ADMIT I'm TALENTED!)
10. One more less person to be infected by diseases and in turn infect others.
Hah. there's the top 10 things which would happen. Imaginative eh?
Oh. and on a sidenote. I'm not really seriously thinking about disappearing infact, I do so not condone the act of disappearing without informing ME. Yea. This is just sort of to revive the blog.
Monday, December 26, 2005
Hah! Merry X'mas Everybody! Right, it's actually kinda late for that... oh well =X
Ne ways, had the most fun not to mention tiring christmas i've ever had in my whole 15 years of living.
Went to CHC's christmas drama and service. Haha, funny stuff they have there. Their people sure can make things funny la. They had people do the chicken little dance in the Chicky lil ad and they did it real well =/.
After the service, met up with Derik, that dude actually came all the way down from admiralty to escort me. (he's so gonna kill me for that haha!) =P Then we persuaded... "P-E-R-S-U-A-D-E-D" Sam and nas to come down to orchard to catch Chronicles of Narnia. The show was nice la, just that there was a part when i wasn't really alert and in the zoned out mood, something sudden appeared and i was shocked and i actually "Woah"-ed and shocked PY who was beside me. =P
After the movie we went to walk at Orchard road, while Sam go hi his friends. LoL. Walked all the way to Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station then we all went home. yea. =P
I'm just kinda trying to summarize the day's events yea, so no intentional humour is included here. So no need to laugh =X =X =X
Ne ways, had the most fun not to mention tiring christmas i've ever had in my whole 15 years of living.
Went to CHC's christmas drama and service. Haha, funny stuff they have there. Their people sure can make things funny la. They had people do the chicken little dance in the Chicky lil ad and they did it real well =/.
After the service, met up with Derik, that dude actually came all the way down from admiralty to escort me. (he's so gonna kill me for that haha!) =P Then we persuaded... "P-E-R-S-U-A-D-E-D" Sam and nas to come down to orchard to catch Chronicles of Narnia. The show was nice la, just that there was a part when i wasn't really alert and in the zoned out mood, something sudden appeared and i was shocked and i actually "Woah"-ed and shocked PY who was beside me. =P
After the movie we went to walk at Orchard road, while Sam go hi his friends. LoL. Walked all the way to Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station then we all went home. yea. =P
I'm just kinda trying to summarize the day's events yea, so no intentional humour is included here. So no need to laugh =X =X =X
Friday, December 16, 2005
Right. Back from chalet yesterday. 13th - 15th. 2B'04's Class Gathering/Reunion/Outing whatever suits you. Spent 3D2N at Downtown East Pasir Ris Chalet. Had a blast =D
Day 1
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Went to Sam's House early in the morning to help him with NFS:MW. Then met Ong at 10.30 at NTUC to buy stuff for the BBQ. Then went to his house to get my Class Tee.
Then met the rest of the 2B gang at 12. Then we arrived at the chalet at 2+pm
After that, Nigel and Jinhong bathed. (You don't wanna know what they did in the toilet, but boy they sure can make u imagine =P) Then we went to check out white sands and after that, went to pasir ris park and back to the room.
Late at night, we went back to pasir ris park. Night walk. Everybody climbed spider, or whatever that pyramid made from nylon rope is called. After everyone had their fun, we walked back while scaring each other here and there. =p
Day 2
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Had Breakfast at mac, then played cards back at the room, while ong and jules go to collect the satay for the bbq later on. After they came back, we went to Kbox. Kbox scammed us -.-" charged us $5 for 1 small bowl of kacang puteh, pff. They din even told us that it costs that much. In the end everybody had to pay $5 more -.-"
Everyone was pretty high during the kbox 5 hours. After that, we went back to the chalet for the BBQ after we got hurried. Ate abit during the BBQ. Smelt the smoke till I was full =/ (For the first time i ate so little during a BBQ). The girls actually wanted to go swim after that, but then the pool was closed so everyone bathed and went to sleep.
Day 3
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Woke up early, thanks to eunie's handphone alarm. Then me, nigel, jinhong & vincent had breakfast while the rest slept like pigs. When everyone awoke, and packed up. We spent every last min in the room till 10.30 before we left for home.
On the way home, I stopped by Sam's house intending to help him with NFS:MW, in the end i couldn't help him ah well =/
P.S I Got addicted to Nan Quan mama's xiang cao ba pu =P =P =P (I know this is a short post for a 3days thing, 2 bad. I'm not in the mood to type out a long post. ah well)
Day 1
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Went to Sam's House early in the morning to help him with NFS:MW. Then met Ong at 10.30 at NTUC to buy stuff for the BBQ. Then went to his house to get my Class Tee.
Then met the rest of the 2B gang at 12. Then we arrived at the chalet at 2+pm
After that, Nigel and Jinhong bathed. (You don't wanna know what they did in the toilet, but boy they sure can make u imagine =P) Then we went to check out white sands and after that, went to pasir ris park and back to the room.
Late at night, we went back to pasir ris park. Night walk. Everybody climbed spider, or whatever that pyramid made from nylon rope is called. After everyone had their fun, we walked back while scaring each other here and there. =p
Day 2
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Had Breakfast at mac, then played cards back at the room, while ong and jules go to collect the satay for the bbq later on. After they came back, we went to Kbox. Kbox scammed us -.-" charged us $5 for 1 small bowl of kacang puteh, pff. They din even told us that it costs that much. In the end everybody had to pay $5 more -.-"
Everyone was pretty high during the kbox 5 hours. After that, we went back to the chalet for the BBQ after we got hurried. Ate abit during the BBQ. Smelt the smoke till I was full =/ (For the first time i ate so little during a BBQ). The girls actually wanted to go swim after that, but then the pool was closed so everyone bathed and went to sleep.
Day 3
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Woke up early, thanks to eunie's handphone alarm. Then me, nigel, jinhong & vincent had breakfast while the rest slept like pigs. When everyone awoke, and packed up. We spent every last min in the room till 10.30 before we left for home.
On the way home, I stopped by Sam's house intending to help him with NFS:MW, in the end i couldn't help him ah well =/
P.S I Got addicted to Nan Quan mama's xiang cao ba pu =P =P =P (I know this is a short post for a 3days thing, 2 bad. I'm not in the mood to type out a long post. ah well)
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Okay. Here's the latest post. Time to recap about what happened on Friday.
