You’re in my armsAnd all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far


-Jon Mclaughlin
-So Close

Finally got my lazy butt down to the nearby cinema to catch "Enchanted". One guy, catching a disney romance/comedy movie by himself, Sad right? Too bad, it was a on the spur kind of moment. Nobody could ave made it. Anyhoo...

The movie was totally ohmygee! It's like uber gnarly can. Romance at it's best. The overflowing sweetness and innocence from the movie just plastered a big smile over my big face unknowingly.

Then came the best part of the movie I oh-so-loved. The scene where the two main characters danced together, with the above song playing in the background. Where they only see each other in their eyes. Then when the song approaches the end... the male lead closes in, and sings into her ear. Oh my god, if I was a girl and someone did this to me I'd have melted like butter on a hot frying pan. As a sucker for romance, this single scene ups the rating for this movie from "Cool" to "Woo-hoo!". Seriously, catch this movie with a special someone before the cinemas stop screening it. >.>

Then maybe, couples might learn how to appreciate each other and love each other more.. with true love's kiss.

Hm.. just came back from one of my good friend's birthday chalet and well. It sorta is.. a unique experience to see people sleeping so much xD.

However, being there for a few days just got me thinking that love is really IN the air isn't it? Seeing as how many people around me are just falling one by one to the infectious diesease called love. Yet, single guys like me who's never been in a single relationship for the whole of our lives sorta makes it seem kinda sad doesn't it?

You see, people out there who's experienced failed relationships are bound to go saying that sometimes it's better to not experience a failed relationship than to experience one. Saves you the depression that comes from sad memories.

Yet, the joy of actually being in a relationship is priceless. Furthermore, it's during this period when romance hits full bloom. You see, in an adult relationship it's basically the same routine. Movie, Dinner in a restaurant, Night life than on to the "stuff". However, in a teenage romance it's alot more. All the sweet talks, bursting of phone bills, saving up sms sent by your partner just because it seemed so sweet even though it looks like an ordinary message to other people. The snuggling together, and warmth experienced by both parties is oh-so-sweet to hear. Not to mention that if it doesn't work out it does give you a bit of experience on dating.

Haha.. man I sorta sound like I'm not making any sense right? Oh well, I'm just thinking about how much stuff i'm going to miss if I stay the way I am all the way till I become an adult. How I will never experience the feeling of trust, nervousness and whatever people feel when they are attached at such a young age. Though.. as much as I talk about all this, I guess it's my fault that I always feel insecure. Not confident enough to handle something as big as a relationship. And how it would change things if I actually had the courage to confess to my first love. Oh well, let's just see how things go in the future. Who knows? I might actually get hitched, or worse turn gay >.>

Ahhh.. Man, when was the last time I did my last post... pfft forget it. Lazy to go check.

Hm.. I like feel good movies. Ahaha, Yea I actually like romance, comedy and lifechanging kind of movies. >.> yes, they make me feel good one way or the other. Unlike horror movies. Heh, caught Secret twice and it still made me feel good. Even caught Rush Hour 3 today, funny but not those kind of "Classic" kind of funny. Lucky I didn't pay for the tickets. Movie vouchers rule!

Geez. Anyways, I'm really bored these few days, lost the drive to actually do anything serious. Just feel like lieing down under a tree with the breeze and a good guitar melody in the background. Ahaha, dang, if only I paid attention during guitar classes. Seriously, having a song like Jason Mraz's I'm yours playing at the background gives one a.. how do I say it.. feel good feel. >.>

Though I was lazy to blog, but I bloghop. Yep, and geez, people are all so stressed up over almost anything; and here I am hardly stressed up about anything. Guess being carefree really is a good thing huh.

So like, I doubt anyone would read this post but hey, Just had the urge to blog something out so I guess I did. Guess all this went through my head while I blog. Stream of thoughts (yep literature >.>). Wow... I sure can change topics real easily >.> even in my head I'm jumping everywhere. (Not literally please.)

What were you in your past life?

You were ... a prostitute.

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Wtf? O.o How the hell...

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Heh. I always knew I had what it takes to be a psychologist. Just that... I didn't make the L1R4 cut. saaaad.

Didn't post anything lately because.. I never had the time? Nonono.. it's more like.. I never have anything nice to post. Always visitng other people's blogs yet when it comes to my own.. Meh nothing to type. Bah. Oh oh oh.. dance has been uber leet these few weeks. Ballroom has gotten alot more difficult, having to learn Chacha and rhumba within 1month +... whaaa siao liao la. JMD's hiphop.. well nothing much but we did learn more traditional dances. Kendo also.... whaaa Grading is soon man. Lol but as usual... No stress, not until the day itself. Meh~

Heh. School's been hectic. With maya, C++, maths.. the truck has just arrived and dumbed a truckload of birdpoop on us.
But soon.. soon will be our 2 weeks holidays!! No work, because.. alamak how you get pay for 2 weeks. birdpoop nobody would even hire me. Furthermore I'm just plain lazy to work at night while having school in the morn.

