Meh, so here I am blogging again. Been working these past few weeks laaa and coming home late. sooo Lazy to upload pics which I'm gonna post. Anyways, working at coffee club ah... everyday's a new experience because you see different people everyday. XD XD

From pretty people, to fugly ones.... AND to super HIGH ones. Geez, high...there's this guy who looks 40+ years old always walking in and shouting "Hi Friends!" even forced a handshake outta me. (P.S I just realized today that he was the MOS Deejay no wonder so high -.-")

Oh oh oh aaaand, Mao spilled a drink on a customer yesterday. >_< thank gawd the customer didn't kick up a fuss or anything. I kept on apologizing laaaa. My supervisor didn't scold me though... made me feel so guilty...that I resigned the next day. Not. Meh. Must be the chicken soaked in wine which i had. made me drunk XD as if. Anyways, the good thing about working there is.. you get to bring home the deeelicious cakes there, and apparently the other staff were sick of the cakes, so MORE for mao.... and his family lawl. No I ain't eating them all by myself.


Mango Mousse And Strawberry Shortcake.















Blackforest cake. Yep Yep All For $5.00















Well thats it... Oh and one more thing...















Maomao's Got A New Toy =)

There's more pics laa, but I'm soo lazy to upload it. So this is it.

The thing I like about watching dramas, either anime ones or shows with real actors in it, is that, when you watch them, it gets touching and makes you tear.

I know guys hardly get this experience, maybe thats why sometimes it's better to be a girl eh? Cause, when you cry, you actually release the stress you build up in your body and after every time you tear. You would feel refreshed. Don't you think so too?

Anyways, lately... the clique hasn't been so close. Fading slowly and slowly. Even if nobody's noticing it, I am. So... please don't feel that you are detached from us, because everybody's detaching themselves from one another. Thats how life is. Way back in my parent's generation. The system has always been like this, graduate, move on in life and slowly fade away from your tightest knit group of friends. Soon.. I myself will be busy with work and I might be like the rest. But the thing is.. to actually know that it's happening right infront of you but not being able to do anything.. is the hardest and most torturous thing. God, here I am typing this and listening to a sad song and I'm already tearing..

I remember back then, we'd always hang out in class after everyone has left trying to make our class reaal clean and look good. Why? Because we like our class. Back then in secondary one. Even though I'm always seen around the 1B and 2B guy group... I was never close to them... my deepest darkest secrets were known by me and only me. And, I didn't really have a best friend to share my weal and woes with. Now... things have changed, my current group of friends are really nice, though kpo abit but still good. And now, it's already the end of our sec school life and goodbyes are here.

Damn, I hate myself for not being able to do anything... even though I tell myself I know what to do.. but when it comes the time.. I'm just stuck there not being able to do anything. Even at home, my parents are apart from each other now. Yet as the eldest son... I'm not able to do ANYTHING at all. Anyways... enough of my family life.

Though we may going to be apart from each other and not going to be able to hang out like how we used to be. The memories we had, both bad or good. I'm never gonna forget them. Because no matter how many people there is in this world. I'm never going to meet someone like you ever again. I may be a hypocrite, a bad guy and you might even hate me. But... I still treasure our time together, because... you were the first one who treated me as a good friend the first person to ever share secrets with me... no matter where you might be.. even at the furthest end of Earth, and that we might really never meet again. Even if you might have forgotten what we ever did.... I won't.


Never would I have thought that the packet of tissues I got today... will actually be opened and used. Oh and... don't cry. Since this isn't the last goodbye.

Righhhtayee, Back from my trip to Kyoto......meh as if. At this point in time, even if i blog i guess it'll be long before anybody reads it right? Since most readers have either gone overseas or are busy with their jobs.

Guess what, O's are over, School's Over and So is the soccer season... i think. Since i don't really watch much soccer. Anyways this is just a random entry i typed while chowing down on instant Myojo noodles....so i won't lose my mojo. (Right..... no link X_X) Guess this year's holidays.. might be the most eventful since my 4 years in high school. The last 3 years i've been rotting at home during hols. This year, i have a bunch of trusty friends who actually follow me out JUST to see my workplace... haha. Least i've got some company, yea?

