Hah! Merry X'mas Everybody! Right, it's actually kinda late for that... oh well =X

Ne ways, had the most fun not to mention tiring christmas i've ever had in my whole 15 years of living.

Went to CHC's christmas drama and service. Haha, funny stuff they have there. Their people sure can make things funny la. They had people do the chicken little dance in the Chicky lil ad and they did it real well =/.

After the service, met up with Derik, that dude actually came all the way down from admiralty to escort me. (he's so gonna kill me for that haha!) =P Then we persuaded... "P-E-R-S-U-A-D-E-D" Sam and nas to come down to orchard to catch Chronicles of Narnia. The show was nice la, just that there was a part when i wasn't really alert and in the zoned out mood, something sudden appeared and i was shocked and i actually "Woah"-ed and shocked PY who was beside me. =P

After the movie we went to walk at Orchard road, while Sam go hi his friends. LoL. Walked all the way to Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station then we all went home. yea. =P

I'm just kinda trying to summarize the day's events yea, so no intentional humour is included here. So no need to laugh =X =X =X

Right. Back from chalet yesterday. 13th - 15th. 2B'04's Class Gathering/Reunion/Outing whatever suits you. Spent 3D2N at Downtown East Pasir Ris Chalet. Had a blast =D

Day 1
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Went to Sam's House early in the morning to help him with NFS:MW. Then met Ong at 10.30 at NTUC to buy stuff for the BBQ. Then went to his house to get my Class Tee.
Then met the rest of the 2B gang at 12. Then we arrived at the chalet at 2+pm

After that, Nigel and Jinhong bathed. (You don't wanna know what they did in the toilet, but boy they sure can make u imagine =P) Then we went to check out white sands and after that, went to pasir ris park and back to the room.

Late at night, we went back to pasir ris park. Night walk. Everybody climbed spider, or whatever that pyramid made from nylon rope is called. After everyone had their fun, we walked back while scaring each other here and there. =p

Day 2
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Had Breakfast at mac, then played cards back at the room, while ong and jules go to collect the satay for the bbq later on. After they came back, we went to Kbox. Kbox scammed us -.-" charged us $5 for 1 small bowl of kacang puteh, pff. They din even told us that it costs that much. In the end everybody had to pay $5 more -.-"

Everyone was pretty high during the kbox 5 hours. After that, we went back to the chalet for the BBQ after we got hurried. Ate abit during the BBQ. Smelt the smoke till I was full =/ (For the first time i ate so little during a BBQ). The girls actually wanted to go swim after that, but then the pool was closed so everyone bathed and went to sleep.

Day 3
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Woke up early, thanks to eunie's handphone alarm. Then me, nigel, jinhong & vincent had breakfast while the rest slept like pigs. When everyone awoke, and packed up. We spent every last min in the room till 10.30 before we left for home.

On the way home, I stopped by Sam's house intending to help him with NFS:MW, in the end i couldn't help him ah well =/


P.S I Got addicted to Nan Quan mama's xiang cao ba pu =P =P =P (I know this is a short post for a 3days thing, 2 bad. I'm not in the mood to type out a long post. ah well)

Okay. Here's the latest post. Time to recap about what happened on Friday.

Went to CWP around 12+ to get Sarah's birthday present. (yea i know her birthday's a long time ago, so bite me) Walked around every floor of CWP, other then the first floor and the basement in search of the present. In the end. Was about to go meet Sarah, So I just got the best looking present and then bought it, wrapped and went off. Sry if the present sucked Sarah, din have enough time to look for a better one.

Then we watched the movie, Perhaps Love. The one with Takeshi & Jacky cheung in it. Was nice la. Not awesome, not bad. The whole cinema we were the youngest =P The plot of the movie was really deep la. Abit confusing at times too. =X After the movie, met Jules. and went for Lunch. It was an unlucky day for me, kept dropping stuff on my shirt and I even got humilated by a lil arrogant kid at Percussion master. =\

All in all, was a fine day alright. Too bad we missed watching Aeon Flux too. (The movie was at 9pm.)

Well. Here I am back from my guitar camp. Was 3Days 1Night, you guys might probably be thinking how in the world can there be a 3 day 1 night camp right? Well, Slept in the school for the first night and the remaining nights went home. thats how you get a 3day 1 night camp. =X

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First Day
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Was around 1 hour late for guitar lesson on monday. ah not like anyone actually bothers, since guitar has nobody in charge of discipline and nobody would actually bother to tell on anyone, so ms nur did not find out i was late.

Food during the camp was horrendous i tell you. Total Crap. The first packet of catered food for lunch was so bad that I could not even finish it. (If I can't finish it that means the food is REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD!!) I had to resort to microwaved food from 7-11 just to quell my hunger.

Then basically had free time till the BBQ started and everyone was playing cards and chatting. Nothing much happened actually, quite boring too. Then when BBQ came, well. Nothing Especially intresting happened, quite a normal BBQ la. Just that, since our Guitar Club has only 8 people there, we had lots of food and shared with the VB Girls. (5 sticks of 3 marshmallow each, gone just like that) Oh and Ms Ang and Ms Wong came over to have the teacher's private BBQ lol. Ms Wong camped with the netball girls too.

Our guys toilet was also occupied by the girls, sad. a Typical case of guys being bullied just cause there was around 50-70+ girls and only 4 guys in the whole campus at that time. Then at night our GC went to the fitness area to chat, spoke so loud and laughed so loud that a guy from a nearby block screamed "Shut Up and Go To Sleep LA!" haha, pretty hilarious actually. Then it was super cold at night, wore long pangs and a jacket and I Still felt cold. Brr.

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2nd Day
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Nothing much actually happened today, watched Sisterhood of the travelling pants and just played guitar and poker cards the rest of the day till we went home.

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3rd Day
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The last day of the camp, food practically still sucked. So we had to resort to outside food or drinks to survive. Then the fun finnaly began when we had treasure hunting. Kinda hard to descrive the details and since I'm so lazy i'll just skip the details. Bascially the top 3 won a ticket to catch the movie Princes and Princesses at Alliance Francaise (Don't know if it's the correct spelling, ah well) Jule's French School. And I Got 3rd place HAHA. Lucky me. Then after that, went for dinner with Tyler to BK and then went home.

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Today
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Well on to today's events. Was supposed to go for dragon boating at Kallang basin today, well being the typical me... I Overslept. Was supposed to be in school at 9am and the bus leaves at 10am. Me, I woke up at 10.30am, haha so I kinda missed the ride so I didn't go for dragonboating.

Then instead, I met up with Yee, Rahrah & Jules to go for "Icefalling" at JEC, Jurong Entertaintment Centre. Yep. Went there, and guess what. The Whole ice skating rink was closed to the public because of some competition and the rink was only opened to participants, so ended up. We went to the KBox Opposite the Ice Skating area. I had to sign up to be a member just so the girls could pay $2 less. Lol. Stayed there and sang all sorts of songs, from English oldies, to Chinese Pop Songs. Practically anything which caught our fancy, we sang. Haha, was quite fun la, didn't know that Sarah had a beautiful singing voice for ballads, Didn't know that Jules was suited for songs sung by Girl groups. Didn't know that Yee could hit high notes with a beautiful voice too. As for me. I was told I had a soothing voice. =X

Anyways, Sung from 3+ to 7pm for the price of $10.50 each inclusive of 2 drinks and tidbits. Then had dinner at KFC. Then went with yee to Jurong Library to look for books. Basically, it was pretty fun day. Maybe missing dragonboating was a blessing in disguise haha. Planned to go to icefalling to get hurt physically, ended up going to Kbox to get hurt vocally (strained throats). Ha.Ha.

well......


DON'T CLICK HERE

Let me tell you a story,

One day, a matchstick scratched it's head


Then it died.

End.

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Lol. right. anyways, here's a funny video to crack you up if the joke above didn't.


http://www.bobricci.com/sbm.htm

and you'll know why girls are not trustworthy.

Has. Today today. Went bowling la. With nas and yee and CC. Had Lots of fun la even though I got the lowest score at bowling. Quite okay la for my 2nd time playing bowling. The ball also darn heavy... (all lighter balls the thumb hole too small... Thumb always gets stuck.)

While bowling.. We took some piccys.
















haha. had a blast today, din know bowling could be so painful yet so fun. =P

I finnaly understand what adults mean when they say kids these days are getting so much richer. Really, kids which are 5-6 years younger then me get so much cash. During my time as a kid, i only get 50 cents a day and $1 would be as valuable as $10.

I Swear, even my neighbour's primary school kid gets phones which are so much more better then mine. Yesterday when me and ah yew went to timezone to play percussion master. We spent around 1 hour + watching the same few kids playing the game non-stop over and over like their cards had infinite amount of credits. while we just waited and watch.. and watch. When we finally got to play, we din have time to play more then 1 round then we had to leave. Waited 1 hour for 1 round. bah, pathetic.

Seriously, parents should cut down on their kids allowance if they'r younger then the age of 12, giving them so much cash is gonna spoil them.

In the holiday mood right now, even if i go to school I cannot concentrate. Honestly, the school should let us have our holidays now then we can go party or something.