Went to CWP around 12+ to get Sarah's birthday present. (yea i know her birthday's a long time ago, so bite me) Walked around every floor of CWP, other then the first floor and the basement in search of the present. In the end. Was about to go meet Sarah, So I just got the best looking present and then bought it, wrapped and went off. Sry if the present sucked Sarah, din have enough time to look for a better one.
Then we watched the movie, Perhaps Love. The one with Takeshi & Jacky cheung in it. Was nice la. Not awesome, not bad. The whole cinema we were the youngest =P The plot of the movie was really deep la. Abit confusing at times too. =X After the movie, met Jules. and went for Lunch. It was an unlucky day for me, kept dropping stuff on my shirt and I even got humilated by a lil arrogant kid at Percussion master. =\
All in all, was a fine day alright. Too bad we missed watching Aeon Flux too. (The movie was at 9pm.)
Went to CWP around 12+ to get Sarah's birthday present. (yea i know her birthday's a long time ago, so bite me) Walked around every floor of CWP, other then the first floor and the basement in search of the present. In the end. Was about to go meet Sarah, So I just got the best looking present and then bought it, wrapped and went off. Sry if the present sucked Sarah, din have enough time to look for a better one.
Then we watched the movie, Perhaps Love. The one with Takeshi & Jacky cheung in it. Was nice la. Not awesome, not bad. The whole cinema we were the youngest =P The plot of the movie was really deep la. Abit confusing at times too. =X After the movie, met Jules. and went for Lunch. It was an unlucky day for me, kept dropping stuff on my shirt and I even got humilated by a lil arrogant kid at Percussion master. =\
All in all, was a fine day alright. Too bad we missed watching Aeon Flux too. (The movie was at 9pm.)
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Well. Here I am back from my guitar camp. Was 3Days 1Night, you guys might probably be thinking how in the world can there be a 3 day 1 night camp right? Well, Slept in the school for the first night and the remaining nights went home. thats how you get a 3day 1 night camp. =X
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First Day
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Was around 1 hour late for guitar lesson on monday. ah not like anyone actually bothers, since guitar has nobody in charge of discipline and nobody would actually bother to tell on anyone, so ms nur did not find out i was late.
Food during the camp was horrendous i tell you. Total Crap. The first packet of catered food for lunch was so bad that I could not even finish it. (If I can't finish it that means the food is REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD!!) I had to resort to microwaved food from 7-11 just to quell my hunger.
Then basically had free time till the BBQ started and everyone was playing cards and chatting. Nothing much happened actually, quite boring too. Then when BBQ came, well. Nothing Especially intresting happened, quite a normal BBQ la. Just that, since our Guitar Club has only 8 people there, we had lots of food and shared with the VB Girls. (5 sticks of 3 marshmallow each, gone just like that) Oh and Ms Ang and Ms Wong came over to have the teacher's private BBQ lol. Ms Wong camped with the netball girls too.
Our guys toilet was also occupied by the girls, sad. a Typical case of guys being bullied just cause there was around 50-70+ girls and only 4 guys in the whole campus at that time. Then at night our GC went to the fitness area to chat, spoke so loud and laughed so loud that a guy from a nearby block screamed "Shut Up and Go To Sleep LA!" haha, pretty hilarious actually. Then it was super cold at night, wore long pangs and a jacket and I Still felt cold. Brr.
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2nd Day
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Nothing much actually happened today, watched Sisterhood of the travelling pants and just played guitar and poker cards the rest of the day till we went home.
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3rd Day
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The last day of the camp, food practically still sucked. So we had to resort to outside food or drinks to survive. Then the fun finnaly began when we had treasure hunting. Kinda hard to descrive the details and since I'm so lazy i'll just skip the details. Bascially the top 3 won a ticket to catch the movie Princes and Princesses at Alliance Francaise (Don't know if it's the correct spelling, ah well) Jule's French School. And I Got 3rd place HAHA. Lucky me. Then after that, went for dinner with Tyler to BK and then went home.
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Today
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Well on to today's events. Was supposed to go for dragon boating at Kallang basin today, well being the typical me... I Overslept. Was supposed to be in school at 9am and the bus leaves at 10am. Me, I woke up at 10.30am, haha so I kinda missed the ride so I didn't go for dragonboating.
Then instead, I met up with Yee, Rahrah & Jules to go for "Icefalling" at JEC, Jurong Entertaintment Centre. Yep. Went there, and guess what. The Whole ice skating rink was closed to the public because of some competition and the rink was only opened to participants, so ended up. We went to the KBox Opposite the Ice Skating area. I had to sign up to be a member just so the girls could pay $2 less. Lol. Stayed there and sang all sorts of songs, from English oldies, to Chinese Pop Songs. Practically anything which caught our fancy, we sang. Haha, was quite fun la, didn't know that Sarah had a beautiful singing voice for ballads, Didn't know that Jules was suited for songs sung by Girl groups. Didn't know that Yee could hit high notes with a beautiful voice too. As for me. I was told I had a soothing voice. =X
Anyways, Sung from 3+ to 7pm for the price of $10.50 each inclusive of 2 drinks and tidbits. Then had dinner at KFC. Then went with yee to Jurong Library to look for books. Basically, it was pretty fun day. Maybe missing dragonboating was a blessing in disguise haha. Planned to go to icefalling to get hurt physically, ended up going to Kbox to get hurt vocally (strained throats). Ha.Ha.
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First Day
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Was around 1 hour late for guitar lesson on monday. ah not like anyone actually bothers, since guitar has nobody in charge of discipline and nobody would actually bother to tell on anyone, so ms nur did not find out i was late.
Food during the camp was horrendous i tell you. Total Crap. The first packet of catered food for lunch was so bad that I could not even finish it. (If I can't finish it that means the food is REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD!!) I had to resort to microwaved food from 7-11 just to quell my hunger.