Soo... on to today's None of anybody's business post.

Ways to see that you've been spending too much time online.

1st. Whenever something funny happens, you go LOL or l0l or LAWL or l4w1 instead of just really laughing. Likewise, something shocking happens u just go ~d(-..-")b~ wtf

2nd You actually get worked up over something thats been said on MSN, or you believe whatever your chat partner says on msn like.... (Nasemo: Tomorrow wear red arh, i also wearing.) (Mao: Okay lor.) and Mao proceeds to wear red tomorrow when it's the (RED) campaign day aka Aids Day when Nasemo was wearing black.

3rd You'll always be logged in to msn even when your asleep, hoping that someone would nudge you tomorrow at 6.30am to be just in time for school.

4th When you're leaving your group of friends to go home, you just say "I gtg, bb" and you just dissapear leaving your friends with a flabbergasted face.

5th This is for maple-people only. Instead of showing real emotions on your face, you just say out the hotkeys for the emoticons in maple. Like (hahahaha, F5.)

6th Your life revolves around MSN, when nobody's online to chat to you, you'll just get bored and start instant messaging anyone in your contact list to tell them you'r bored. EVEN though you have a phone to call someone up and talk to.

7th You start falling in love with someone over the web whom you've NEVER seen or talk to in real life.

8th You start crying, whining, moaning and swearing when you cannot log on to the internet or msn.

9th You are able to remember everything you read online, but fail to remember what your History teacher just told you a few mins ago.

10th You think sitting at home infront of the pc screen typing away is more fun then actually being outside playing or playing video games.

Now tis the end of my puny wuny little post.

Finnaly, our 1 month reach le. Me, and the time since i last updated. =P

World Cup finnaly over la. And Italy won. Wooooo. Anyways, soccer's still not my thing. Alas, the screaming ah peks downstairs can quieten down abit. No more "GOALS!!" for awhile..... THEN, comes another EPL. Stupid right. Guess the nightmare won't be stopping anytime soon......

Just came back from the Clique's BBQ. Was quite nice la. First time I see so much food and so many people crowding around the pit. Hah, tell you ah. The way we cover the pit from the rain.... is like woah.

Ningsiiii la, bought so much food. Haha, even with our two black holes, Vince and Jules. Also cannot finish. I even "da bao" back 7 packets of nasi lemak and 1 bottle of green tea. 7 leh! Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow's breakfast, lunch and dinner settle liao.

We actually arrived there early, me, hend, nas and ning. Reach there wanted to start fire first. Bah, then found out we don't have lighter or matchstick or anything. HAHA. then we slacked till the others came lo. When they came, and the fire started. Everyone was crowding around the pit la. Cooked, ate and made merry.

One thing hor, in the middle of the BBQ. I told Jessie something totally unbelievable, and she actually believed and freaked out. Next time cannot actually make such jokes with her siarhs.

After the bbq, packed up and left lo. Hah, who would've guessed. That when i reached home. I couldn't locate my phone. Bah, means my phone is lost, gone, MIA. Ah well. My luck cannot get any worse than this I tell you.

THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG POST. *Warning* Continue reading at your own risk. (Bet this makes you wanna read even more right? haha)







My Life Revolves around 19 people. Friends or peers some might call them. Seriously, Never in my whole life would I have imagined that my closest group of friends would consist of people with totally opposite personalities. (I Guess.... )

Firstly, there's this Bubbly,lame and totally un-teacher-like teacher. =X
Then there's the proposal queen. You think thinking ahead would be like planning for 3-4months down the road.Hah. This person here can make a proposal for the next year!.
Then it's one of the blur twins. Yup. Soft-spoken and yep nice to tease. Submissive too lOl. Oh and here's one area where she's like her twin. She loves books and studying & DAYDREAMING.

Followed by a guy who is always in the corner of a discussion all quiet and listening and when the time is right during a conversation he'll shoot me. LoL.
Then there's the beng look-a-like who USED to be a casanova then turned into a devoted person. A-m-A-z-I-n-G right? totally unlike his appearance. Guess you can't judge a book by it's cover.