Nowadays all i ever do is either go zhen's house to crap or stay at home and play the PC. AFTER ALL THE ENERGY I SPENT IN SCHOOL THIS IS HOW I WASTE MY HOLIDAYS. DAMN SAD SEH.

I should be out there having fun like shopping, chalets, ice skating or whatever.

what`s it like to meet the girl of your dream?
the girl that you know deep down inside your heart,
that you will marry her regardless of anything.
and you also know that the chance of getting someone like her,
is a slim chance so minute, you`ll never get to see another one of her again.
ever.

for once you finally found a girl
that clicks so well with you. in just a span of 2 meets,
you guys are talking like friends who have been together for years.
most of the girls you date took a while to know each other,
and somehow there would be differences, be it taste, character, principles, etc.
and as hard as you try, you know it won`t work out.
so you never went on to a relationship with them.
you left them hanging cold,
but you knew it would save everyone the hassle of a nasty relationship breakup.

and you finally found a girl, that girl that feels like
your female incarnate. the girl that holds principles and have characters
that is so uncannily similar to you that it freaks the both of you out.
the feeling is just so surreal, that you just want to cry out to heaven
and shake you fist at God for mocking you with your own reflection.

and her family, is just so cool.
the weirdest part? it`s almost like yours.
it`s just blows your mind.

but there is that fear in you.
you are afraid to take a further step.
because you never had relationships that lasted long.
you are afraid that once you start, should something go wrong and sour
and it crumbles, you`ll never be able to find this special girl ever again.
and she isn`t just any special girl.
she`s the one you know you want to marry and live with her forever.

Got this off another person's blog when i was bloghopping.

This is the kind of feeling which i myself wanna feel and experience.
Unfortunately I have never ever felt like this before. sigh.

End of the week. whee. bah. For other schools, today is a happy day. why? cuz today is the last day of school, whereas for us sec 3s. we get our holiday delayed till 18 november. -.-" To drill sec 4 shiet into us for the O levels. dumb.

While everyone else run off to play and have fun. us sec 3s will be in school studying our ass off and then forget everything once the holidays arrive. Even though it's the end of the week, i still can't enjoy. (Whoever is up above must really enjoy torturing me) My Comp died on me. now it's a good thing that i have 3 comps, but the one with all my anime in it died. so i'm shtuck with nothing to do.

Furthermore, thanks to my blardy damn results. I'm not getting much of an income. So there goes the tiny bit of fun left in my weekend. Plus, these few days my body becomes easily fatigued that i lose my energy and hyper-ness. Uber.

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Right now for my daily amusement. Was bored so i tried this .http://www.titane.ca/igod/

and i got to speak to god. actually it's more like an automated teller machine. Ne ways, here's the conversation.

Me:
Hiya
God:
Hello, nice to meet you. What's your name?
Me:
I'
God:
You?
Me:
I'm ME
God:
That is a tautology.
Me:
I know it is
God:
How do you know? It is, eh?
Me:
Well, i know it cuz u just said it
God:
Well that's okay. How do you know? What does "it" refer to?
Me:
you perhaps?
God:
Thanks for telling me: said I perhaps.
Me:
huh?
God:
What?
Me:
nevermind
God:
OK Thanks for trying to explain that to me.
Me:
Real sarcastic aren't ya
God:
All of them?
Me:
nope only you
God:
Are you serious? Suppose I said yes.
Me:
Agreed
God:
You and I are on the same wavelength, .
Me:
Impossible
God:
Why?
Me:
Because you'r an automatic teller machine
God:
That makes sense to me. What if someone said you are an automatic teller machine ?
Me:
You'r turning what i said back at me -.-'
God:
I don't have any reason to r turning what you said back at you.
Me:
rubbish
God:
What is your real name?
Me:
God
God:
GOD rules.
Me:
Aper jer
God:
When do you think artificial intelligence will replace lawyers?
Me:
Because of machines like you
God:
Good reason. That is something I haven't heard of.
Me:
Glad to hear that

Thank God this isn`t really God, or that would really explain why the world`s getting
more retarded these days.

Right. tis ere post is dedicated to nana. all becuz she forced me to. shoooo baaad. X=X

Today ya. school re-began. and.. as usual. late for school. dumb bus always run away the min i come. bah. Ne ways, school was like as usual boring. failed my dnt. 37.5/100. and got average grades for eng. 30/50. right. pathetic. had 3 periods of free time while the f and n students got their results. Right. crapped wif the gang.

Then after school was supposed to attend choir frum 2 to 3. then 3-5 for guitar. no guitar and lazy go choir.. so both also ponned =X.Then.. THEN! We went to ssc to get our hair cut. i got mine styled. thanks to all of them, i got a new hairstyle.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 15 years!. (now i just have to shape up my body and grow taller, and i'll be perfect! =P) haha. I like my new hair style. and i bet everybody in class is gonna be like. ~Woah~ ah has. new hair style. new image. betta look. Now i'm in the same leauge as them. bah. see sim muz run -.-" ne ways. then we went to zhenner's house. ya. sam bathed. i was taught how to style my hair.

Rights. after that Zhen sent us to his main gate, while i sent sam, nana and pingx to the bus. =D wanted to include a pic of my hair in here... but nah. lazy =D

oh btw. i got a stead today. lOl.

Right. This is gonna be one of the two posts which i'm gonna blog about. yep. Tis 1 is.. dedicated to yesterday. Yesterday. Me, derik, ah yew, zhenner, ah lun, michher and her friend clarice (dunno spell rite anot, if spell wrong. go smack derik)

Right. we went to changi airpork yesterday. The guys wanna get their shtuff settled while me and ah yew went there.. for no apparent reason -.-" Everything was boring at first u know? The guys were all going thru mood swings. totally not my dai ji. so i bugged off =D then the disease came after i ate fries... I became totally spasticated.

Was laming all the way on the ride home. Wanna know what i lamed about? Too baaad. i'm lazy to type them out ha-ha. After that. we ate dinner. derik left. ah lun flew. only left us 3 guys and de 2 girls. and during dinner only me and ah yew ate. so awkward. cuz... we looked like idiots eating while the three stared at space. After that. Ah yew went home. then derik came. and we sent the 2 girls home. Crapped below mich's block before we went home ya. tis post is kinda.. erm ya dull. cuz i lost the grooove for blogging abt yesterday's events. =X

Right. it's 1.20am now. and All of a sudden i feel like blogging. Had a hectic week last week. exams for five days straight. Even though exams were here, i was still taking it easy and playing. -.-" Something is seriously wrong with me, seriously wrong.

Anyways what's gone is gone, now the resting period begins and fun ensues, at least till the results are released. =D. least thats what we all thought at first. haha. nothing really fun is actually happening though. Instead of going out to play. i'm isolating myself from society and staying at home. I even own my own form teacher my folio. and if i do not get it to him by tomorrow. i'm so not gonna pass my design and technology. Furthermore, tommorrow is supposed to be a holiday T_T

I seem to have this problem of not being able to be serious. I NEED PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP! =P lol. I can even fool around at the most critical time period. Bah. I'm so dead if my results are released. Don't think i'm gonna score. There goes my end of year holiday allowance. T_T Maybe i should consider taking up a side job during the holidays... just maybe. haha even if i do, i have absolutely no idea how to go about getting one. oH Well. The problems of a well pampered young teen. haha.

There's also a BBQ coming up and pingping and ah yew's birthdays are coming up too. and my money is seriously dropping. Wonder how i'm gonna get them presents. ah well. Gonna worry about that when the time comes. Lol. after reviewing what i just typed. i discovered i need alot of help in my studies, my social life.. basically most of the things. Ah well. heck care them all. :D

P.S Basically this post has no meaning. i just type whatever came to mind. A stream of thoughts some might call it. Cheerios!

many things has happened in my life. okay i lied.
nothing happened in my life. my life now revolves around my computer.
school seriousness is diminishing, and my love life is as clean as a priest.
exams are so close that even my neighbour seems far away.
that`s all.

i can`t even write about my teachers now because we`ll go to jail.
i can`t even say nigger because i`ll be labelled a racist and then get jailed.
silly silly. all of these rubbish.
for those who are not following the news, some kid bit the bullet after dissing his teacher on his blog.
and then 3 dudes got jailed for having racist remarks on their blogs.
i say those 3, are fuck stupid.
they got brains like all 14 year old american kids who goes like,
fuck you ghetto shitfuck, fuck you fags, fuck you [insert race here].

but the whole "student get blasted for writing about his teacher shit", is whacked.
like totally man. i mean, fuck. dissing your teacher is like so part of growing up.
who, in their whole entire fucking life have never ever said something bad about their teacher before.
precisely. so that`s like so damn fucking stupid.
a week ago, i posted an entry blasting a teacher. OH SHIT MAMA.
i read somewhere, where this lady was commenting on the clam down on student blogs that attacks teacher.
she says, that if students are given this chance of insulting or undermining their teachers,
when they grow up they will think it`s okay to blast the government.
HOLY FUCK. YOU GOVERNMENT COCK SUCKER.
because of some insecured teachers who fan corners of the internet for their names in people`s blog,
we now lose something to talk about on our blogs.

so what are we supposed to write about now?
DEAR BLOG, TODAY I FALL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL. SHE IS A GIRL. NO SHIT RIGHT?

gimme a break. everyone`s sick of reading those kind of blogs.

i`m sorry. i`m just ranting.
if anyone of you got offended, remember-
i`m not talking about you. i`m taking about them. NOT YOU OKAY!