Then basically had free time till the BBQ started and everyone was playing cards and chatting. Nothing much happened actually, quite boring too. Then when BBQ came, well. Nothing Especially intresting happened, quite a normal BBQ la. Just that, since our Guitar Club has only 8 people there, we had lots of food and shared with the VB Girls. (5 sticks of 3 marshmallow each, gone just like that) Oh and Ms Ang and Ms Wong came over to have the teacher's private BBQ lol. Ms Wong camped with the netball girls too.
Our guys toilet was also occupied by the girls, sad. a Typical case of guys being bullied just cause there was around 50-70+ girls and only 4 guys in the whole campus at that time. Then at night our GC went to the fitness area to chat, spoke so loud and laughed so loud that a guy from a nearby block screamed "Shut Up and Go To Sleep LA!" haha, pretty hilarious actually. Then it was super cold at night, wore long pangs and a jacket and I Still felt cold. Brr.
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2nd Day
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Nothing much actually happened today, watched Sisterhood of the travelling pants and just played guitar and poker cards the rest of the day till we went home.
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3rd Day
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The last day of the camp, food practically still sucked. So we had to resort to outside food or drinks to survive. Then the fun finnaly began when we had treasure hunting. Kinda hard to descrive the details and since I'm so lazy i'll just skip the details. Bascially the top 3 won a ticket to catch the movie Princes and Princesses at Alliance Francaise (Don't know if it's the correct spelling, ah well) Jule's French School. And I Got 3rd place HAHA. Lucky me. Then after that, went for dinner with Tyler to BK and then went home.
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Today
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Well on to today's events. Was supposed to go for dragon boating at Kallang basin today, well being the typical me... I Overslept. Was supposed to be in school at 9am and the bus leaves at 10am. Me, I woke up at 10.30am, haha so I kinda missed the ride so I didn't go for dragonboating.
Then instead, I met up with Yee, Rahrah & Jules to go for "Icefalling" at JEC, Jurong Entertaintment Centre. Yep. Went there, and guess what. The Whole ice skating rink was closed to the public because of some competition and the rink was only opened to participants, so ended up. We went to the KBox Opposite the Ice Skating area. I had to sign up to be a member just so the girls could pay $2 less. Lol. Stayed there and sang all sorts of songs, from English oldies, to Chinese Pop Songs. Practically anything which caught our fancy, we sang. Haha, was quite fun la, didn't know that Sarah had a beautiful singing voice for ballads, Didn't know that Jules was suited for songs sung by Girl groups. Didn't know that Yee could hit high notes with a beautiful voice too. As for me. I was told I had a soothing voice. =X
Anyways, Sung from 3+ to 7pm for the price of $10.50 each inclusive of 2 drinks and tidbits. Then had dinner at KFC. Then went with yee to Jurong Library to look for books. Basically, it was pretty fun day. Maybe missing dragonboating was a blessing in disguise haha. Planned to go to icefalling to get hurt physically, ended up going to Kbox to get hurt vocally (strained throats). Ha.Ha.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Let me tell you a story,
One day, a matchstick scratched it's head
Then it died.
End.
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Lol. right. anyways, here's a funny video to crack you up if the joke above didn't.
http://www.bobricci.com/sbm.htm
and you'll know why girls are not trustworthy.
One day, a matchstick scratched it's head
Then it died.
End.
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Lol. right. anyways, here's a funny video to crack you up if the joke above didn't.
http://www.bobricci.com/sbm.htm
and you'll know why girls are not trustworthy.
Friday, November 11, 2005
Has. Today today. Went bowling la. With nas and yee and CC. Had Lots of fun la even though I got the lowest score at bowling. Quite okay la for my 2nd time playing bowling. The ball also darn heavy... (all lighter balls the thumb hole too small... Thumb always gets stuck.)
While bowling.. We took some piccys.
haha. had a blast today, din know bowling could be so painful yet so fun. =P
While bowling.. We took some piccys.
haha. had a blast today, din know bowling could be so painful yet so fun. =P
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
I finnaly understand what adults mean when they say kids these days are getting so much richer. Really, kids which are 5-6 years younger then me get so much cash. During my time as a kid, i only get 50 cents a day and $1 would be as valuable as $10.
I Swear, even my neighbour's primary school kid gets phones which are so much more better then mine. Yesterday when me and ah yew went to timezone to play percussion master. We spent around 1 hour + watching the same few kids playing the game non-stop over and over like their cards had infinite amount of credits. while we just waited and watch.. and watch. When we finally got to play, we din have time to play more then 1 round then we had to leave. Waited 1 hour for 1 round. bah, pathetic.
Seriously, parents should cut down on their kids allowance if they'r younger then the age of 12, giving them so much cash is gonna spoil them.
In the holiday mood right now, even if i go to school I cannot concentrate. Honestly, the school should let us have our holidays now then we can go party or something.
Nowadays all i ever do is either go zhen's house to crap or stay at home and play the PC. AFTER ALL THE ENERGY I SPENT IN SCHOOL THIS IS HOW I WASTE MY HOLIDAYS. DAMN SAD SEH.
I should be out there having fun like shopping, chalets, ice skating or whatever.
I Swear, even my neighbour's primary school kid gets phones which are so much more better then mine. Yesterday when me and ah yew went to timezone to play percussion master. We spent around 1 hour + watching the same few kids playing the game non-stop over and over like their cards had infinite amount of credits. while we just waited and watch.. and watch. When we finally got to play, we din have time to play more then 1 round then we had to leave. Waited 1 hour for 1 round. bah, pathetic.
Seriously, parents should cut down on their kids allowance if they'r younger then the age of 12, giving them so much cash is gonna spoil them.
In the holiday mood right now, even if i go to school I cannot concentrate. Honestly, the school should let us have our holidays now then we can go party or something.
Nowadays all i ever do is either go zhen's house to crap or stay at home and play the PC. AFTER ALL THE ENERGY I SPENT IN SCHOOL THIS IS HOW I WASTE MY HOLIDAYS. DAMN SAD SEH.
