what`s it like to meet the girl of your dream?
the girl that you know deep down inside your heart,
that you will marry her regardless of anything.
and you also know that the chance of getting someone like her,
is a slim chance so minute, you`ll never get to see another one of her again.
ever.

for once you finally found a girl
that clicks so well with you. in just a span of 2 meets,
you guys are talking like friends who have been together for years.
most of the girls you date took a while to know each other,
and somehow there would be differences, be it taste, character, principles, etc.
and as hard as you try, you know it won`t work out.
so you never went on to a relationship with them.
you left them hanging cold,
but you knew it would save everyone the hassle of a nasty relationship breakup.

and you finally found a girl, that girl that feels like
your female incarnate. the girl that holds principles and have characters
that is so uncannily similar to you that it freaks the both of you out.
the feeling is just so surreal, that you just want to cry out to heaven
and shake you fist at God for mocking you with your own reflection.

and her family, is just so cool.
the weirdest part? it`s almost like yours.
it`s just blows your mind.

but there is that fear in you.
you are afraid to take a further step.
because you never had relationships that lasted long.
you are afraid that once you start, should something go wrong and sour
and it crumbles, you`ll never be able to find this special girl ever again.
and she isn`t just any special girl.
she`s the one you know you want to marry and live with her forever.

Got this off another person's blog when i was bloghopping.

This is the kind of feeling which i myself wanna feel and experience.
Unfortunately I have never ever felt like this before. sigh.