Then arrives the bubbly, fun & egoistical girl (haha, i'm so gonna get blasted for this). Loves filming videos for the group. Calls herself the director of most of the films for the "Spastic-ness" Series.

Next in line are my 2 daughters. Both tall (taller than me T_T) both crap-a-lot and are in volleyball. One's fair, one's tanned. One's not naive another one's very naive. Opposite I tell you. Oh but one thing's the same. Both are l-a-z-y. :P =P

Then is the guy who always craps and always act gay-ish. Ladykiller siarhs. Uh hurh followed by another girl who's the second blur twin who has the same birthday as the one before. Loves to argue I tell you and full-fleged feminist. HAHA. Oh and she likes to build mansions in the skies.

Then comes the next person. Hah loves music like a kid loves to suck his thumb. (Bad example, I know.)Oh Oh Oh and she draws wicked pictures.

Yep then is BEANbeanS. The girl who likes to play with her hair, act cute and sometimes act as though she's a zombie. Eh, maybe she got dual personality sia.Hah then another act cute queen comes along. Likes to sing but ask her go Karaoke, she "high" like never "high" like that.

Uh hurh. Then the guy who influenced me on laming. Body very warm and.. USED to be bald. now hair grow back le. Dang i liked his oh-so-bald head. haha. Yep. Next is Haha. Always got food one siarhs, share with me somemore. I Like! >.<.

Soon after her is the person who came from the same class as me during primary school. Quiet, petite. But sure can be funky when she wants to. "Late by 4 years somemore" :D then comes the infamous nasist. SHE thought sadistic was a word she thought up. She cut a hole in the front part of her socks. She's oh-so-funny and a L to the A to the M-er. HAHA.

Yea, then is the Ironman of the group. I tell you he's fast. I punch him, no reaction. He swallows the ice cream whole. He says not cold. He has the energy and stamina and dang is he strong. however despite all that, he's a pretty nice guy.

Whoo lastly is the PAPAYA king. We always have "creative" discussions. HAHA finnaly, another chatty partner. THIS TIME doesn't argue as much as the Pau Princess. HAHA. Vegetable Lover. Anything also eat and has a stomach as large as the univers. I tell you even I also cannot eat more than him.

Long Post right? yep. Typed this post in 40 mins. And basically this sums up the people that my life consists of. (Including my family also la, duh) Unique right, our group. All of them are amazing in their own way. Thats what makes them special. :D :D :D

P.S Don't expect me to go mushy on you in real life. Very difficult. LOL.

And here I am once again to blog. Pff, people lo. Constantly hounding me to blog. Don't blog still must pay $5 lol. Rights. Finished mid-yr exams and now Chinese O levels is just round the corner laaa. Birdshiet, then after the Chinese Os still got Meet the parents session after that. Mine's at 5 some more. Ahhh.

Mid-years did pretty badly la. Wasn't really studying like 100%. gave only my 60%. Mostly maths. =/ still failed wth. Ah well. No use brooding right?

So like, this whole week is mock papers for chinese. 1 whole week of the most detestable subject ever.The horror!! Then to top it off, Going through the papers after school. This is sooo adding up to my dislike for the chinese subject.

Anyways, today after school went to J8 to watch movie. Like, wanted to watch at GV then since Nas And Ning. (N&N) wanted to go to J8 so we like went there too lo. Watched da movie and went home. (No movie discriptions or whatsoever to prevent spoiling movies)

Anyhoo, people always fall sick during the periods close to exam. Ah well, get well soon Jessie.

Oh oh oh and one more thing before I end this post. I Got Retro Hair. LOL. :D

I'm BAAACK!!!! From Zhen's house. lol. Was Xinyi's birthday on thursday, but due to circumstances we held his party only just Yesterday. Was a blast la. Even though was late, missed out some of the fun and not everyone was there, but... It still was fun. :D

Wanted to reach zhenny's hse at 5 then due to SOMEONE i went there even later. then was raining la. dumb. anyways, still jumped into the pool even though was raining. Haha, shud ave gotten a group pool shot laaa. Wasted! anyways, we ordered 4 BOXES of canadian pizza. They scam us sia. Was like Supposed to have 3 boxes + 3 boxes free. then we only got like 4 boxes. ah well. Only had 2 slice but somehow was quite filling. Haha, Maybe my appetite is becoming smaller. Thats good news.