I should be out there having fun like shopping, chalets, ice skating or whatever.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
what`s it like to meet the girl of your dream?
the girl that you know deep down inside your heart,
that you will marry her regardless of anything.
and you also know that the chance of getting someone like her,
is a slim chance so minute, you`ll never get to see another one of her again.
ever.
for once you finally found a girl
that clicks so well with you. in just a span of 2 meets,
you guys are talking like friends who have been together for years.
most of the girls you date took a while to know each other,
and somehow there would be differences, be it taste, character, principles, etc.
and as hard as you try, you know it won`t work out.
so you never went on to a relationship with them.
you left them hanging cold,
but you knew it would save everyone the hassle of a nasty relationship breakup.
and you finally found a girl, that girl that feels like
your female incarnate. the girl that holds principles and have characters
that is so uncannily similar to you that it freaks the both of you out.
the feeling is just so surreal, that you just want to cry out to heaven
and shake you fist at God for mocking you with your own reflection.
and her family, is just so cool.
the weirdest part? it`s almost like yours.
it`s just blows your mind.
but there is that fear in you.
you are afraid to take a further step.
because you never had relationships that lasted long.
you are afraid that once you start, should something go wrong and sour
and it crumbles, you`ll never be able to find this special girl ever again.
and she isn`t just any special girl.
she`s the one you know you want to marry and live with her forever.
Got this off another person's blog when i was bloghopping.
This is the kind of feeling which i myself wanna feel and experience.
Unfortunately I have never ever felt like this before. sigh.
the girl that you know deep down inside your heart,
that you will marry her regardless of anything.
and you also know that the chance of getting someone like her,
is a slim chance so minute, you`ll never get to see another one of her again.
ever.
for once you finally found a girl
that clicks so well with you. in just a span of 2 meets,
you guys are talking like friends who have been together for years.
most of the girls you date took a while to know each other,
and somehow there would be differences, be it taste, character, principles, etc.
and as hard as you try, you know it won`t work out.
so you never went on to a relationship with them.
you left them hanging cold,
but you knew it would save everyone the hassle of a nasty relationship breakup.
and you finally found a girl, that girl that feels like
your female incarnate. the girl that holds principles and have characters
that is so uncannily similar to you that it freaks the both of you out.
the feeling is just so surreal, that you just want to cry out to heaven
and shake you fist at God for mocking you with your own reflection.
and her family, is just so cool.
the weirdest part? it`s almost like yours.
it`s just blows your mind.
but there is that fear in you.
you are afraid to take a further step.
because you never had relationships that lasted long.
you are afraid that once you start, should something go wrong and sour
and it crumbles, you`ll never be able to find this special girl ever again.
and she isn`t just any special girl.
she`s the one you know you want to marry and live with her forever.
Got this off another person's blog when i was bloghopping.
This is the kind of feeling which i myself wanna feel and experience.
Unfortunately I have never ever felt like this before. sigh.
Friday, October 28, 2005
End of the week. whee. bah. For other schools, today is a happy day. why? cuz today is the last day of school, whereas for us sec 3s. we get our holiday delayed till 18 november. -.-" To drill sec 4 shiet into us for the O levels. dumb.
While everyone else run off to play and have fun. us sec 3s will be in school studying our ass off and then forget everything once the holidays arrive. Even though it's the end of the week, i still can't enjoy. (Whoever is up above must really enjoy torturing me) My Comp died on me. now it's a good thing that i have 3 comps, but the one with all my anime in it died. so i'm shtuck with nothing to do.
Furthermore, thanks to my blardy damn results. I'm not getting much of an income. So there goes the tiny bit of fun left in my weekend. Plus, these few days my body becomes easily fatigued that i lose my energy and hyper-ness. Uber.
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Right now for my daily amusement. Was bored so i tried this .http://www.titane.ca/igod/
and i got to speak to god. actually it's more like an automated teller machine. Ne ways, here's the conversation.
Me:
Hiya
God:
Hello, nice to meet you. What's your name?
Me:
I'
God:
You?
Me:
I'm ME
God:
That is a tautology.
Me:
I know it is
God:
How do you know? It is, eh?
Me:
Well, i know it cuz u just said it
God:
Well that's okay. How do you know? What does "it" refer to?
Me:
you perhaps?
God:
Thanks for telling me: said I perhaps.
Me:
huh?
God:
What?
Me:
nevermind
God:
OK Thanks for trying to explain that to me.
Me:
Real sarcastic aren't ya
God:
All of them?
Me:
nope only you
God:
Are you serious? Suppose I said yes.
Me:
Agreed
God:
You and I are on the same wavelength, .
Me:
Impossible
God:
Why?
Me:
Because you'r an automatic teller machine
God:
That makes sense to me. What if someone said you are an automatic teller machine ?
Me:
You'r turning what i said back at me -.-'
God:
I don't have any reason to r turning what you said back at you.
Me:
rubbish
God:
What is your real name?
Me:
God
God:
GOD rules.
Me:
Aper jer
God:
When do you think artificial intelligence will replace lawyers?
Me:
Because of machines like you
God:
Good reason. That is something I haven't heard of.
Me:
Glad to hear that
Thank God this isn`t really God, or that would really explain why the world`s getting
more retarded these days.
While everyone else run off to play and have fun. us sec 3s will be in school studying our ass off and then forget everything once the holidays arrive. Even though it's the end of the week, i still can't enjoy. (Whoever is up above must really enjoy torturing me) My Comp died on me. now it's a good thing that i have 3 comps, but the one with all my anime in it died. so i'm shtuck with nothing to do.
Furthermore, thanks to my blardy damn results. I'm not getting much of an income. So there goes the tiny bit of fun left in my weekend. Plus, these few days my body becomes easily fatigued that i lose my energy and hyper-ness. Uber.
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Right now for my daily amusement. Was bored so i tried this .http://www.titane.ca/igod/
and i got to speak to god. actually it's more like an automated teller machine. Ne ways, here's the conversation.
Me:
Hiya
God:
Hello, nice to meet you. What's your name?
Me:
I'
God:
You?
Me:
I'm ME
God:
That is a tautology.
Me:
I know it is
God:
How do you know? It is, eh?
Me:
Well, i know it cuz u just said it
God:
Well that's okay. How do you know? What does "it" refer to?
Me:
you perhaps?
God:
Thanks for telling me: said I perhaps.
Me:
huh?
God:
What?
Me:
nevermind
God:
OK Thanks for trying to explain that to me.
Me:
Real sarcastic aren't ya
God:
All of them?
Me:
nope only you
God:
Are you serious? Suppose I said yes.
