what`s it like to meet the girl of your dream?
the girl that you know deep down inside your heart,
that you will marry her regardless of anything.
and you also know that the chance of getting someone like her,
is a slim chance so minute, you`ll never get to see another one of her again.
ever.

for once you finally found a girl
that clicks so well with you. in just a span of 2 meets,
you guys are talking like friends who have been together for years.
most of the girls you date took a while to know each other,
and somehow there would be differences, be it taste, character, principles, etc.
and as hard as you try, you know it won`t work out.
so you never went on to a relationship with them.
you left them hanging cold,
but you knew it would save everyone the hassle of a nasty relationship breakup.

and you finally found a girl, that girl that feels like
your female incarnate. the girl that holds principles and have characters
that is so uncannily similar to you that it freaks the both of you out.
the feeling is just so surreal, that you just want to cry out to heaven
and shake you fist at God for mocking you with your own reflection.

and her family, is just so cool.
the weirdest part? it`s almost like yours.
it`s just blows your mind.

but there is that fear in you.
you are afraid to take a further step.
because you never had relationships that lasted long.
you are afraid that once you start, should something go wrong and sour
and it crumbles, you`ll never be able to find this special girl ever again.
and she isn`t just any special girl.
she`s the one you know you want to marry and live with her forever.

Got this off another person's blog when i was bloghopping.

This is the kind of feeling which i myself wanna feel and experience.
Unfortunately I have never ever felt like this before. sigh.

End of the week. whee. bah. For other schools, today is a happy day. why? cuz today is the last day of school, whereas for us sec 3s. we get our holiday delayed till 18 november. -.-" To drill sec 4 shiet into us for the O levels. dumb.

While everyone else run off to play and have fun. us sec 3s will be in school studying our ass off and then forget everything once the holidays arrive. Even though it's the end of the week, i still can't enjoy. (Whoever is up above must really enjoy torturing me) My Comp died on me. now it's a good thing that i have 3 comps, but the one with all my anime in it died. so i'm shtuck with nothing to do.

Furthermore, thanks to my blardy damn results. I'm not getting much of an income. So there goes the tiny bit of fun left in my weekend. Plus, these few days my body becomes easily fatigued that i lose my energy and hyper-ness. Uber.

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Right now for my daily amusement. Was bored so i tried this .http://www.titane.ca/igod/

and i got to speak to god. actually it's more like an automated teller machine. Ne ways, here's the conversation.

Me:
Hiya
God:
Hello, nice to meet you. What's your name?
Me:
I'
God:
You?
Me:
I'm ME
God:
That is a tautology.
Me:
I know it is
God:
How do you know? It is, eh?
Me:
Well, i know it cuz u just said it
God:
Well that's okay. How do you know? What does "it" refer to?
Me:
you perhaps?
God:
Thanks for telling me: said I perhaps.
Me:
huh?
God:
What?
Me:
nevermind
God:
OK Thanks for trying to explain that to me.
Me:
Real sarcastic aren't ya
God:
All of them?
Me:
nope only you
God:
Are you serious? Suppose I said yes.
Me:
Agreed
God:
You and I are on the same wavelength, .
Me:
Impossible
God:
Why?
Me:
Because you'r an automatic teller machine
God:
That makes sense to me. What if someone said you are an automatic teller machine ?
Me:
You'r turning what i said back at me -.-'
God:
I don't have any reason to r turning what you said back at you.
Me:
rubbish
God:
What is your real name?
Me:
God
God:
GOD rules.
Me:
Aper jer
God:
When do you think artificial intelligence will replace lawyers?
Me:
Because of machines like you
God:
Good reason. That is something I haven't heard of.
Me:
Glad to hear that

Thank God this isn`t really God, or that would really explain why the world`s getting
more retarded these days.