Then we swam and swam till like 9+ lo, then bathed and went for dinner or supper i guess. On the way there, we saw ghosts!!!!

The one on the right side is a headless SAM. At least the was what he said.

Next day, woke up, spent the whole day doing naught i guess. But Had a short swim once more before we left. haha, the whole day was practically heat, sweat and weariness.

Once more, happy burfday Big dude.

Had a busy week last week. It was almost everyday that I had something on.

Monday had the Eurasian Museum Exhibition trip. Went there early and boy was it un-intresting. The place was small and so quiet that we only saw 4 other visitors there. JUST 4!. And apparently, according to mr lim. the President's house was just opposite of the museum. Found out only after a few day after the trip. They had a "short" video in there, watched it. Dozed off 2-3 times.

Tuesday had the Napfas. Sucked. I failed 3 i think. =) Not as if i've never failed before right?

Wednesday, The whole day was pretty slacked. Since, there was only one thing on everyone's mind. The band concert later on and what we gonna wear =D. I tell you, i've never spent more then 30mins thinking about what to wear. and this is the very first time I spent more then a few days thinking. Woah. Then went off early in the afternoon to bishan to get shtuff for the band members. To thank them for performing I guess. =P. Then met the rest of the clique for lunch before heading over to VCH. Concert was quite nice, maybe cause it's the first time I sat in a circle seat, or the first time I screamed someone's name. or the first time I drank their horrible green tea from their vending machine. =D =D. Walked to esplanade then to marina square after the concert. "Someone" thought that Fullerton hotel was the Parliament. LOL. AND there was another "someone" who stepped on a dead crow. Then NAS had to take a photo of the crow. -.-" Had a stomachache all the way home I guess.

Thursday. Went to Semakau Island aka SimiKau Island aka Rubbish Land. The trip there was fun. :) The bus ride was long enough for us to enjoy and sleep, the boat ride was SUPER windy I tell you. And I especially love windy stuff =D. Boat ride was shaky though. Arrived at semakau island. First thing that came to my mind. It smells like fish. No serious. Some of you might not think so, but there was this STRONG fish smell "wafting" across my nose. Went up to their office for some presentation about the island. The guy presenting was saying, since they pick their rubbish. Things like pests, flies and superbly stinky smell were non-existant. THEN as he was saying this. A fly was happily flying infront of me. -.-" Very self contradicting isn't it air-con place somemore. Then we took the mini van (consisted of all the 4D people + ong and clem) along the perimenter of the isle. The van was small but sort of cosy :) then when the bus stopped, the guide let us wander around for a while. Took lotsa shots at the rocky area. Sky was nice, The weather was great. Me, jess and vincent even screamed at the sea x2 LOL. Felt great though. Then went back to yishun, had dinner wif derik and went home. Yep yep.

Friday..... A day where I actually could rest after all the trips. Despite going so far most of the time. It was especially fun laaa. Stress reliever for those who were very stressed. too baad no more such trips are planned for us. Sucks. :(


Oh and, No time to post the photos I took today, so maybe tonight or some other time I guess. :D

Today was sports day or sports meet as they call it. Like it makes a difference. It was dang hot can~~~ Even though the sun wasn't shining on us, the stuffiness was at an all time high. Sweat came down profusely. =/ Brought, a large water bottle, 2 pack of potato chips. And My earpiece for music. =X and people thought i was going for a picnic. Over there, everyone was sweating and music-ing haha people even brought umbrellas to shade themselves from the sun. Now why din we think of that =P

Anyways, yellow house won for the 2nd consecutive year... I think. This year no milo van T_T saaaded. Was waiting for it to come. LoL. Then went to CWP for lunch after we were dismissed lo. Then home. boring laaa~.

Short entry hor. :P

Haarh~~~ *yawn* when was my last update again? right. Been such a long time since I blogged that I can actually see flies and dust all over the place.