Oooo just a fleeting thought... I feel like changing the blogskin leh.. but can't find a suitable one.. =/

Warning. Random-ness To Be Expected From The Following Post.

Sooo.... here I am blogging right after I gave up trying to find answers to rip off for my 4 page report on computers.. rrigght.. what a way to unwind. Heck.I don't even know if that sentence made any sense.

So.. a little update on my life. Heh, seems like half of group 5 and group 6 can mix REAALLLYY well..and yes. the Cursed Nick, Teddy just happens to follow me to school ever since secondary days. Meh.

3 CCAs. Gawd unexpectedly all 3 requires alot of movement of my poor legs. Kendo and the sliding footwork (My blister even exploded during kendo. Woaaah blood spilled in the dojo, First Blood siarhs.) Sakuran & Ballroom which requires me to dance. J-hiphop and the ballroom dancing. Seriously.. even if i abandon the working out in NYP's gym plan.. I'll still lose weight.. Woaaah.

School work still remains the same. A single module with assignments and projects which can kill. Not naming names though les some lecturer happens to pop in and read this.. what? It might happen you know. Since I'm in a computer-ish course and all..
Missed the Clique 19 outing too.

Ah well, missed ECP cuz of my CCAs but to miss Fish And Co.. Why oh why~ Lol. Every single time I try to get the peeps to spoil themselves abit with DECENT food. They brush me off and head on to fast foods instead. Yet the one time when I didn't turn up. They went to a DECENT place. Dang namit. Hm.. means if project get-fit works out. I'd give them an uber surprise the next time they see me. Heh.

Now.. enough of random-ness. My brain's seriously in a mess right now, so.. yea gonna just leave you all hanging here with an abrupt ending. Hohoho~

So.. mao ended up joining Sakuran Japanese Cultural Club, Kendo and went for Ballroom Dancing Auditions. Heh talk about a hectic triple threat.

First for Sakuran.. didn't really do much.. cuz i'm like always leaving early for some other reason.. weird.

Secondly, Kendo was.. blister-ish. Everything was fine. except for the blisters that grow on one's sole after practice. Damn those blisters.

Then ballroom was.. just wow. Did the salsa, and apparently.. t'was uber cool mans. =X Then now hoping to get in.. though I think chances will be low.. ah heck it. Maybe i'll tackle it again once I lose a hell of a weight. >.<'

So now, I know I've been saying this for quite a while yet I never really got about to doing it. I'm going to really work out this time. In my school's gym that is. Heh, time to lose all that binge fats that i worked so hard for during my younger years. Let's just put our hands together and pray that I don't get sidetracked again yea? XD

There you go. The plane which i so painstakingly made using Maya during class. Not as good as what people see in games but heck.. it gives me a sense of satisfaction. =D


Oh this is what happened in a conversation with Kaii and hend.

   Henderik NDU CDO     says:
LOSE LIAO THEN RUN AWAY
   Henderik NDU CDO     says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
............
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
WAD SIA
   Henderik NDU CDO     says:
XD
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
WTH.
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
THEN U STAY
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
I COME BACK
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
TOK
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
i might not be back
   k a i i ★ un   rea     | i   sti    c___`and in the fallinq raiin    . says:
HAHAHHAHAHAS

Meh. So like... school has begun, and thank gawd it's not as boring as some people claim their courses to be in other schools. (Though.. maths still is boring... no matter Poly, or Secondary school.)

Furthermore, some people are complaining how un-enthu, or sian, or anti-social their classes are. I beg to differ, since my classmates are well pretty sociable with each other. Maybe it's cause we have some of the same hobbies. Heh, pretty interesting bunch too. BUTS i'm not gonna elaborate much on what kinda classmates I have. Thats for me to know and for you to find out. :D

Finished off with the CCA pscyho session few hours ago.. gawd to think i'ma get interested in dance, kendo & archery. Lol still.. I ended up with some japanese cultural club in school. Typical me. There was even a jam & hop session at night after school. Basikelly, it's just a clubbing kinda event where everyone gyrates their bodies together... mix in 2 performances from a live band and some volunteer dancers.. yea thats how the event goes. Meh, Don't think i'm cut out for these. Come on laaa, I'm too paiseh to be gyrating myself against someone else.