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okay now that i finish ranting. let's start posting about what happened yesterday at zhen's house warming bbq.

was s'posed to meet derik and xinyi and hong yew at the bus stop outside zhen's hse at 1.30pm. i left house at 1.40 =\. derik couldn't leave cuz his mum was holding his ez-link card hostage.

then i finnaly arrived at 2. =\ habitual late-comer, i guess i am. derik arrived at... awhile later =X

then it rained.. and it stopped... then it rained again. had zhen's mum's home cooked laksa. spice. i'll remember it for the rest of my life. then while we all were watching the new police story. sam came on his bike. all wet. ah huh.

then the guys began saving the bbq pit from the rain while trying to start the fire. and i was appointed of being the guard dog. -.-" waited and waited. while waiting. i did something stupid which i'll never forget for the rest of my life. sent nana a msg which was meant for sum1 else. and for that. i'm like so doomed for the rest of my secondary life. (and NO IT's NOt A lUv MsG to all those who's thinking that it was one)

Finnaly ping ping and nana came. saw them from far away. 1.smth km away. how i spotted them? easy. they were hopping and dashing cross the road from the bus stop all the way here. silly girls. awhile later sarah came. and i dunked myself in the jacuzzi. soaked before they even began pushing ppl down the pool. and it felt great =\abit later. went off. with a yellow umbrella. spinning the umbrella all the way to the bus stop to fetch kylaa` when they all came. plans changed all of a sudden. host was supposed to be dunked first. yet the last person to arrive got dunked =\ i got pushed. right. forgot who did it. neva bothered to check.

right. then the party began. everyone got soaked. =\ if they din wanna go into the water. then we brought the water to them. by splashing =D had a blast of a time. i even almost got choked. =\ everyone kept on gangbanging me. -.-" bullies.

after that. we ate. we swam. then we ate again. lol. poor sarah. we all wanted to splash ping ping. and sarah was in the way =\ after that we all began to go into de hse to clean up. we got locked out.. till we became dry.. or at least till a toilet was available =\ after we all got cleaned up. we all went into the rm to watch unborn. dumb movie. watched once. and i even yawned. u'd never know how girls could scream... till u almost get ur eardrum burst. i swear. girls screaming. is even more shocking then the movie itself. i know. cuz i experienced it. got a cup of red wine. drank it. bitter. then went home. right. then i shitted. and i slept =\ thats all that happened yesterday. lol.

Seriously, I'm so carefree in life even when the exams are coming. So i really need a girlfriend to help motivate me to study therefore... Here's my ad.



DISCLAIMER: THIS IS JUST A JOKE. DO NOT APPLY UNLESS YOU'R REALLY JESSICA ALBA

Right. on for today's events. Had DnT for the first 2 periods. usual nothing much. then stayed in the hall from 8.40 to 10.20. teachers go for interview whereas we stay in hall crapping. =X Soon first half of day go pass. then after that the usual hapened so not gonna elaborate.

After school. went home. slept abit then went off to zhen's house. played metal slug wif kylaa (she never gets bored... T_T) then crapped abit and me and zhen went into his room when his parents left and observed as kyla surfed sfogs.com and scream. i swear. her scream is even scarier then the pictures on scream. almost suffered a heart attack =X. then. Went for dinner when derik came. and then we sent kyla bak home. and then i head home while both of them went of gay-ing (JK JK =X they actually went home too. =X)

Now. for something which i wanted to write.

20 facts which nobody knew about me

1.When i was young. i loved to sing hokkien songs and used to sing along with my parents in the karoake room with my parents in my old house. (and i actually memorized the lyrics then.)

2.I was never good in chinese. In secondary school. the highest i got was a 64. Pretty amazing considering i spent 15-20 mins copying the text from the passage and writing them on to the comprehension answer area.

3.When I was young. I liked to run around naked at home. slide on the bathroom floor covered with soap and stay up late sleeping infront of my shoe cupboard with a red bull hidden inside.

4.I used to work as a librian during primary school days. was quite dilligent. only used the computer there for internet surfing when i had nothing to do. Sad thing is. the teacher in charge only appeared when i was surfing the internet and accused me of not doing my duties, thus sacking me.

5.I rarely physically abuse my younger brother. fact is, i never could after a past incident. He jumped and use his belly to push against me, making me fall over and hit my head against the wall and i was bleeding. Was supposed to go to school but my school uniform was bleeding and i thought i was gonna die.

6.In primary school. i would always follow others around. never had my own idea of what to do. until today. i still dunno what i was doing during my primary school life.

7. I learn the meaning of fuck in primary 1, when the primary 2 wrote the word fuck on the blackboard. being the smart alec i was, i tried to pronouced it. it was just duck, changing the d to an f. and i got slapped by my teacher because i repeated it again when she came in. and i remember it for life.

8.My primary 1 allowance was 50 cents. On the first day of school, i had a bowl of fishball noodles. it tasted so good that i swore i was gonna eat that for the rest of my life. Got sick of that 2 weeks later, and my allowance rose to 1 dollar.

9.I was very good at saving money when i was a kid. I'd save and save my allowance just to buy the robots and cars u pay $1 for and roll them out of the machine just to find them lost or destroyed the next day.

10.I learnt the true meaning of fuck and the middle finger when i was primary 6 and just completed one of my PSLE papers. a person in class showed that finger and the teacher burst out yelling out the meaning of that finger that the class next door heard it too. and i remembered it for life.

11.My chinese textbooks in primary school were often comic book series because i would draw and modify the pictures in it to form a story. Later on in secondary school, my chinese textbooks were so clean i could sell them back to popular at the same price.

12.In primary school won a choir competition. Got 3rd place. There was only 3 schools participating including my school.

13.When i was young i was a very VERY blur kid. and when i went on to secondary school i picked up the skill of laming. and i merged them together forming the current me you all know.

14. I am very short. My parents are already shorter then me. But my younger brother is taller then me, which i absolutely hate because he's not only taller then me, he's also BIGGER then me in size.

15.My brother and me have very different eating habits. i only eat what i like and pick out all the little things which i hate. i was extremely picky. whereas my brother would just gulp everything down quickly. he was so quick that when i began eating my first spoon. he finished everything and whenever we share a bowl of food. I'd have to compete with him just to be able to get 1/3 of the bowl.

16.I Used to be very cute and thin when i was a kid. weighing 20-25kg till P4 and was famed as cutie pie.

17.I was underweight despite the number of times my parents tried to force me to eat.

18.I was a hyperactive kid and my parents would never let me drink coke or anything gassy. Once during a family gathering at my grandparent`s place, i was given a cup of coke and i started jumping around and running at top speed breaking things and disturbing my relatives. i even kissed one of my mother's friend's daughter on the cheek thus losing my first kiss, and i dun even remember what the girl looked like.

19.I was gifted, but i never used it because i was lazy.

20. I suffer from a major inferiority complex. to make myself feel better, i would always act differently when i am with different groups of friends. i wear a mask all the time, nobody knows who i really am. one or two people do know abit more then the rest, but nobody has penetrated through the masks i wear. not even myself. you could say i`m suffering from an age long identity crisis. and i haven't gotten over it yet.

there what i wanted to write.

okay. today's post. is not about today. infact. ima gonna write about what happened yesterday. =D

Yesterday was friday. yep. everybody knows that =
Had school. shitty shit 1. got chosen 4 interview to get interviewed by the assestment inspector or smth. sianz 1/4. then after school had ss remedial. din listen, was rushin on lit essay. then after that went off wif zhen jus 2 rmb my handfone wif hong. -.-" wasted time running to general office. neva see him. run up to 4th floor. dun haf. cum bak 2 general office. then he waiting there =.=" waste my energy.After that. zhen come my house. he wait. i bath. then doggy see him. and doggy bark. lol.

After that is erm. ya. we went to zhen hse. wait and wait. slowly kylaa come. then derik come. then xinyi come. and then off we went to sun plaza to watch The Cave. lol. movie's plot not really that intresting. only the parts where the demons appear all of a sudden is nice =X played popcorns. throw and throw. should have seen the floor. from clean. transformed to supa dirty =X (now i know why people always say eng wah is dirty =P) then had dinner. hotpot. tasted weird. oh well. then sent kylaa home wif zhen and then sent zhen home.. THEN i finnaly get to go home =p. right. thats all for saturday.

Today is erm... Monday. yep. first day of the week. lol lame.