Life's been a drag nowadays. Hardly go out and have fun nowadays. It's either been. School, northpoint, 630, tuition and home. Like crap man. Northpoint has become like a daily ritual. Going there every day. Even if I don't feel like it. Basket. Hardly get to go all out and have fun la. End up. My only source of relaxation is music and talking in class and my animes. I can see it. Isolation approaching me. OMG if I continue I'll become as anti-social as Julie!! *The Horror!!*

Like so ya. In fact. I wanted to go to orchard by myself yesterday. Spend the whole afternoon going from orchard, to raffles, to esplanade, to Clarke quay.. U know drifting. But! Crap. DnT homework piled and I had to spend my day at home rushing my homework instead. BoRiNg. Seeing how people are actually doing more and more work in school and less talking doesn't make it better. Instead of feeling motivated to study I sort of feel more frustrated. Teachers getting more and more incomprehensible and the things they say just don't make sense no more.

In fact. It became so annoying that I skipped maths and Chinese remedial. It's like. I learn mat's at my tuition centre and I just come to school to do assignments. Wth. Then if I don't get it. I'm doomed. Yes i know some of you might be thinking that, it's me who don't work hard enough. Crap, everytime I get stuck. I ask teachers how to do. My state of confusion just keeps getting worse end up the question stays unsolved. Then everytime I try to do my maths questions (10 year series stuff) I just get stuck there and it lasts for more then 30 mins without anything happening. Waste time right. geez. After typing so much I don't even know what I'm typing about anymore. =.="

It rained petty hard today. weather's getting more and more screwed up. Almost became late for school today. Got on the 858 bus. When it reached my stop. The front door did not open, and I was right in FRONT of the front door. Then when I tried to squeeze to the back door, the front door opens. Then when I turn around the bus closes the door and just moves off. =.=" End up I missed my stop and had to walk all the way from Khatib to school. All Sweaty and almost late.

Oh, and I guess I pissed someone off today again eh.... It seems like it's always me pissing you off. Well... Sorry for always distracting you while you wanna study. Sorry for always forgetting to carry out what I promised you. Sorry for being so indecisive. Sorry for not working hard even though the exams are creeping closer and closer. Sorry for always being the one that pisses you off. Really. Sorry.

Hah. Brought my 2day old beanie to school. and it's been placed on lots and lots of people's head. Thought it'd look at least... okay on me. Big Mistake. When i placed my beanie on my head. I Look ROUNDER then before. Goodness.Din really do much for the whole day. Practically slacked my way through I guess. Can't really get all that worried even when the O levels are practically walking to my doorstep. Oh well. Will care about that when the time comes.

Went for my 2nd time TAF for this term. 8 rounds round sch hall. 30 sit ups. 30 push ups. Basket. After finishing all that. Stomach Cramp. Back Ache. Hands practically no energy. I Never felt worse. T_T I couldn't even stand straight. Then went for Lit and mother tongue after that. spent the whole of mother tongue playing with the beanie and cam-whoring. Lol. Got lots and lots of shots. After school, ate "DUCK" rice, then went for Eng remedial then off to Zhen's house to borrow his pc to do our English project work.

Anyways, Enough chit chat. More Pics.

My Own Original Idea. Candid Shots Of The Day.

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Moi's english project group hard at work. =D =X =P
The sky outside zhen's house.
Convicts. JAILED! Muahahah.
Oh. Oh. Oh. this shot's cool.



Zhen trying to get his photo taken. =D
The essay that I was supposed to hand in by today. XD
Hong loves his beanies with his matching orange background =P


Nas starting to get high from Drugs.
Nas gone totally high that she became spastic. XD

Jess with my beanie on.
The dude and his spasticated Oh look.






Haha. I'm Gonna get killed fer this.




Thus. The end. Must have been the longest entry I EVER had.

So like. yea back to update. Seriously la nothing to post. Days which are intresting and fun, I forgot to update. Then end up, not in the "excited" mood to update lerh. =P

So like. anyways, the march holidays was borriing. Other then some days when I went out. Basically, for the past 5 days, Mon - Fri. I was in school la. every single morning. crap. All for the sake of DnT. Bo bian, later teachers call home then rattle on and on.