Me:
Agreed
God:
You and I are on the same wavelength, .
Me:
Impossible
God:
Why?
Me:
Because you'r an automatic teller machine
God:
That makes sense to me. What if someone said you are an automatic teller machine ?
Me:
You'r turning what i said back at me -.-'
God:
I don't have any reason to r turning what you said back at you.
Me:
rubbish
God:
What is your real name?
Me:
God
God:
GOD rules.
Me:
Aper jer
God:
When do you think artificial intelligence will replace lawyers?
Me:
Because of machines like you
God:
Good reason. That is something I haven't heard of.
Me:
Glad to hear that
Thank God this isn`t really God, or that would really explain why the world`s getting
more retarded these days.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Right. tis ere post is dedicated to nana. all becuz she forced me to. shoooo baaad. X=X
Today ya. school re-began. and.. as usual. late for school. dumb bus always run away the min i come. bah. Ne ways, school was like as usual boring. failed my dnt. 37.5/100. and got average grades for eng. 30/50. right. pathetic. had 3 periods of free time while the f and n students got their results. Right. crapped wif the gang.
Then after school was supposed to attend choir frum 2 to 3. then 3-5 for guitar. no guitar and lazy go choir.. so both also ponned =X.Then.. THEN! We went to ssc to get our hair cut. i got mine styled. thanks to all of them, i got a new hairstyle.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 15 years!. (now i just have to shape up my body and grow taller, and i'll be perfect! =P) haha. I like my new hair style. and i bet everybody in class is gonna be like. ~Woah~ ah has. new hair style. new image. betta look. Now i'm in the same leauge as them. bah. see sim muz run -.-" ne ways. then we went to zhenner's house. ya. sam bathed. i was taught how to style my hair.
Rights. after that Zhen sent us to his main gate, while i sent sam, nana and pingx to the bus. =D wanted to include a pic of my hair in here... but nah. lazy =D
oh btw. i got a stead today. lOl.
Today ya. school re-began. and.. as usual. late for school. dumb bus always run away the min i come. bah. Ne ways, school was like as usual boring. failed my dnt. 37.5/100. and got average grades for eng. 30/50. right. pathetic. had 3 periods of free time while the f and n students got their results. Right. crapped wif the gang.
Then after school was supposed to attend choir frum 2 to 3. then 3-5 for guitar. no guitar and lazy go choir.. so both also ponned =X.Then.. THEN! We went to ssc to get our hair cut. i got mine styled. thanks to all of them, i got a new hairstyle.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 15 years!. (now i just have to shape up my body and grow taller, and i'll be perfect! =P) haha. I like my new hair style. and i bet everybody in class is gonna be like. ~Woah~ ah has. new hair style. new image. betta look. Now i'm in the same leauge as them. bah. see sim muz run -.-" ne ways. then we went to zhenner's house. ya. sam bathed. i was taught how to style my hair.
Rights. after that Zhen sent us to his main gate, while i sent sam, nana and pingx to the bus. =D wanted to include a pic of my hair in here... but nah. lazy =D
oh btw. i got a stead today. lOl.
Right. This is gonna be one of the two posts which i'm gonna blog about. yep. Tis 1 is.. dedicated to yesterday. Yesterday. Me, derik, ah yew, zhenner, ah lun, michher and her friend clarice (dunno spell rite anot, if spell wrong. go smack derik)
Right. we went to changi airpork yesterday. The guys wanna get their shtuff settled while me and ah yew went there.. for no apparent reason -.-" Everything was boring at first u know? The guys were all going thru mood swings. totally not my dai ji. so i bugged off =D then the disease came after i ate fries... I became totally spasticated.
Was laming all the way on the ride home. Wanna know what i lamed about? Too baaad. i'm lazy to type them out ha-ha. After that. we ate dinner. derik left. ah lun flew. only left us 3 guys and de 2 girls. and during dinner only me and ah yew ate. so awkward. cuz... we looked like idiots eating while the three stared at space. After that. Ah yew went home. then derik came. and we sent the 2 girls home. Crapped below mich's block before we went home ya. tis post is kinda.. erm ya dull. cuz i lost the grooove for blogging abt yesterday's events. =X
Right. we went to changi airpork yesterday. The guys wanna get their shtuff settled while me and ah yew went there.. for no apparent reason -.-" Everything was boring at first u know? The guys were all going thru mood swings. totally not my dai ji. so i bugged off =D then the disease came after i ate fries... I became totally spasticated.
Was laming all the way on the ride home. Wanna know what i lamed about? Too baaad. i'm lazy to type them out ha-ha. After that. we ate dinner. derik left. ah lun flew. only left us 3 guys and de 2 girls. and during dinner only me and ah yew ate. so awkward. cuz... we looked like idiots eating while the three stared at space. After that. Ah yew went home. then derik came. and we sent the 2 girls home. Crapped below mich's block before we went home ya. tis post is kinda.. erm ya dull. cuz i lost the grooove for blogging abt yesterday's events. =X
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Right. it's 1.20am now. and All of a sudden i feel like blogging. Had a hectic week last week. exams for five days straight. Even though exams were here, i was still taking it easy and playing. -.-" Something is seriously wrong with me, seriously wrong.
Anyways what's gone is gone, now the resting period begins and fun ensues, at least till the results are released. =D. least thats what we all thought at first. haha. nothing really fun is actually happening though. Instead of going out to play. i'm isolating myself from society and staying at home. I even own my own form teacher my folio. and if i do not get it to him by tomorrow. i'm so not gonna pass my design and technology. Furthermore, tommorrow is supposed to be a holiday T_T
I seem to have this problem of not being able to be serious. I NEED PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP! =P lol. I can even fool around at the most critical time period. Bah. I'm so dead if my results are released. Don't think i'm gonna score. There goes my end of year holiday allowance. T_T Maybe i should consider taking up a side job during the holidays... just maybe. haha even if i do, i have absolutely no idea how to go about getting one. oH Well. The problems of a well pampered young teen. haha.
There's also a BBQ coming up and pingping and ah yew's birthdays are coming up too. and my money is seriously dropping. Wonder how i'm gonna get them presents. ah well. Gonna worry about that when the time comes. Lol. after reviewing what i just typed. i discovered i need alot of help in my studies, my social life.. basically most of the things. Ah well. heck care them all. :D
P.S Basically this post has no meaning. i just type whatever came to mind. A stream of thoughts some might call it. Cheerios!