Backtracking first. had choir competition on sat. consent form stated kallang theatre. when we went there. the event was held. On the steps outside kallang stadium -.-". neways. there. neva sell food 1. was hungry like mad. and the only thing they catered was. rice. 1 dumb chicky wing. and a fish cake wif abit of veggie. -.-" cheapskate, really cheapskate ppl. then during competition wore the costume. really formal man. black blazer. yellow tie. black long pants. blue silk shirt. wear le look like those business man. then 4 the competition, we won 2nd. $1500. all the cash goes to school. tch. scam our energy and time and not a single cent earned.

neways. 4todae. late 4 skl. by 1 min -.-". why i was late?. cuz. when i left home. the god darn doggy ran out and i had 2 spend 5 mins getting the doggy back indoors. thats why i'm late =.=" then in school the usual things happened so not gonna elaborate. after school went 4 lunch at mac wif jules. i keep dropping the curry sauce onto my pants -.- 2pid curry sauce. then later ran hme changed clothes then ran bak 2 meet up wif sam and hong yew at timezone. wanted 2 play maximum tune 2... =\ but everyone kept playing over and over till.. wth i din get 2 play T_T. then went bak wif sammy.

finnaly got home went derik called and asked mi 4 dinner. so yea. i went. like always =X i'm 2 easily persuaded. after dinner went 2 timezone. still din get 2 play that darn game... INSUFFICIENT FUNDS T_T so yea. lol. lawd. luf all u want .
neways here i am. and thats all i haf 2 sae. doggy pee stinks.

last day of da week. weeee. went 2 skl at 7.04 today. =D rarely happens. it's quite an accomplishment! =D =D.

had maths test today. sucked. if tyco enuf might pass. owell. then later was physics. do the wave thingy again. no test (lkc scammmer la). then had cme. a huge mess again. and then came english. did the compre thing.. boring.

todae i held the class attendance list that came in frum the thumb in machine. lol then wasted time by seeing expressions on other ppl face when i tell them i noe their ic numbers =X (numbers were on the class attendance list =\)

then after school. went to burger king wif sam, xinyi, zhen, wanping, illyana and saleha. 3 guys had the bbq turkey bacon dbl while the rest had the "~Chicken sandwich meal!~" =X =X (those hu were wif us will understand tis ) then i was laughing madly and laughed so much practically everyone couldn't eat and lost their appetite =X and i downed all the fries =D then took neo prints. bad idea =X took whacky pictures. so whacky that i dun even dare 2 look at them =X (but then again. thats my usual attitude towards pictures wif me in it)

after that. went home changed and stuff tehn go zhen hse 2 waste time. learnt canon in d. first few notes =X. then came bak home and guess wad.

my house de main gate neva close. and a stray dog enters. now i end up having a stray dog sleeping under the coffee table which is under my leg. =
weird day eh.?

bored. new term has started. homework start to flood our daily lives again. lives are now so normal that. it's hard 2 believe that a week of holiday passed by just like that.

started reading a new comic book series. resumed listening 2 chinese songs again. Mayday's Zhi Zu is awesome =X. rushed up on last minute homework again. yep. same as usual.

kuku's birthdae was yesterday. sho. happi birthday kuku. neva got him a gift. owell. just like almost every guy out there whom i neva gave b'dae gifts to. =D. obsessed wif wu yue tian's zhi zu. =X

did badly 4 term 3. got 17 for chinese. i bet no one can beat that score. yep. and failed my science.. ah well. all cuz i didn't understand chem. moles and stuff. all i understand that i have 2 distinct moles on my right cheek. =D.

oh yea. changed my blog skin too. not really taht a big of a deal. but... i still like to note it out =X

now updating at zhen's hse. nice. comfy. isolated. far. yep. yep.

these few days always hang out at zhen hse 4 a long time =X it's jus sho comfy. whole house air-conditioned. sho nice. if only my own hse was fully air-conditioned. then i'd neva wanna leave home =P =P

todae ah todae...

had maths remedial in the morning. like usual. sian. after that head to musique room for choir. to go try the costume. the costume was a silk blue shirt, black long pants, black blazer and a yellow tie. quite nice. =D. makes me look like a boss of sum company.. and most of all it makes me look lots thinner =X. afta tat. met wif henderik then cum here lor. then had lunch lor. all guys eat. all girls drink (xcept 4 1 ger hu dun eat or drink)gers all dun eat.. 2pid. sho thin le still dun want to eat. later become a bag of bones :P

haiz. holiday sho nice. dun need sleep early, wake up early. can sleep late. and wake up late. weee =X =X i jus luv 2 krap. =D well. thats all i guess. yep. yep yep.

YAY got a new phone! Nokia 6030. It's not really all that great.. but it's still better then my crap motorola C650 =D. the few features i find neat are the radio.. and the phone design and it's capacity to store more then 12 sms! =D (my blardy ex-phone cud only store 13 sms and it's full.. dumb) the rest is... pretty plain actually.

September holidays are here. 1 week of holiday. even though holiday's are here.. and ppl will totally forget school 4 that period of time, things here are totally diffrent. firstly. holiday homework is still as plenty as ever. there's maths remedial too.. (OUR CLASS ONLY! -.-") and choir practices... and my design tech drawing too. these few things can take up most of my precious holiday. 2pid. they shud just cancel the holiday and give us normal classes instead.. that way homework wld be a lot less. holiday's meant 4 relaxing and slacking. not homework. 2bad schools dun know that.

now on to project superstar's news. Wei lian won. dumb (i can hear wei lian's fans screaming at me rite now). in my perspective kelly shud had won. her singing was amazing, totally rawked when singing wif wei lian and JJ (wei lian couldn't even be heard) owell. at least tis shows that singaporeans have enuf sympathy to make a loser to a winner. one pattern i noticed is that. whoever i support. end up losing. freaky eh? =X first it was silver. and poof off she goes. then derrick. and poof off he goes too. then kelly and boom off she goes too. mayb i'm their jinx, hu knows =X =X =X aniwaez. tis is wad the last few days was abt. yep. yep yep.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!...... i've only said those 3 words ONCE today....and 2 ah hai at that.. weird. was expecting 2 say the phrase 2 more then 1 teacher... but.. owell

Teacher's day celebration. did the aces day excersice in the morning... quite hilarious la. 3F de ppl were like screaming chants. Chants like "Mr Oh Kian Tee", "Bird Tong Chai, Sabai Sabai", "Wei Ming Chu Hai, Xiao Mie Hu Zi" and stuff like that. farnie farnie. dunno which class oso sang happy birthday 2 sum unknown dude. Like 2 cause big commotions la they all =P larky my shoe din fly off 2dae... cuz mr ang was infront of me.. if shoe fly. then i die.

after tat was the teach day celeb. only watched the first performance.. was the npcc lion dance.. wasn't really paying attention la. not my type of performance owell.. then i got dragged off to choir rehearsal... din wanna go 1. then ms zarina threatened me.. dun go.. then later get blasted by her. Scary thought. then bo pian go lor. end up miss out all the gd performances blardy baldy fark la. end up rehearse and rehearse, perform de shi hou. lousy like shiet. 2 years++ of humiliation ya know? you'd think that after 2 years ++ the choir wld get betta... fat chance. still as shitty T_T

after choir went bak musique rm get kit kat... then go bak hall watch the CO perform.. some old chinese melodies then i haf 2 get away frum performance.. AGAIN! tis time is 4 de monitor-gif-pwesent-2-teacher thingy.. end up. miss out 4/5 of the whole celebration.. lousy shiet la. after the performance... jus go home lor. then nth much happened next. just teh usual yep. yep. yep.

Hitch is a very good movie.. and i mean it! if anyone has the chance 2 watch it.. i seriously recommend it. Meet the Fockers is ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS, even though it's rated nc-16 4 a few things that kids shouldn't see however the things the actors do... is really worth me downloading a movie off the web which i shouldn't even see. The main character's name.. is DEFINETELY one of a kind. Gaylord Focker JR, I laughed my arse off when a father wanted 2 name his child after the main character and saw the main character's name tag. Then there's a part where the baby in the movie starts saying "Ass Hoooo" (baby was trying 2 say asshole but gt it wrong) these 2 scenes alot is worth the long time i spent downloadin the movie.

