Hm.. just came back from one of my good friend's birthday chalet and well. It sorta is.. a unique experience to see people sleeping so much xD.

However, being there for a few days just got me thinking that love is really IN the air isn't it? Seeing as how many people around me are just falling one by one to the infectious diesease called love. Yet, single guys like me who's never been in a single relationship for the whole of our lives sorta makes it seem kinda sad doesn't it?

You see, people out there who's experienced failed relationships are bound to go saying that sometimes it's better to not experience a failed relationship than to experience one. Saves you the depression that comes from sad memories.

Yet, the joy of actually being in a relationship is priceless. Furthermore, it's during this period when romance hits full bloom. You see, in an adult relationship it's basically the same routine. Movie, Dinner in a restaurant, Night life than on to the "stuff". However, in a teenage romance it's alot more. All the sweet talks, bursting of phone bills, saving up sms sent by your partner just because it seemed so sweet even though it looks like an ordinary message to other people. The snuggling together, and warmth experienced by both parties is oh-so-sweet to hear. Not to mention that if it doesn't work out it does give you a bit of experience on dating.

Haha.. man I sorta sound like I'm not making any sense right? Oh well, I'm just thinking about how much stuff i'm going to miss if I stay the way I am all the way till I become an adult. How I will never experience the feeling of trust, nervousness and whatever people feel when they are attached at such a young age. Though.. as much as I talk about all this, I guess it's my fault that I always feel insecure. Not confident enough to handle something as big as a relationship. And how it would change things if I actually had the courage to confess to my first love. Oh well, let's just see how things go in the future. Who knows? I might actually get hitched, or worse turn gay >.>