So like. I'll just jump jump jump to SW's birthday lors. Morning had DnT. then got released early, lied that I had dental appointment. Ya lors. Then when I went off to meet them, they tell me they head for Orchard first, then ask me zi ji qu. T_T They wanted to bluff SW that I wasn't coming, and when I got there, I'd buy the cake and go surprise her. Hah, seems like she was expecting the cake la. lOl plan failed.

Then like ya lor, ate the cake at the foodcourt at Wisma, the auntie cleaner there even gave us ideas of which spot to take photos the best. =D Haha, the auntie also very de "high" siarhs. Thats when my headache started la. Mediocre headache lor so I tahan.

Then after lunch went to watch the Date Movie. Parody of many many many other romance movies and comedies. haha I kept on laughing laaa. Then they say I laughed the loudest XD XD where got~~~~~

After that went shopping and walking from wisma to taka (not taka jewellery). Wei lun even dissapeared halfway. Amazing guy, I knew he was gonna run but din know he runs so dang fast.

After awhile, the other 2 girls left. So like ya, left me, jess, zhen, chai chin & siao wei. Walked here and there while waiting for hend and ah yew to cab themselves down here. They arrived, ate dinner, watch some band perform for a "short" time then went popular and then home. Sent jessie home with hend. then on the bus, Hend koped my banditto T_T. then He opened it right infront of me and ate. Then hor.. the smell ah. taboleh tahan. Damn strong i had to shift seats to get away from it. Cuz my headache was getting stronger and stronger. even felt like vomitting. Reached home safely la. So like. fell asleep lor. din even go online.
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Then after that, the next few days was borrring. so yea. nothing else to update.

Had cross country yesterday. same place again. thank gawd it wasn't raining =X though i enjoyed last year's rain. me, zhen, xinyi, sam, haha, ah yew and a lil junior kid who followed us were late. XD took the bus that went the long distance and missed our stop XD. Feel so baad la, like lying to that kid liddat. Gomen-a-sai!

When our turn to run came, i got myself some milo (hey! i was parched okay!). then i got knocked by someone and my milo spilled abit. heh, cg sure becomes useful sometimes. Then when we starts to run, my feet hurt like maaad. The path was rock, the bottom of my shoes were so thin i could feel the rocks poking me through it. then the whole nature walk was me ow-ing =/.

Then hor then hor, when me and ah yew finnaly reached the last marshall stop. we saw the logistics faker, firstaider(nana) and the english teacher (wendy). Then I started running lor... (I finnaly started running leh!!) i picked up pace, twisted my foot, fell face flat. Lost 2mm of skin on my right palm, and bruised my left elbow. All the milk i drank sure help XD if not i'd have fractured something. My final year at cross country and i din finish it. (was directed to the st john post b4 i reached the end =X)

After tat hor, we took taxi home lor. 3 casualties mah. bo pian. so many people waiting for taxi laaa, thank gawd jessie found 1 for us. Thanks XD XD.

Then we went for dinner, met up wif nas, then saw chai chin and her fren at burger king. chatted and chatted all the way to some park and then went home los. yep yep. pretty eventful.

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Next day, spent the whole morning convincing people to go watch FD3. end up only had 4 guys. lol pathetic XD XD. The movie was great la. silly critics only gave it a 2/5. Dang bloody though. After the movie, we went for a percussion master game then zhen and xinyi went home los.

Me and ah yew went to cavana for lunch. Food there still tastes the same =P. Then we went to north point to buy stuff. walked quite alot b4 we found what ah yew wanted and got our photo taken. yep. yep. quite okay la today. just lost my naptime XD XD

Just came back from visiting my daughter, whom by the way is sick. Was pretty eventful, me, nas, derik, ah yew and jules went and visited her. On the way there we played with my phone's VGA camera. took some whacky shots. When we got there, she was looking perfectly fine. Heh, thats good.