Right. tis ere post is dedicated to nana. all becuz she forced me to. shoooo baaad. X=X

Today ya. school re-began. and.. as usual. late for school. dumb bus always run away the min i come. bah. Ne ways, school was like as usual boring. failed my dnt. 37.5/100. and got average grades for eng. 30/50. right. pathetic. had 3 periods of free time while the f and n students got their results. Right. crapped wif the gang.

Then after school was supposed to attend choir frum 2 to 3. then 3-5 for guitar. no guitar and lazy go choir.. so both also ponned =X.Then.. THEN! We went to ssc to get our hair cut. i got mine styled. thanks to all of them, i got a new hairstyle.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 15 years!. (now i just have to shape up my body and grow taller, and i'll be perfect! =P) haha. I like my new hair style. and i bet everybody in class is gonna be like. ~Woah~ ah has. new hair style. new image. betta look. Now i'm in the same leauge as them. bah. see sim muz run -.-" ne ways. then we went to zhenner's house. ya. sam bathed. i was taught how to style my hair.

Rights. after that Zhen sent us to his main gate, while i sent sam, nana and pingx to the bus. =D wanted to include a pic of my hair in here... but nah. lazy =D

oh btw. i got a stead today. lOl.

Right. This is gonna be one of the two posts which i'm gonna blog about. yep. Tis 1 is.. dedicated to yesterday. Yesterday. Me, derik, ah yew, zhenner, ah lun, michher and her friend clarice (dunno spell rite anot, if spell wrong. go smack derik)

Right. we went to changi airpork yesterday. The guys wanna get their shtuff settled while me and ah yew went there.. for no apparent reason -.-" Everything was boring at first u know? The guys were all going thru mood swings. totally not my dai ji. so i bugged off =D then the disease came after i ate fries... I became totally spasticated.

Was laming all the way on the ride home. Wanna know what i lamed about? Too baaad. i'm lazy to type them out ha-ha. After that. we ate dinner. derik left. ah lun flew. only left us 3 guys and de 2 girls. and during dinner only me and ah yew ate. so awkward. cuz... we looked like idiots eating while the three stared at space. After that. Ah yew went home. then derik came. and we sent the 2 girls home. Crapped below mich's block before we went home ya. tis post is kinda.. erm ya dull. cuz i lost the grooove for blogging abt yesterday's events. =X

Right. it's 1.20am now. and All of a sudden i feel like blogging. Had a hectic week last week. exams for five days straight. Even though exams were here, i was still taking it easy and playing. -.-" Something is seriously wrong with me, seriously wrong.

Anyways what's gone is gone, now the resting period begins and fun ensues, at least till the results are released. =D. least thats what we all thought at first. haha. nothing really fun is actually happening though. Instead of going out to play. i'm isolating myself from society and staying at home. I even own my own form teacher my folio. and if i do not get it to him by tomorrow. i'm so not gonna pass my design and technology. Furthermore, tommorrow is supposed to be a holiday T_T

I seem to have this problem of not being able to be serious. I NEED PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP! =P lol. I can even fool around at the most critical time period. Bah. I'm so dead if my results are released. Don't think i'm gonna score. There goes my end of year holiday allowance. T_T Maybe i should consider taking up a side job during the holidays... just maybe. haha even if i do, i have absolutely no idea how to go about getting one. oH Well. The problems of a well pampered young teen. haha.

There's also a BBQ coming up and pingping and ah yew's birthdays are coming up too. and my money is seriously dropping. Wonder how i'm gonna get them presents. ah well. Gonna worry about that when the time comes. Lol. after reviewing what i just typed. i discovered i need alot of help in my studies, my social life.. basically most of the things. Ah well. heck care them all. :D

P.S Basically this post has no meaning. i just type whatever came to mind. A stream of thoughts some might call it. Cheerios!

many things has happened in my life. okay i lied.
nothing happened in my life. my life now revolves around my computer.
school seriousness is diminishing, and my love life is as clean as a priest.
exams are so close that even my neighbour seems far away.
that`s all.