Anyways what's gone is gone, now the resting period begins and fun ensues, at least till the results are released. =D. least thats what we all thought at first. haha. nothing really fun is actually happening though. Instead of going out to play. i'm isolating myself from society and staying at home. I even own my own form teacher my folio. and if i do not get it to him by tomorrow. i'm so not gonna pass my design and technology. Furthermore, tommorrow is supposed to be a holiday T_T
I seem to have this problem of not being able to be serious. I NEED PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP! =P lol. I can even fool around at the most critical time period. Bah. I'm so dead if my results are released. Don't think i'm gonna score. There goes my end of year holiday allowance. T_T Maybe i should consider taking up a side job during the holidays... just maybe. haha even if i do, i have absolutely no idea how to go about getting one. oH Well. The problems of a well pampered young teen. haha.
There's also a BBQ coming up and pingping and ah yew's birthdays are coming up too. and my money is seriously dropping. Wonder how i'm gonna get them presents. ah well. Gonna worry about that when the time comes. Lol. after reviewing what i just typed. i discovered i need alot of help in my studies, my social life.. basically most of the things. Ah well. heck care them all. :D
P.S Basically this post has no meaning. i just type whatever came to mind. A stream of thoughts some might call it. Cheerios!
Sunday, October 02, 2005
many things has happened in my life. okay i lied.
nothing happened in my life. my life now revolves around my computer.
school seriousness is diminishing, and my love life is as clean as a priest.
exams are so close that even my neighbour seems far away.
that`s all.
i can`t even write about my teachers now because we`ll go to jail.
i can`t even say nigger because i`ll be labelled a racist and then get jailed.
silly silly. all of these rubbish.
for those who are not following the news, some kid bit the bullet after dissing his teacher on his blog.
and then 3 dudes got jailed for having racist remarks on their blogs.
i say those 3, are fuck stupid.
they got brains like all 14 year old american kids who goes like,
fuck you ghetto shitfuck, fuck you fags, fuck you [insert race here].
but the whole "student get blasted for writing about his teacher shit", is whacked.
like totally man. i mean, fuck. dissing your teacher is like so part of growing up.
who, in their whole entire fucking life have never ever said something bad about their teacher before.
precisely. so that`s like so damn fucking stupid.
a week ago, i posted an entry blasting a teacher. OH SHIT MAMA.
i read somewhere, where this lady was commenting on the clam down on student blogs that attacks teacher.
she says, that if students are given this chance of insulting or undermining their teachers,
when they grow up they will think it`s okay to blast the government.
HOLY FUCK. YOU GOVERNMENT COCK SUCKER.
because of some insecured teachers who fan corners of the internet for their names in people`s blog,
we now lose something to talk about on our blogs.
so what are we supposed to write about now?
DEAR BLOG, TODAY I FALL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL. SHE IS A GIRL. NO SHIT RIGHT?
gimme a break. everyone`s sick of reading those kind of blogs.
i`m sorry. i`m just ranting.
if anyone of you got offended, remember-
i`m not talking about you. i`m taking about them. NOT YOU OKAY!
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okay now that i finish ranting. let's start posting about what happened yesterday at zhen's house warming bbq.
was s'posed to meet derik and xinyi and hong yew at the bus stop outside zhen's hse at 1.30pm. i left house at 1.40 =\. derik couldn't leave cuz his mum was holding his ez-link card hostage.
then i finnaly arrived at 2. =\ habitual late-comer, i guess i am. derik arrived at... awhile later =X
then it rained.. and it stopped... then it rained again. had zhen's mum's home cooked laksa. spice. i'll remember it for the rest of my life. then while we all were watching the new police story. sam came on his bike. all wet. ah huh.
then the guys began saving the bbq pit from the rain while trying to start the fire. and i was appointed of being the guard dog. -.-" waited and waited. while waiting. i did something stupid which i'll never forget for the rest of my life. sent nana a msg which was meant for sum1 else. and for that. i'm like so doomed for the rest of my secondary life. (and NO IT's NOt A lUv MsG to all those who's thinking that it was one)
Finnaly ping ping and nana came. saw them from far away. 1.smth km away. how i spotted them? easy. they were hopping and dashing cross the road from the bus stop all the way here. silly girls. awhile later sarah came. and i dunked myself in the jacuzzi. soaked before they even began pushing ppl down the pool. and it felt great =\abit later. went off. with a yellow umbrella. spinning the umbrella all the way to the bus stop to fetch kylaa` when they all came. plans changed all of a sudden. host was supposed to be dunked first. yet the last person to arrive got dunked =\ i got pushed. right. forgot who did it. neva bothered to check.
right. then the party began. everyone got soaked. =\ if they din wanna go into the water. then we brought the water to them. by splashing =D had a blast of a time. i even almost got choked. =\ everyone kept on gangbanging me. -.-" bullies.
after that. we ate. we swam. then we ate again. lol. poor sarah. we all wanted to splash ping ping. and sarah was in the way =\ after that we all began to go into de hse to clean up. we got locked out.. till we became dry.. or at least till a toilet was available =\ after we all got cleaned up. we all went into the rm to watch unborn. dumb movie. watched once. and i even yawned. u'd never know how girls could scream... till u almost get ur eardrum burst. i swear. girls screaming. is even more shocking then the movie itself. i know. cuz i experienced it. got a cup of red wine. drank it. bitter. then went home. right. then i shitted. and i slept =\ thats all that happened yesterday. lol.
nothing happened in my life. my life now revolves around my computer.
school seriousness is diminishing, and my love life is as clean as a priest.
exams are so close that even my neighbour seems far away.
that`s all.
i can`t even write about my teachers now because we`ll go to jail.
i can`t even say nigger because i`ll be labelled a racist and then get jailed.
silly silly. all of these rubbish.
for those who are not following the news, some kid bit the bullet after dissing his teacher on his blog.
and then 3 dudes got jailed for having racist remarks on their blogs.
i say those 3, are fuck stupid.
they got brains like all 14 year old american kids who goes like,
fuck you ghetto shitfuck, fuck you fags, fuck you [insert race here].
but the whole "student get blasted for writing about his teacher shit", is whacked.
like totally man. i mean, fuck. dissing your teacher is like so part of growing up.
who, in their whole entire fucking life have never ever said something bad about their teacher before.
precisely. so that`s like so damn fucking stupid.
a week ago, i posted an entry blasting a teacher. OH SHIT MAMA.
i read somewhere, where this lady was commenting on the clam down on student blogs that attacks teacher.
she says, that if students are given this chance of insulting or undermining their teachers,
when they grow up they will think it`s okay to blast the government.