Now on to today's events. Had a chem study group organized by jules herself together wif sarah and stephanie. Went 2 ang mo kio's library and studied there till around 5+.. i think, then we headed off 2 mac 4 dinner. (i know it's 2 damn early 4 dinner...but... owell) Was eating and talking and talking.. abt all sorts of stuff that nobody wanna knows abt. On the way bak, we saw zell and his ger.. lol, jealous of him la, got girlfriend =X then began having a bad stomachache all the way home. Yep thats about it for ta`day. Yep. Yep.

oOoOo... update.. for all those ppl out there hu always ask mi 2 update... irritating la! =X jk jk

was late for school today, slept too late last night cuz was doing my design tech folio... then when i handed it up, mr lim just gave it 2 Big Cross on each page, rendering my work worthless. 3 hours+ of work, just gone with 1 pen.. the irony!
oh well... least mr lim gave me 2 more weeks of allowance sho, not sho bad.

had english test too.. easy as pie, but thats what i always say before i get bird shit marks... owell die then die la ^..^ sho bla and bla and bla till assembly. tis time the sec 3 neva go hall, but go lecture theatre.. not for performance but a lecture from simmy (get the pun? go lecture theatre to get lectured, i know it's lame =X ) then after that... pon tan guitar club again.. i'm sho dead. If i ever get caught by ms nur, ima gonna die a horrible death X_x

went 4 lunch wif zhen and hend, crapped lots (usual me =D) and got shot wif ice bullets. after that, went home and crapped (literally =P) the post might not be nothing much.. but it's betta then nth rite?

wHoOo change blog skin le.. after getting sho... SHO many comments.. if i don't change i'll be 4ever hounded by people.. also added a new song. by gorillaz. Really really NICE! lol

downloaded a few movies over the few days... war of the worlds, not bad... but ending was abit weird. Lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events... quite nice=D and now downloading the island, can't wait to watch it =D after that... played scrabble wif lizzie, nana & sarah yesterday played and played till we got shtuck.. then gave up and took photos instead =X i even formed a phrase which is ShO kEwL wif the 7 letters i had "FATI RUG" =P

then today... nothing special happened.. got caught by -cher for not bringing folio again... ran frum teachers trying 2 hound me... and so on and so forth. usual day's events =X anyways nth much 2 update la.. U ALL WANT ME UPDATE WHAT! ?_? shtop here le la.. dunno wad 2 type.. if i ever get inspired i'll be sure 2 post =D

ahhhh! Ohmigosssh! Nuuuuuu! How could it happen to me! It can't be... but it is. It's official, i lost my mp3 player worth $210. Got stolen... in class today. Maybe someone frum our class took it.. i dunno. Whichever dumbass that took my mp3...... i'm gonna..
ah well.. no point grumbling over stolen mp3s right.? just have to tell me mum and hope she'll take it well..(fat hope =x)

ah well.. on to today's events.

went to school all tired and lethargic... had dnt test.. did alright (i guess) after dnt, went bak 2 class 4 cheenah. then.. THEN! we had another test. pathetic right? I swear mr lim and mr lim must have a secret conspiracy to dump a test on us on the same day. after school skipped choir =X went 2 zhen hse. teached him abt sum new game while he went to play the organ. then after tat went to causeway to collect me mum's spoilt handphone.. then they told me that it was not ready, due 2 the harddrive getting corroded or sumthing.. waste my time and energy! then went home =X

lately, i've been thinking. if.. IF i had the ability to control ppl's minds... (evil grin) =X thinking about many maNy MANY diffrent scenarios. (ain't gonna type them out here, too ebil =X) but wouldn't it be really kewl to peek into other people's minds and make them bend to your will. No more having to waste $$, no more problems about being single =X ah well, impossible dream for anybody. ah well.
might as well stop here. too tired. i bet i'd sleep until tml morning and still be tired for school tml =X bai buaiz

mood - lethargic

WilLy wOnkA! =X went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate factory today, wanted to watch together with the whole lit gang, but was too impatient =P sho end up i brought my lil sis to watch the movie.

Was a pwetty good movie, out of 10.. i'll give it a 7.5 =D Johnny Depp make a gd willy wonka... i think (din read the book itself sho if he sucked at being willy wonka... ah well) halfway thru the movie.. when the kids got into trouble and all willy cud do was laugh.. i began thinking taht Willy Wonka was a deranged sadistic person... lol silly me =X after the movie went 4 dinner at the thai restaurant at chong pang... was okay, but i prefer pizza and jap food over thai food anytime!

This week was practically a holiday week. Monday halfday, tue national day (i performed the mass hand signing and became roasted =P), wed school holiday, thurs and fri abit of school.. and then it's the weekend holiday again! =X even had a change of phone, frum my crappy motorola C650 to a samsung phone... (4got what model but definitely betta then my c650 =X)

*Backtracking* national day on tuesday was alright i guess. Set off for marina south at around 1+.. arrived at around 2 and was just sitting on the handsigners stand for like 5 hours till the sun set. Was hot and sweaty, worse of all everyone was cramped together.. i swear.. a rainy day would be sho much betta. Then when we did the Singapore wave, everyone jumped and cheered.. funny thing was, some people were throwing rubbish frum the top as they jumped and cheered... was laughing madly when i saw sum1 dump a kfc whipped potato container frum the top and it hit sum1 on the head. Fireworks at marina was awesome.. DEFINETELY better then padang, since marina was right beside the padang, we had the fortune to witness double fireworks =X

Aniwaez.. i guess the sequence for the paragraphs ain't in chronological order.. pwetty messed up. but hu cares =X gtg now.. tata~!

bah... hectic life nowadays..before i start, this is a warning to readers of my blog. This is gonna be a "rant" post so if rants are offensive to you, i'd suggest you just click on the X at the top right hand corner of the screen or visit my links section and browse another person's blog. alright now back to my "rant"

Everytime i get home from school, i'd just flop on the bed and instantly go off to lala land, my body's getting more and more fatigued. I even start getting backaches now. My studies are a mess too.. already found it hard just keeping up with chemistry before the holidays, and now.. after the holidays when i've practically forgotten most of the stuff.. even harder lessons appear, and now i have absolutely no idea what the hell i'm doing in chemistry.. (just like the way i used to be in maths during sec 2... and i'll end up getting crappy marks again) Even literature which is one of my favourite subjects is getting harder... I seem to have lost my ability to write long lit essasy. All my lit homework are just answered with short useless lines.. mixed together with new teachers who practically have problems teaching us with their new teaching methods.. my studies are a total WRECK. Wonder how i'm gonna pass my "O"s..

If anyone visits other people blogs.. they would know that.. at least 80% of the people in our school have problems at homes..and I.. am no exception. Even though i seem to be cheery in school everyday and look like i lead a happy life, I'm actually not.. my parents are on really really bad terms now. My Father and mother practically Ignore each other now, they don't even talk to each other no more.To make it worse, my father even gets himself sue-ed by others.. and almost had stuff from my home to be taken and sold in an auction.. my mum also have done things which even I feel ashamed to post here.. my parents' marriage are on the verge of breakdown.. sumtimes i even hear my mum jesting abt a divorce or who'd i choose to go wif if they really divorce.. i even hear my mum talking abt chasing my dad outta the house..

The world is really screwed up.. parents causing so much conflict that a child's childhood which is sooo precious to them is inevitably ruined. A kid's happy life is ruined thanks to the dumb actions of adults.. why can't adults just stay the way they are and then life would be perfect... I know i have to face the real world sooner or later. After my O's everything will be difficult. My only source of comfort are my games and books/comics.. not friends cuz i can't seem to ever find a friend whom i can call my "best" friend whom i can share my secrets with.. everyone just seems so distant.. in their own world. Everyday i put on a face.. deep inside i know it's just a facade acting all cheery like nothing bothers me. I even find it hard to communicate with people now.. sometimes i even feel like being isolated is better then being with friends who only know your "face" and not the true me. Like an outcast i am. not able to fit into any group. A pathetic excuse for a human, thats what i am. owell.. enuf of my ranting.. gonna stop here..

*ahem* greetings all readers of my blog (gonna spare you guys/gals all the long time no blog crap =D) and let's get down to today's business.

I'm sick.. again! fever too. i wonder why, fevers like to hit me at the most unusual-est of time. in 2 months i'm down with it like.. 3 times. first time was at the start of the holidays, 2nd time was at the end of holidays and the 3rd time is... in school. thought i could endure the sickness till after guitar club, but.... when it's time for geo... i was practically sleeping with a major headache and had 2 be sent home (owell). when i got home... around 12pm+, i practically slept all the way to 8pm... avid sleeper =D.

If i'm continue being sick till tomorrow, i can skip school! *whoo!* aniwaez. i'm starting to detest DnT more and more... 2 little practical, 2 many drawings and theory lessons, compared to the F&N group who get to cook every now and then =P (at least i think it's this way) 2 make matters worse, a meddlesome teacher with a LoUsY attitude had 2 bother himself with our class -.-" on a side note, my face is practically bursting with pimples now... must be some kinda hormonal imbalance thing, owell.. time 2 apply more pimple cream =X aniwaez.. ima stopping here now.. major headache sessiong getting to me again.. cheerio!

vroom~~ time really flies by when you are least noticing it. 1 more week till school re-opens, kinda want school to open so that I can socialize with school mates again, and yet I have this part of my mind which wants school to stay closed so I can continue slacking and play the rest of the time =P

A Huge pile of homework is still lieing inside my bag which has been untouched.. for like ages!! AGES!! last 2 weeks, did not have any sense of urgency to do homework, so I just brushed it off whenever I felt like doing homework. Now school's starting and the realization of having to rush homework in less then 7 days hit me.. HARD! So many work to do, so little time, and to make it even worse... I got no idea what to start with! =X I'm so damn screwed.