i can`t even write about my teachers now because we`ll go to jail.
i can`t even say nigger because i`ll be labelled a racist and then get jailed.
silly silly. all of these rubbish.
for those who are not following the news, some kid bit the bullet after dissing his teacher on his blog.
and then 3 dudes got jailed for having racist remarks on their blogs.
i say those 3, are fuck stupid.
they got brains like all 14 year old american kids who goes like,
fuck you ghetto shitfuck, fuck you fags, fuck you [insert race here].

but the whole "student get blasted for writing about his teacher shit", is whacked.
like totally man. i mean, fuck. dissing your teacher is like so part of growing up.
who, in their whole entire fucking life have never ever said something bad about their teacher before.
precisely. so that`s like so damn fucking stupid.
a week ago, i posted an entry blasting a teacher. OH SHIT MAMA.
i read somewhere, where this lady was commenting on the clam down on student blogs that attacks teacher.
she says, that if students are given this chance of insulting or undermining their teachers,
when they grow up they will think it`s okay to blast the government.
HOLY FUCK. YOU GOVERNMENT COCK SUCKER.
because of some insecured teachers who fan corners of the internet for their names in people`s blog,
we now lose something to talk about on our blogs.

so what are we supposed to write about now?
DEAR BLOG, TODAY I FALL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL. SHE IS A GIRL. NO SHIT RIGHT?

gimme a break. everyone`s sick of reading those kind of blogs.

i`m sorry. i`m just ranting.
if anyone of you got offended, remember-
i`m not talking about you. i`m taking about them. NOT YOU OKAY!

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okay now that i finish ranting. let's start posting about what happened yesterday at zhen's house warming bbq.

was s'posed to meet derik and xinyi and hong yew at the bus stop outside zhen's hse at 1.30pm. i left house at 1.40 =\. derik couldn't leave cuz his mum was holding his ez-link card hostage.

then i finnaly arrived at 2. =\ habitual late-comer, i guess i am. derik arrived at... awhile later =X

then it rained.. and it stopped... then it rained again. had zhen's mum's home cooked laksa. spice. i'll remember it for the rest of my life. then while we all were watching the new police story. sam came on his bike. all wet. ah huh.

then the guys began saving the bbq pit from the rain while trying to start the fire. and i was appointed of being the guard dog. -.-" waited and waited. while waiting. i did something stupid which i'll never forget for the rest of my life. sent nana a msg which was meant for sum1 else. and for that. i'm like so doomed for the rest of my secondary life. (and NO IT's NOt A lUv MsG to all those who's thinking that it was one)

Finnaly ping ping and nana came. saw them from far away. 1.smth km away. how i spotted them? easy. they were hopping and dashing cross the road from the bus stop all the way here. silly girls. awhile later sarah came. and i dunked myself in the jacuzzi. soaked before they even began pushing ppl down the pool. and it felt great =\abit later. went off. with a yellow umbrella. spinning the umbrella all the way to the bus stop to fetch kylaa` when they all came. plans changed all of a sudden. host was supposed to be dunked first. yet the last person to arrive got dunked =\ i got pushed. right. forgot who did it. neva bothered to check.

right. then the party began. everyone got soaked. =\ if they din wanna go into the water. then we brought the water to them. by splashing =D had a blast of a time. i even almost got choked. =\ everyone kept on gangbanging me. -.-" bullies.

after that. we ate. we swam. then we ate again. lol. poor sarah. we all wanted to splash ping ping. and sarah was in the way =\ after that we all began to go into de hse to clean up. we got locked out.. till we became dry.. or at least till a toilet was available =\ after we all got cleaned up. we all went into the rm to watch unborn. dumb movie. watched once. and i even yawned. u'd never know how girls could scream... till u almost get ur eardrum burst. i swear. girls screaming. is even more shocking then the movie itself. i know. cuz i experienced it. got a cup of red wine. drank it. bitter. then went home. right. then i shitted. and i slept =\ thats all that happened yesterday. lol.