HOLY FUCK. YOU GOVERNMENT COCK SUCKER.
because of some insecured teachers who fan corners of the internet for their names in people`s blog,
we now lose something to talk about on our blogs.
so what are we supposed to write about now?
DEAR BLOG, TODAY I FALL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL. SHE IS A GIRL. NO SHIT RIGHT?
gimme a break. everyone`s sick of reading those kind of blogs.
i`m sorry. i`m just ranting.
if anyone of you got offended, remember-
i`m not talking about you. i`m taking about them. NOT YOU OKAY!
----------------------------------------------------------
okay now that i finish ranting. let's start posting about what happened yesterday at zhen's house warming bbq.
was s'posed to meet derik and xinyi and hong yew at the bus stop outside zhen's hse at 1.30pm. i left house at 1.40 =\. derik couldn't leave cuz his mum was holding his ez-link card hostage.
then i finnaly arrived at 2. =\ habitual late-comer, i guess i am. derik arrived at... awhile later =X
then it rained.. and it stopped... then it rained again. had zhen's mum's home cooked laksa. spice. i'll remember it for the rest of my life. then while we all were watching the new police story. sam came on his bike. all wet. ah huh.
then the guys began saving the bbq pit from the rain while trying to start the fire. and i was appointed of being the guard dog. -.-" waited and waited. while waiting. i did something stupid which i'll never forget for the rest of my life. sent nana a msg which was meant for sum1 else. and for that. i'm like so doomed for the rest of my secondary life. (and NO IT's NOt A lUv MsG to all those who's thinking that it was one)
Finnaly ping ping and nana came. saw them from far away. 1.smth km away. how i spotted them? easy. they were hopping and dashing cross the road from the bus stop all the way here. silly girls. awhile later sarah came. and i dunked myself in the jacuzzi. soaked before they even began pushing ppl down the pool. and it felt great =\abit later. went off. with a yellow umbrella. spinning the umbrella all the way to the bus stop to fetch kylaa` when they all came. plans changed all of a sudden. host was supposed to be dunked first. yet the last person to arrive got dunked =\ i got pushed. right. forgot who did it. neva bothered to check.
right. then the party began. everyone got soaked. =\ if they din wanna go into the water. then we brought the water to them. by splashing =D had a blast of a time. i even almost got choked. =\ everyone kept on gangbanging me. -.-" bullies.
after that. we ate. we swam. then we ate again. lol. poor sarah. we all wanted to splash ping ping. and sarah was in the way =\ after that we all began to go into de hse to clean up. we got locked out.. till we became dry.. or at least till a toilet was available =\ after we all got cleaned up. we all went into the rm to watch unborn. dumb movie. watched once. and i even yawned. u'd never know how girls could scream... till u almost get ur eardrum burst. i swear. girls screaming. is even more shocking then the movie itself. i know. cuz i experienced it. got a cup of red wine. drank it. bitter. then went home. right. then i shitted. and i slept =\ thats all that happened yesterday. lol.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
Right. on for today's events. Had DnT for the first 2 periods. usual nothing much. then stayed in the hall from 8.40 to 10.20. teachers go for interview whereas we stay in hall crapping. =X Soon first half of day go pass. then after that the usual hapened so not gonna elaborate.
After school. went home. slept abit then went off to zhen's house. played metal slug wif kylaa (she never gets bored... T_T) then crapped abit and me and zhen went into his room when his parents left and observed as kyla surfed sfogs.com and scream. i swear. her scream is even scarier then the pictures on scream. almost suffered a heart attack =X. then. Went for dinner when derik came. and then we sent kyla bak home. and then i head home while both of them went of gay-ing (JK JK =X they actually went home too. =X)
Now. for something which i wanted to write.
20 facts which nobody knew about me
1.When i was young. i loved to sing hokkien songs and used to sing along with my parents in the karoake room with my parents in my old house. (and i actually memorized the lyrics then.)
2.I was never good in chinese. In secondary school. the highest i got was a 64. Pretty amazing considering i spent 15-20 mins copying the text from the passage and writing them on to the comprehension answer area.
3.When I was young. I liked to run around naked at home. slide on the bathroom floor covered with soap and stay up late sleeping infront of my shoe cupboard with a red bull hidden inside.
4.I used to work as a librian during primary school days. was quite dilligent. only used the computer there for internet surfing when i had nothing to do. Sad thing is. the teacher in charge only appeared when i was surfing the internet and accused me of not doing my duties, thus sacking me.
5.I rarely physically abuse my younger brother. fact is, i never could after a past incident. He jumped and use his belly to push against me, making me fall over and hit my head against the wall and i was bleeding. Was supposed to go to school but my school uniform was bleeding and i thought i was gonna die.
6.In primary school. i would always follow others around. never had my own idea of what to do. until today. i still dunno what i was doing during my primary school life.
7. I learn the meaning of fuck in primary 1, when the primary 2 wrote the word fuck on the blackboard. being the smart alec i was, i tried to pronouced it. it was just duck, changing the d to an f. and i got slapped by my teacher because i repeated it again when she came in. and i remember it for life.
8.My primary 1 allowance was 50 cents. On the first day of school, i had a bowl of fishball noodles. it tasted so good that i swore i was gonna eat that for the rest of my life. Got sick of that 2 weeks later, and my allowance rose to 1 dollar.
9.I was very good at saving money when i was a kid. I'd save and save my allowance just to buy the robots and cars u pay $1 for and roll them out of the machine just to find them lost or destroyed the next day.