To top it off, being already so darn screwed, i'm still going out with henderik tomorrow >.< I'm hopeless. Nowadays, I've been thinking how I'd look like if I were to go get my long hair styled, and what type of style to get..definetly no spike for me :P I'd look retarded. Anyways, I'm stopping here now, before I pluck all my hair out thinking of something to post =P cheerio~

HoLa! long time sinced i blog (this phrase has been used lots of times >.<) either had nothing to blog or was too tired to blog so bite me =X. Went to watch mr and mrs smith today, not a bad movie... give it 7/10 lotsa scenes where brad pitt and angelina jolie... ahem >.< I myself thought the movie should be rated NC-16.. oh well why complain when i get to watch =P

The movie's story was kinda ridiculous if u look at it overall. "2 assasins, got married, got a job 2 kill each other, started argueing with each other, had sex, patched up and finished the baddies together" but I must admit, seeing brad and jolie.. ahem... was really fun =X after that, went 2 buy takoyaki (lol i absolutely am obsessed with takoyaki =X)then went home =D

By the way, Jay Chou's Piao Yi (Initial D Main theme) is absolutely nice =X

P.S Sorry for my short blog update, I promise to give a LONGER update next time ;)

Been a Long LoNg Time since i blogged, had nothing to blog and when i finnaly have something to blog... i get too tired to blog >.<

Been to sentosa the last 2 days for job attachment at underwater world, gave up my chance to go to OBS camp (I Can begin to hear people screaming at me "Wtf! U Gave Up OBS!" and stuff liddat) first day at sentosa, had briefing.. visited underwater world (lol i neva get sick of the moving belt at the tunnel >.<) then visited dolphin lagoon to watch their dolphin show and touch da pink dolphins! (PINK dolphiNS Are Not Smooth! They'r skin r so freaky leathery!) then came the 2nd day at sentosa, finnaly began 2 work. 9 of us arrived at underwater world and we ended up cleaning tanks... and guess what, the minute i stepped into the water filled tank... i slipped and got my whole body wet (The only one among the 9 person group to get fully wet >.<) ended up cleaning the rusts off the wall, kinda fun ya know.. 2 be fully wet in clothes =X (I even managed to see otters UP Close! The way otters eat... is sho freaking cute! LoL) After spending like 2 hours at the underwater world, our group went to dolphin lagoon. Guys handled crowd control while girls did ushering.. really boring so not gonna go on abt that.

After dolphin lagoon, we had like 1hour+ of free time b4 our bus came so our grp (The Fida Tribe! Led by Ms Norfida! >.<) Took a walk along palawan beach.. all the way to siloso beach, i swear... that i'm neva gonna walk that far again! Our grp met up with ms zarina's grp and the guys somehow managed to borrow a volleyball... and everyone began playing volleyball (Pathetic playing -.-")After that everyone went home and the job attachment was finnaly over.

Actually had more to blog.. but was kinda lazy, and i know today's blog is abit messy so pardon me. (I was eating and blogging at the same time ;) )Oh and i finnaly changed my blog music to Robert Miles's Children (Real nice!)

Found this in a e-mail sent by sarah, Tong Hua (Fairytale) by Guang Liang. Translated into English.

I have forgotten how long was it,
Since I last heard you,
Telling me your favorite story,
I have been thinking for a very long time,
Im beginning to feel paranoid,
Did I make any mistakes again?


You came and tell me with the tears in
your eyes,
That fairytales are all lies,
Its impossible for me to be your prince
charming,
Maybe you will not understand,
After the moment when you said you
loved me,
The stars in my sky, are beginning to
shine and shimmer.


Im willing to be, the angel you love,
In the fairytales,
Open my arms wide,
And let it become wings, to protect you,
You have to believe,
Believe that we will be like the fairytale,
With happiness and joy as the ending.

Everything is our beautiful ending

I followed the lyrics and the song together, great translation ;)

P.S I'm starting to feel better now! hoo-farking-ray!

g..gaou >.< haven't been blogging much these few days have i? mid yr exam results were released last friday, surprisingly my mum took it real well. didn't even bother to nag, maybe because the only failures were the 2 subjects she knows i can never cope with. owell, no point crying over spilt milk. and i thought things were gonna be smooth sailing, when the worst hits me. Sickness. Fever, Sore throat, cough and flu hits me all at once.. when i wanna fall sick, it just doesn't come, and when i wanna stay healthy i had to fall sick. bleaghx.

anyways, not gonna talk more about tis. need to get some darned deserved rest >.< will blog more after i recover ;)

whumsi-popsicle, it's another dull and rainy saturday here in Singapore. spent the whole day at home slacking and gaming (excluding the 1 hour that I spent in north point window shopping >.>).Rain, reminds me of sleeping >.>. Was too tired to update yesterday, mainly because i spent half a day moving from admiralty to woodlands (on foot) then all the way to orchard rd and back to school to fundraise for NKF, and all i raised was a meager $10+ after 4 hours of begging (i admit, i'm pathetic at speaking to strangers). class was split to many groups, my grp was quite enthusiastic at first, but when we heard that to complete our 2nd task we each had to raise $25. and with only 20mins before we had to go back. My group just lost it's enthusiasm instantly. and i ended up eating at mac >.> [all i think of is food? maybe >.>]

I used to listen to techno and chinese songs in the past [because 90% of my school's population are mad about these 2 genres] and stopped listening to them after i got addicted to eng and jap music. thats when i again got addicted 2 techno and chinese songs after i heard a nice techno song, and became mesermized by guang liang's songs [and no i am not gay =)] and now i'm re-establishing my techno and chi song empire in my pc [I sure am indicisive aren't I <.<] anyways now that i'm always sleeping the minute i come back from school, i rarely have time to update my blog, so i'll most probably update every 2-3 days [i don't think it actually bothers anybody, since nobody checks my blog that often]. Ohwell, gonna stop here before i go off ranting about stuff which nobody bothers about. CiAoz~ =D

hoo-fucking-ray, just less then 2 weeks b4 holidays begin. can't wait >.> got back my results in the last few days, was preety pathetic, failed 3 subjects in 1 day (my heart cannot tahan! >.> jk) and those that i passed, passed by a few marks only. Gee, should haf put in more effor, owell, that's just like me >.> cannot be serious even during exam period. Anywayz ain't gonna talk abt exam results nemore, 2 depressive (as if i will actually get depressed over smth like tis <.<)

Today was preety eventful (i can imagine you guys screaming "
finnaly!" >.>) didn't even touch my textbooks for the whole day [Oh Sweet Freedom!] talked abt "naruto" during mt period, then had badminton for PE. lost 3 consecutive rounds (ahhh cheaters >.>) after that went 4 the monitor & prefect workshop thingy (I'm not a monitor nor a prefect, i went as sub 4 mi class monitor. see, i so nice 2 bully >.>) then played monopoly during core geog, and slacked summore throughout free period (ms ang wasn't here) after that, henderik came over 2 my hse 2 make his bloggy (Side note: Visit henderik's blog at http://youwldnvrbereplaced.blogspot.com/ )gonna stop here now. Rushing 2 time , need 2 fly bak 2 moi's anime >.> till nxt time ~

whoopie - doo.... happy b'dae moi~ i'm finnaly lived through 15 painstalking years of my pathetic life. a birthday that's like any normal day. parents gave me $100 bucks 2 spend, and i got a mouse for my laptop from py,jule,char & grace (thanks, just what i needed >.>) and thats about all i actually got. Pathetic eh? I bet the people who remembered my birthday are less then 1% of all the people i know, i lead a sad sad life >.> (that's kinda corny, oh wth couldn't care less). And, to top if off, i celebrated my b'dae by myself with KFC's 2pc chicken daily savers and a box of takoyaki~. Unique? i guess so~ >.> anywayz dunno waht 2 update anymore, did horrible for exams and now life feels so empty. Oh well, gonna stop here and go back 2 wallowing in self-pity. CiAo ~ <.<

Philosophical Rants?

I've done it again, changed moi blog's layout again. (I wonder why i keep changing layouts >.>)changed song too. Found out that iwebtunes.com contains adware/spyware/virus shitz and i stopped using it (cuz my comp got infected by my own blog -.-" how pathetic)

Exam is on the day after tomorrow, and here I am still blogging, just wonderful. Guess I'm a born slacker eh? I've just re-read all of my blog entries and some entries from other blogs (bored -..-") and I discovered that people just love to whine and complain about many many things, with so many things to complain about it just seems like I was born to complain and nothing else. Pretty eventful life eh?