My first time visiting a sick friend laaa~ lOl the experience was abit exciting. =X =X. Din buy any gifts though, not enuf $$ and the visit was a last minute thing. So like yea, went over. stayed and chatted till like around 7 then we left. I tell you, when she's sick she becomes even more blur. XD

Then hor then hor, thats about all laa. Nothing much else. Oh and 1 more thing. When she's sick, her voice becomes even more gentler. Haha, dang cute la. XD XD

Wheee!~ I CAN TASTE AGAIN! Damn, i just had to let that out XD XD. The last 2 days was a torture. Being sick in bed, and having less then a plate of rice for my last 6 meals. Wondered how i even survived.... oh i slept throughout =/

To top it off, someone like me who treasures food, lost my own sense of taste. Everything tasted like WAAATeer~. Imagine chowing down on the best burger you've ever seen and smelt then when it touches ur tongue, u'd go... "eeee water". Crap right?!! Damn torturous laaaa T_T. Now that my taste has return... i'm so gonna treasure my tastebuds even more haha.

Oh Oh, something really kewl happened in school today. Some class, forgot if it was 4B or 4C. Yea, they did not go down for DnT lesson. Then Lil`ole`philly came up. then they locked the classroom doors, he couldn't enter then he started screaming... least thats what i think happened. Damn drama laaaa~. Too baad there wasn't a fight.. if not like I not stupid 2 la. =/. U know, if some chers were to find the so called "key" hor, then stuff like this would not happen. Too baad for them.


Oh oh oh, i started a johari's window. everyone has to contribute to my johari window hor!! XD Johari's Window

Arh basket. Yesterday was valentine day and today I get a fever. T_T Din get anything for valentine's too. Real sad =X. right crap.

If Only we celebrated Valentine's like in Japan. In Japan, they have valentine's day (14 Feb) where girls give guys the chocolates and stuff, either as obligatary gifts or for the one they are really intrested in. Then on White Day (14 March), Guys give girls the gifts. Heh, this way. Both gender receive stuff. XD. Too baaad that we only celebrate V days here in SG. boring~. LoL.

Then then then, today. I get a fever and a god dang headache la. damn irritating can. During chem tution yesterday i was already falling and I din absorb anything. After that, went to maths tution at mark's, with my already sick condtion it's obvious i'd fall sick. So there. Tution causes sickness. Haha right, crap logic.

Well. at least i get to skip philly ng's blabbering and have a valid reason for it. :D

Haha. Talent Scout Maomon... thats me. Has just discovered and ranked the top 4 best female singers in the class of 4D. Whoot!!!

Well, less talk more ranks.

1. Priscilla (Hard decision i made XD)

2. Puiye (Unbelievable right? but she's good.)

3. Sarah & Kaixin (haha. they are both equally amazing)

You know what. they should all form a group and go join superband la.. if not for the diffrent personalities they have. Haha. heard them sing either on stage, kbox or their recordings. XD. right. this is just some useless post I made. Bored and bored.

..... Gee, emotions are such a funny thing aren't they. They bring you happiness and security, yet at the same time they bring you suffering and pain.

Lately, I've been doing some thinking. I'm too tired of all this, so I guess I'm going to give up on her. I'm not suitable, I don't have determination, can't keep a conversation going with her. I'm emotionally insecure. Furthermore, everytime we talk, there's like a wall between us. Each and every single time we'll come to a standstill then there'd be this silence. To top it off, she seems to like someone else. I don't see any way I'd be good enough for anybody, even her.

I'm really really tired of trying. Maybe, in the future things might change for the better or worse if a miracle happens. But that seems like a far fetched dream now, or, maybe I won't be able to forget her. Who knows? All i know that, i'm going to stop trying, stop worrying, go back to the old me who never felt like this and is always cheery. Because... it was all just a crush to begin with, nothing more, nothing less.

Haha. Few more days to Chinese New year, then at long last a NEW fone. yea XD

Anyways. Chinese New Year class decoration judging was today. Lots of people stayed back to help out la, lol. This is what I call Class spirit. yea? First time our class stood so united la. Even though leslie didn't do much (maybe he did do something, i just didn't notice la) he still stayed back, now that's commendable XD.