10.I learnt the true meaning of fuck and the middle finger when i was primary 6 and just completed one of my PSLE papers. a person in class showed that finger and the teacher burst out yelling out the meaning of that finger that the class next door heard it too. and i remembered it for life.
11.My chinese textbooks in primary school were often comic book series because i would draw and modify the pictures in it to form a story. Later on in secondary school, my chinese textbooks were so clean i could sell them back to popular at the same price.
12.In primary school won a choir competition. Got 3rd place. There was only 3 schools participating including my school.
13.When i was young i was a very VERY blur kid. and when i went on to secondary school i picked up the skill of laming. and i merged them together forming the current me you all know.
14. I am very short. My parents are already shorter then me. But my younger brother is taller then me, which i absolutely hate because he's not only taller then me, he's also BIGGER then me in size.
15.My brother and me have very different eating habits. i only eat what i like and pick out all the little things which i hate. i was extremely picky. whereas my brother would just gulp everything down quickly. he was so quick that when i began eating my first spoon. he finished everything and whenever we share a bowl of food. I'd have to compete with him just to be able to get 1/3 of the bowl.
16.I Used to be very cute and thin when i was a kid. weighing 20-25kg till P4 and was famed as cutie pie.
17.I was underweight despite the number of times my parents tried to force me to eat.
18.I was a hyperactive kid and my parents would never let me drink coke or anything gassy. Once during a family gathering at my grandparent`s place, i was given a cup of coke and i started jumping around and running at top speed breaking things and disturbing my relatives. i even kissed one of my mother's friend's daughter on the cheek thus losing my first kiss, and i dun even remember what the girl looked like.
19.I was gifted, but i never used it because i was lazy.
20. I suffer from a major inferiority complex. to make myself feel better, i would always act differently when i am with different groups of friends. i wear a mask all the time, nobody knows who i really am. one or two people do know abit more then the rest, but nobody has penetrated through the masks i wear. not even myself. you could say i`m suffering from an age long identity crisis. and i haven't gotten over it yet.
there what i wanted to write.
After school. went home. slept abit then went off to zhen's house. played metal slug wif kylaa (she never gets bored... T_T) then crapped abit and me and zhen went into his room when his parents left and observed as kyla surfed sfogs.com and scream. i swear. her scream is even scarier then the pictures on scream. almost suffered a heart attack =X. then. Went for dinner when derik came. and then we sent kyla bak home. and then i head home while both of them went of gay-ing (JK JK =X they actually went home too. =X)
Now. for something which i wanted to write.
20 facts which nobody knew about me
1.When i was young. i loved to sing hokkien songs and used to sing along with my parents in the karoake room with my parents in my old house. (and i actually memorized the lyrics then.)
2.I was never good in chinese. In secondary school. the highest i got was a 64. Pretty amazing considering i spent 15-20 mins copying the text from the passage and writing them on to the comprehension answer area.
3.When I was young. I liked to run around naked at home. slide on the bathroom floor covered with soap and stay up late sleeping infront of my shoe cupboard with a red bull hidden inside.
4.I used to work as a librian during primary school days. was quite dilligent. only used the computer there for internet surfing when i had nothing to do. Sad thing is. the teacher in charge only appeared when i was surfing the internet and accused me of not doing my duties, thus sacking me.
5.I rarely physically abuse my younger brother. fact is, i never could after a past incident. He jumped and use his belly to push against me, making me fall over and hit my head against the wall and i was bleeding. Was supposed to go to school but my school uniform was bleeding and i thought i was gonna die.
6.In primary school. i would always follow others around. never had my own idea of what to do. until today. i still dunno what i was doing during my primary school life.
7. I learn the meaning of fuck in primary 1, when the primary 2 wrote the word fuck on the blackboard. being the smart alec i was, i tried to pronouced it. it was just duck, changing the d to an f. and i got slapped by my teacher because i repeated it again when she came in. and i remember it for life.
8.My primary 1 allowance was 50 cents. On the first day of school, i had a bowl of fishball noodles. it tasted so good that i swore i was gonna eat that for the rest of my life. Got sick of that 2 weeks later, and my allowance rose to 1 dollar.
9.I was very good at saving money when i was a kid. I'd save and save my allowance just to buy the robots and cars u pay $1 for and roll them out of the machine just to find them lost or destroyed the next day.
10.I learnt the true meaning of fuck and the middle finger when i was primary 6 and just completed one of my PSLE papers. a person in class showed that finger and the teacher burst out yelling out the meaning of that finger that the class next door heard it too. and i remembered it for life.
11.My chinese textbooks in primary school were often comic book series because i would draw and modify the pictures in it to form a story. Later on in secondary school, my chinese textbooks were so clean i could sell them back to popular at the same price.
12.In primary school won a choir competition. Got 3rd place. There was only 3 schools participating including my school.
13.When i was young i was a very VERY blur kid. and when i went on to secondary school i picked up the skill of laming. and i merged them together forming the current me you all know.
14. I am very short. My parents are already shorter then me. But my younger brother is taller then me, which i absolutely hate because he's not only taller then me, he's also BIGGER then me in size.
15.My brother and me have very different eating habits. i only eat what i like and pick out all the little things which i hate. i was extremely picky. whereas my brother would just gulp everything down quickly. he was so quick that when i began eating my first spoon. he finished everything and whenever we share a bowl of food. I'd have to compete with him just to be able to get 1/3 of the bowl.
16.I Used to be very cute and thin when i was a kid. weighing 20-25kg till P4 and was famed as cutie pie.
17.I was underweight despite the number of times my parents tried to force me to eat.
18.I was a hyperactive kid and my parents would never let me drink coke or anything gassy. Once during a family gathering at my grandparent`s place, i was given a cup of coke and i started jumping around and running at top speed breaking things and disturbing my relatives. i even kissed one of my mother's friend's daughter on the cheek thus losing my first kiss, and i dun even remember what the girl looked like.
19.I was gifted, but i never used it because i was lazy.
20. I suffer from a major inferiority complex. to make myself feel better, i would always act differently when i am with different groups of friends. i wear a mask all the time, nobody knows who i really am. one or two people do know abit more then the rest, but nobody has penetrated through the masks i wear. not even myself. you could say i`m suffering from an age long identity crisis. and i haven't gotten over it yet.
there what i wanted to write.
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