While reading other people's blogs, I was thinking, people have best friends and worst enemies in their lives right? Yet, I'm unlike others. I don't have a best friend neither a person who I hate to the core. (I do have some that I terribly detest >.>) Maybe this is also the reason why I never could fend for myself. If a bully was to arise, I'd probably just give in >.> (Oh Woe Is Mie)

Anyways, I'm going to stop blogging here, need to get some shut eye before I also begin to rant >.>

Making A New Record

Today's a very important day! And a crappy 1 at that, had my very first exam of the year (tests don't count as exams >.<) had my Eng and Chi compo, and i don't think i did very well.. owell, what's done is done, no point crying over goat's milk >.>

Anywayz, solved a difficult puzzle earlier, a puzzle which has less then 4000 ppl completing it in a day and i completed it in less then 2 hours =D, mayb all the mystery solving anime has rubbed some of it's mystery solving skills off on me >.<

anywho, here's the link 2 the puzzle i did Here
, try beating my record

Solve it in less then 2 hours >.<

Lately, my usual routine of doing hmwk in the middle of the night has been thrown off balance, my constant stream of blogging,anime,music,mangas (comic bks)has taken up most of my time and i've been ignoring my work... and the exams are just a few weeks away (i feel like crying T_T)

Sometimes, i just wonder how i can even manage to get myself totally distracted right before the exam period and survive through high school. well, mayb i'm the only 1 that's like tis, can't be helped, i'm special >.<

And going over my list of estimated exam results:

English : (80% passing percentage)
Physics & Chem: (70% passing percentage)
Chinese : (Less then 30% passing percentage)
Mathematics : (Less then 50% passing percentage)
E.Literature : (65% passing percentage)
D and T : (60% passing percentage)
Social Studies: (65% passing percentage)
Core Geography: (60% passing percentage)

haha.. i'm always not good in my studies, mayb cuz i'm 2 happy-go-lucky?
and yea, i know i have pathetic passing percentage (so like i say, bite me) can't help it >.< anywayz i'm planning 2 make a site to post stories which i write for fun (yea yea, it's lame so bite me) and ima thinking of using blogspot 2 do it. owell, thats all ima typin 2day. baibai

English Genius You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 100% Advanced, and 100% Expert!
You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 76% on Beginner You scored higher than 69% on Intermediate You scored higher than 90% on Advanced You scored higher than 98% on Expert

Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid

Not bad for a 14+year old who just woke up eh?

Everybody's Kungfu FighTing!

gaouu, freaking tired day.. had 2.4km napfa run 2dae. I went 2 hell and back, tis is the reason why i never like napfa. was happily jogging when the other female p.e teacher (4got the name, oh wth) kept asking mi 2 jog slowly, and i ended up running like mad,i could haf sworn that my blardy throat was as dry as a desert.

Finished in 38 pos (last i think, oh well i couldn't be bothered less) i came back and dropped on the ground, didn't even bother 2 check my timing. owell, i'm sure my timing isn't anything 2 be proud of anyway.

Anywho, i changed the bgm (Back Ground Music) for the blog, used jay's simple love (i know it's old, so bite me) so there~ anywayz gonna stop blogging now, body's still freaking sore from all that running (gee~)

It's 9.06pm and i'm already starting 2 feel a flu coming on.. thankx 2 that huge bowl of ice kachang i ate earlier.. {poor nosE!} i wanted 2 stop, and yet.. i ended up finishing the whole bowl, hahas. Oh hail lord kachang 4 tat great tasting ice! >.<

Anywayz, today's day was not really eventful... none of my days are, so i shouldn't start complaning. Slept at 2am last night, for my 1 man show english essay. Gee, my group sure is trustworthy and dependable. I was like sleeping through my morning shower lucky i snapped outta it, but i was practically Half-asleep throughout the journey 2 school.

On da way 2 school, i stopped by 7-11 and bought a copy of the fruits basket manga, english version. Fyi, i neber buy chinese comic books.. mainly cuz it's a chore 2 read chinese and secondly the quality is lousier. In School, had a physics test {don't think i'll score for this test} then slacked through chem. Then my most hated subject arrived, along with a very very hateful teacher.

The teacher just had to give us composition, not like i really care cuz i never hand in my work, but it just pisses me off.. constantly nagging at us 2 buy new books just cuz we didn't bring our book. ONCE!. I gave up and went out for a short walk on the pretense of buying books. Spent some time walking around the school and when i went bak 2 class empty handed. i just gave the excuse of not havin enuf money, and the teacher bought it! wad a doof.

After recess, did moi's english wksheet during maths {dun understand maths so neber list}. I also started to write a story for fun, was having this urge to pour my imagination into something. Watch Out! Great Author Marlon is here >.<. Spent the whole DnT writing my story, pretty stupid way of pasting time eh?

Then we were called back 2 class by mr mah cuz we neber hand up file and stuff after that, went with darrrrrreen to Northpoint's comic connection 2 buy smth he wanted, and guess what? outta stock =P. Then we went 2 the coffee shop behind yishun's bus interchange and had prawn noodle (For 3 bucks, the noodle was preety darn good) saw Jingyi, Nigel and Elvis. After that i went home in the rain and slept throughout the day in my wet uniform (dirty right? >.<) and here i am doing tis post. ;)

Special Night

I`ll never forget this day baby.


i went out just now for a date with an old friend.we had dinner at the esplanade the service was excellent.so it was worth it. we had italian food, it was pretty nice. joked alot and cught up on times.then after we walked around the esplanade by the river,she said she was cold so i held her hands.then we stopped at the railing and then she hugged me.

Then she whispered it to my ears and told me that she had been waiting for me for a long time the truth was i liked her a lot in the past,but right now i wasn't ready for a relationship and i told her that.

Stupid of me.she starting crying, and then i hugged her and told her not too cry.after awhile she stopped, and then she planted a small kiss on my cheek.then she looked into my eyes.my heart just melted, in my arms was a girl who loved me so much and she was even crying because i wasn't ready.don`t know what hit me, but i kissed her on her soft lips.

she started kissing back, and she pushed her tongue into my mouth.we were frenching already.a part of me wanted to stop. i wasn`t ready for this,yet another part just told me to let it go, and let nature take it`s course.and then i did the unthinkable.we had sex.

I don`t know what gotten over me, but we had sex and i`m no longer a virgin now.the park was dark and she just pulled me into one of the bushesand started kissing me like crazy.next thing i knew she was already pulling my brother out of the cave and well i`m not gonna share the rest of the it.it`s going to be food for my daily rituals.

It`s fucking mind blowing. sex.
and she`s my girlfriend now.



Disclaimer: Whatever that was posted above is all a part of the poster's imagination, and yes, the poster is still a virgin.
To those that believed what i posted, i got a phrase for you : "SUCKER! YOU JUST GOT DUPED >.<"

Babiong! been a long time since i posted, either been busy or had nth else betta 2 post about >.>
Today, was a pweety average day, had maths in the morning, and almost concentrated on it (then mr tan had 2 blow my concentration by making me more confused >.<) after that came chi, wasted the period by writing words over and over [B-O-R-I-N-G].

Then there was music, didn't know we had 2 start presenting our music project (playing on the keyboard or smth) budden mi grp, neber do nth! larky the first group spent a long time and we ended up not presenting kekez then there was DnT, we went 2 the studio just 2 find out mr lim wasn't there... [Seems like he thought the lesson was 1 period later, 2pid -.-"] went 2 workshop, saw the vacuum forming machine. Then mr lim did some explaining, when the guys went 2 the cupboard and found smth Amazing [not gonna elaborate] then the whole class ended up laughing like mad, then we did more work at the work shop and the lesson ended.

After that, went 2 Comp lab 2 to print moi CME grp project, and helped ms tay with things. The Printers there defintely don't like her, cuz wheneva she wants to print, the printer would 100% fuck up and end up causing lotsa probs [hahaha] then me, ye tat, ms tay and some girls [dunno frum where] stayed in the lab and looked at blogs (ms tay's a swaku! dunno wad blogs r >.<) after that me and ye tat headed home. After i reached home, plopped onto the bed after a bath until 10pm+ and did tis post (Sleepyhead :ME! ;) )

Today, seems to be an intresting day - 1st and foremost, Simple plan's concert is today! >.< but i dun haf the tix 2 the concert T_T then cannot go...

today, spent the first 40 mins of the day in hall watching the prize presentation 4 da completed sports event.. and as usual, the blues and greens got the most prizes with yellow in 3rd and red in 4th wif the least received prizes, then after that, went back 2 class and the 'supposed' chi class test was once again, shifted 2 another day. hahahaha pity those that study mad 4 the first 2 times the teacher said there were tests.

after recess, had geo. and our class had a special ViP, mrs ang the hod of wadeva came 2 supervise ms lim's teaching and the class became super 'guai', and the min she leaves, the whole class burst in relief lol. Our class deserves an award 4 havin superb actin skillz yea?

When school was over, had lunch wif da DnT grp, then we went on the trip 2 woodgrove sec wif phillip ng 4 the d n t exhibition, wasn't really all dat fun.. but, i gotta be amazed, they'r facilities r sooooo much betta then what we had 4 the first 2 years & 3 months. after the exhibition, went back 2 school and then went home with kp, jk, robby, zj and sam.

Concert ConCert!