Our class decoration was spectacular this year la, all thanks to kuku's ideas and his whackiness. He even sacrificed himself and wore the clothes which are oh-so-tight + a black skirt. Haha, droolsworthy yea? LOL. He even, bought half a bucket of rice from his home to school la. Insane. But I really do hope our class wins, however this year, we got serious rivals la. 4F puts in the MOST effort (I know, cuz their class started first and did lots of work) 4H has the most insane decoration i guess, they have really really nice decorations. Ya, tough la. Then our class, even though we put in alot of effort, most of our decorations were last minute, so all our ideas weren't portrayed well. Yea, but we still Pwned. haha.

Judges came, kuku danced, I held Weijie's waist and smelt his butt, gd gawd (and no, it wasn't for a obscene purpose all u dirty minders out there. It was a lion dance, and i was the butt -.-") Then the girls even sang la. It's rare to see 4D girls sing new year songs so enthusiastically, in fact. I guess this is the 1st time! So ya, the judges came, they judged, they laughed, they left. Then we kind of cleaned up and left too ya. Din get to watch memoirs of a geisha la. SOO wanted to watch it today. Oh well.




Oh, on a sidenote. I'm feeling kinda depressed now, so i'm gonna take this chance to try my determination. For tomorrow only, I'm gonna be all angsty and depressed. Maybe it might be for real, mayb i'm only acting la. See if I can actually not laugh for one day yea?

Hah. Went to SP Yesterday, then NYP today.

Basically, I only have one thing to say about each Poly. SP is big, NYP's students are high much better then those we have in our own school la.

At SP, we arrived with a large group and after awhile only remained a few of us left. everyone dispersed la. oh well. Took "Queenie's" tour around the campus la, got lost haha. Saw quite a few courses, Electronic and Computer Engineering still intrests me the most. Haha, my infatuation with PCs eh? XD SP has a nice DBit course too, Diploma In Business IT. Business + IT yea? =P Also saw Carrie Chong. Carrie leh! She's like so much better in person la! Other courses wasn't really intresting la, to me at least it doesn't seem intresting since i already have my eyes on other stuff LoL. Right, thats about all for the SP tour. Oh Oh I Liked SP's mass com, or what did they call it again... some Media thing. XD

Now for NYP.

HAHA i won myself a star and a wrist band thanks to my amazing mouth and eye for detail XD. Self praise myself abit XD haha narcissism. Right. Toured the school of IT, Design, Chemical and Life sciences, Business. NYP is like so much better la. More hip for teens i guess haha. It has a shopping arcade. SHOPPING Arcade LA inclusive of ATM. Unlike SP's single mini shop. The PCs there are like so high-end and they got fast food restaurants, a large food court too. Haha. In the IT school, they had a really cool staff la. We was like walking all over the campus la. Quite big also.

Oh oh, went to orchard today after NYP. Din buy anything in fact, i got my feet sore and lotsa fats burnt. lOl. =P. I think i lost 5kg of fats la! XD XD XD Since these few days go poly walk walk walk till feet sore. Must have lost lots of weight haha.

You know. It's been a long time since I post la. Right, everybody knows that. Okay.
Now since this is a revival post. I decided to post something outta de ordinary.

You know. I've been wondering what the world would be if I sorta disappeared from it. You know, disappearing from people's lives. Yea.

1. The World's resources meant for my use in the future is so gonna be saved, and it can be used to fed more needy people.

2. Singapore would have a lessened burden of 80.6kg and the possibility of Singapore Sinking would be lowered.

3. People would not have to suffer the wrath of my awesome lame jokes. HAHA.

4. People would not have to lose self confidence thanks to my "shooting" skills.

5. The World would most probably have more anger and hate since there's no other "Pacifist" like me. XD

6. Friend's Lives would be so darn freaking dull.

7. One more less person to bully to raise self confidence.

8. Loss of Comedic relief which can only come from me.

9. There'd be one less "talented" singer in this world. (HAHAHA I ADMIT I'm TALENTED!)

10. One more less person to be infected by diseases and in turn infect others.

Hah. there's the top 10 things which would happen. Imaginative eh?

Oh. and on a sidenote. I'm not really seriously thinking about disappearing infact, I do so not condone the act of disappearing without informing ME. Yea. This is just sort of to revive the blog.