Lessons, well... facing the computer/laptop everyday in school for most tutorials & lectures. Geez, fraid my vision's going to get bad again. =/ And well.. with a pretty slack timetable, compared to those business or simi other courses students, i'm fine with it. :D

So yea.... as much as I do not want to end this lengthy post... I really have nothing else to say.. what, Orientation camp? Forget it. It's been too long. Therefore.. I guess this is the end of my re-introduction of my life post. Ja neh~

P.S Damn sad thing is, I don't get the chance to watch my doramas or anime no more. Too busy with games and social life. >.<

*Dorama Rave Mode ON*

Gd lord. Whenever someone says a show is touching. It's not as touchin as this drama. 1 Litre Of Tears.

What would you do if one day you realize that an incurable disease has chosen you. That you yourself know in the future you would be unable to walk, talk or even eat.

Thats what this drama is about. A girl who suffers from this disease and realizes the importance of life. And how even though she faces the ugly society, She still puts on an optimistic smile and braves through it all till the day she falls into a neverending slumber.

The show slowly tears down your emotional barrier through each heartwrenching episode. By the time it ends. You've already cried 1 litre of tears.

Even the music is awesome. I've been looping it for 3 days nonstop and it still makes one emotional. I say, CATCH IT NOW. If this ain't enough to persuade you. Then read this, http://animedesho.animeblogger.net/?p=2333

Thus, It Is Proven. That Girls Are Evil.

Schoolgirl Versus Meido.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cw5PvCB8t5s

Damn. Now I Know why some people are so crazy over wrestling.

Aight. It's 1:07am and here I am posting. Yay me!

Bah, that was so random. Anyhoo, JAE Posting results were released and I got into....

Digital Entertaintment Technology, C70, Nanyang Poly.

COP: 18 for the year 2007.

Barely got in I guess. With 19 points, -2 for CCA thus ending up with 17. (Who'd have thought choir would actually help me get into this course. Lol.)

Posted to my 2nd choice, so.. yea guess it's alright. Failed my 1st choice by 1point though. Damn >.<
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So, like ya. We're already in March, soon I'll be in poly, living a new life, meeting new friends and hopefully get hooked. XD Hah. Not that I'm despo or anything, mind you.

Been rotting all these time, sometimes I don't even know how I survived this long. The excruciating boredom can seriously KILL. Ask me what I did yesterday, and I'll reply you with a "I forgot." It's almost as if I spent my holidays in a daze. Geh.

Oh but I do remember a few things. =D.

Finished clearing my stock of things to watch.

1) Eureka 7
2) NBC's Heroes (The VERY first English TV serial that I actually became interested in. Kind of proves how AMAZING this show is. Now go catch it, don't waste your precious youth.)
3) Taiyo No Uta

Marathon-ing all these actually took 3-4 days non-stop. I tell you, always watching things on the digital screen and still able to maintain a perfect eyesight. Something must be wrong with me.

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So, just for fun I'm ending this post just like that. END.

Whoo~~~ So... to make things more convenient for the rest who've been asking what courses i chose in my JAE.. here's a Screenie. :D















Anyways... I'm pretty much lazy to post about my life cept that... I Spent Valentine's Day with 12 Other people XD XD XD. LaWl.


So here's some pictures of what I've been busy doing in my life.....



























































Yep yeps. Pretty Much amazing how games now-a-days can be sooooo cOoooL. >_<

SEEE SEEE SEEE!!! I TOLD YOU I HAD PERFECT EYESIGHT! LAWL!

Man.. as usual... I really have nothing to post about so... I'll let my pictures do the talking. Yep yeps.















Woah... my very FIRST CPF slip. And I din't even know that I had CPF in the first place. >_<















And My VERY first pay slip. hohoho... don't expect a treat from me though.. since this was like a month's ago's pay slip. I feel.... like an adult now..and that's not a good thing. Cause it means NS is creeping up on me bit by bit. Dang!


Ehh-neee-waaays. Had Jap lessons yesterday, it was quite intresting, hoho and bugging sarah-chan and ahyumi-chan during lesson time was teh win. XD XD. When we went there to pay the fees. I paid by NETS, Yumi paid by CASH. Xinyi paid by Cheque and last but not least rahrah paid using COINS!!! 212 one-dollar coins and 1 fifty cent coins. Imagine the cashier's face when she sees the coin bag that sarah took out. LAWL.

I kid, sarah actually paid using.... what did she use to pay again? ah Nermind. Not as if the world would end if I don't remember. Rights rights.... Mao wants to go KL during March. XD XD Pre-Poly shopping. Anyone up for grabs? >_<