Banzai! The much awaited band concert with friends is finnaly here!, slacked throughout the first half of the day and probably forgotten what i did anywayz, met julie at 3.30pm at Yishun MRT train platform and she passed me my concert tix she help me collect from chariz [Thx alot girl!] and then we went to city hall to meet ms tay cuz she had julie's ticket.. went there early so we walked all the way down the... "dunno-forgot-what" stretch of shops at cityhall mrt station and checked out HMV [Mega awesome library of cds]

after that went to the cityhall control station to wait for ms tay, juz 2 find out she got off the wrong station [blur sotongz right? -.-"] when she finnaly came to cityhall, we set off to vch, haha but to everyone's amazement we actually dunno how to get to vch X_X big boo boo

We just anyhow tikam tikam walk and almost missed the traffic light.. cuz all 3 heads was looking at the cars >.< [3 people standing there while the green light is flashing like blur sotongz, omg i think i'm infected with the blur disease] then we finnaly manged to get to vch and went to grab seats [waaa complimentary tickets get to sit in circle seats... ima SOO jealous >.<] during the concert sat with julie till interval and sam came over... sam sure knows how to make things entertaining (not gonna elaborate abt that) and during the concert.. everyone was like dee siao siao screaming out "William, Osburg, Elsin & Ou Kian Tee" Hahahaha and i was like laughing till my lungs hurt. and the result is... Fajar Sec, Most groovy. Woodlands Sec, Most coordination [Damn u gotta see how they move] CCHY Band, Is Still as good as ever

After the concert went to isetan's kfc and had dinner with jul, then after dinner we went to borders at wheelock place to read mags for free... I never knew that there was Soooooooo many magazines available there... and the amount of cheapstake peeps hu go there 2 read 4 free.. haha
went home at around 9+ and ended the day with this post lolz =X

It's Only A Fairy Tale

WooT! Gonna attend the band's concert tis sat and thank god for extra tix. Today was pretty fine, had the first 2 periods sleeping in the hall during mdm sue's social studies lesson.. teaching a whole level, must hafta been tough on her, 2 bad i couldn't focus, waz 2 bz sleeping >.<

After that, slacked off during CME lesson and had a reaaali nice walk during recess outside school =D. after recess slept somemore during chemistry (I'm starting to find it hard to understand chemistry T_T) and finished off with a chinese listenin compo instead of assembly.

Went to look for Ms Lim for extra band concert tix but ended up getting interviewed by mdm sue for the job attachment.. got accepted too, hahax how funnie things ended up. Wasted more time during guitar club (only 2 juniors.. no instructor watcha expect?) and went home with Cy. stopped by comics connection in north point and lucky me, i grabbed the last issue of "Game Axis March =X" and went home after that.. what a boring life i lead, dont ya think so?

Oh and i changed the whole layout "again" this time it's a layout of naruto, i know pink is kinda girlish but wth? it's the designers fault and ima lazy to change the colour so ima leave it at that ;)

There Is No Labrynith Where I Can't Get Out From

Nuuu.. Not another person who reached 15!!

Harpy Birthdae JiaBing!, The Potato-head girl of 1/2 B has finnaly reached the age of 15! [nuuu another person who is faster then moi] sry, din get u a present... again X_x however i wish u enjoy ur future 15 yr old life ;)

And again time passes by so fast, in a blink of an eye, it's already approaching the end of march... and the next thing we know we'd be approaching exams... [nuuuuuuuuuuu >.<]

Todae was a normal anyhu dae, had mr tan's e.maths class todae and i swear ima never gonna understand congruency (at least i think thats how u spell it) and had 1 period of lit (my fav subject of 2005!) was released around 2 hours earlier todae cuz, 1/4 of the school had to go to the stadium 4 the sports day heats. Went off early and grabbed a bite at KFCs wif hong yew, ordered the crispy chicken *yum! Yum!* and ate my supa-dupa mashed potato sitrred together wif chicken bits, then that hy had 2 spoil it all by dumpin chilli sauce into it.. waaaaaaaaa my creation!

went home after that and wanted to actually get online asap but fate jus has 2 play with me... had a power outage until 5.30pm and was darn bloody hot!, refridgerator became warm, fan went dead and paper fans are useless.. and i still have my DnT drawings and geog proj to finish... die die muz fly >.< anywayz gonna stop here le.. hafta "pIa" my work now, sayonara miina!

oli oli eh? o***rg ah ma bo cheng kor?

Haizz..>.<

*Yawn* just came bak from a 3d 2n cruise on superstar virgo to nowhere, i've been on that ship for like more then 10x that it's like a 3rd home to me [2nd is school] basically all i did there was slept most of the time [boring yah?] mayb cuz it was air conditioned 24hrs so i could sleep real well >.< and i jus love their buffet =X and onboard the cruise i played initial D [arcade game] and i jus discovered ima really bad at driving games =P

School is starting again tml, holiday blues approaching.. oh nuuuu! didn't even touch my homework and projects throughout the 1 week holiday.. and ima gonna be sooooo dead when school re-opens.... and ms ang even e-mailed me to do my homework... wad a caring teacher eh?

oh and i found tis real nice personality quiz, one's a gundam quiz http://quizilla.com/users/Trinity323c7/quizzes/Gundam%20Seed%20Character%20Quiz[for all gundam fans] and another 1 is a quiz for girls http://quizilla.com/users/Elemental-Cat-Demon/quizzes/If%20You%20Were%20An%20Anime%20Character%20What%20Would%20You%20Look%20Like%3F(Girls%20Only)/ real cute quiz.

x_x now ima feel real tired, mayb cuz i didn't catch enough sleep.. owell nuff said ima gonna start on my school work now... jus hope i finish on time *crosses fingers*

HoMe Oh so Sweet HoMe!

Chung Cheng ooI! =X dat was what i head for 3 days straight at the sec 3 camp i came back from. It was horrible and Fun at the same time! at the camp site, me, wei jie, zhen yu, roche and others were stuck in the same dorm as 3c, horrible noisy they were! but we still managed to survive. How amazing we are =X and during the camp, the trainers made us all scream and shout.. till i had a sore throat during the first day... and lost my voice during the 2nd day.. i sounded like a person who was on his deathbed! =P

The food there was horrible... missed my finger licking good fast food =D, the dorm at night was really cold.. and Wj kicks people in his sleep.. oMG X_X

Had dragon boating there [came in soaked and in 3rd place.. T_T] did abeseiling [From Now On I Declare that i Officialy Have A Fear Of Heights] climbed rocks [managed to reached only the 3rd panel -.-"] and had a smashing campfire! the campfire was like the peak of the whole camp and it was awesome!

Oh and i changed my template 4 the blog too... i know for people, i'm changing my blog a little too early but i thought my previous background was rather plain so i might as well change eh?

Whoopsi doo ~

Waaaaai! Jus finished watchin Neon genesis Evangelion [an Anime that i guess many ppl haf no idea about] anyhu, enuf abt tis, back to topic &_&

Had P.E todae, surprisingly mr sng was like smiling throughout the lesson... and he didn't even blast at us [ohmigooose the world is starting to go whacko] and during ACE, listened to "ah HaI's" reprimanding speech.. he blamed us for not doing our duties when he himself took away the duty roster -.-"

and during core geog, ms lim was 2 bz anticipating the stadium games event that she didn't even teach and everyone was like slacking like nobody's business.. [however poor me was stuck doin hmwk T_T]

After school was about to catch some gob at KFC when mr lim caught me first T_T, dragged me to class and forced me to take down the reg number of those wif food / drinks under their table [Gomen miina san!] After that, me and hong yew went to KFC and he treated me, weeee! we were like chowing down our food when, a girl behind us from canberra spilt her coke on her bag and dress and another grp of canberrians beside us were like talking out loud... really spoilt my appetite -..-" oh well... i tink ima gonna stop here... dun wanna bore ppl wif boring details, ya? =X

Bushed!

PEE Wee... so bushed today, Today was a heckuva day, had many outbursts all of a sudden, had to read passages out in class wif a "fake" female voice, and i got my results for moi's physics test =X did pweety well my tests if i sae so myself ^..^

everytin was fine and dandy till D n T arrived... ima starting to hate DnT, teacher sux like nomads. just cuz we forgot to bring a drawing book and he forced everyone to buy a new excersise bk and re-do all the crap... and after we did everything he didn't check at all and jus dismissed us ..l.. ~d(-..-")b~ ..l..

then was s'posed to have lunch at kfc wif weijie, roche, zell and zhen yu but due to choir's timing and late dismissal, had to miss the lunch (My Poor banditto!) and during choir, had tis b'dae celebration which is held every 3 months, had choco cake... 5 slices [OH MY ACHING StoMach]and had a sore throat throughout practice.... oh crap nature's call again X_X

Suffering the pains of bowel problems

Doodle Dwee!

Waaai! Finnaly got moi's tagboard runnin, many thx to JB (didn't noe she knew how to mess wif html >.<)

Also got the bgm up and running, the current bgm is called "Fantasy By Nana Katase" if anyone wants the mp3, sms or msn me i'll wham it over to u like a blitz ball ^..^

Today was supposed to go watch hitch, but me fwen ditched me and hitched wif another classmate T_T (Lost a fwee ticket X_X) and i spent the whole day slacking infront of the comp, and i also linked tony and jb 2 weee my blog's finnaly growin!!

-= Slept & Slacked & Smacked -=

First Post

Oh boi, finnaly got this blog working X_X after messing with it for like 3 hours.. omigosh.
Today was like crap. Couldn't keep focused in maths class and kept falling asleep, and during mother tongue, leslie kept showing off his MD player and bugging me till i didn't even get to study my chinese spelling T_T All his fault! >.<

during music, mdm chen gave us a 2pid music test, lucky my basic knowledge helped me answered 70% of the test (today's not so bad afterall) DnT was the worst part of the day
i didn't bring anything related to DnT and i was getting scolded for almost everything T_T poor me and blardy choon hai.