The thing I like about watching dramas, either anime ones or shows with real actors in it, is that, when you watch them, it gets touching and makes you tear.

I know guys hardly get this experience, maybe thats why sometimes it's better to be a girl eh? Cause, when you cry, you actually release the stress you build up in your body and after every time you tear. You would feel refreshed. Don't you think so too?

Anyways, lately... the clique hasn't been so close. Fading slowly and slowly. Even if nobody's noticing it, I am. So... please don't feel that you are detached from us, because everybody's detaching themselves from one another. Thats how life is. Way back in my parent's generation. The system has always been like this, graduate, move on in life and slowly fade away from your tightest knit group of friends. Soon.. I myself will be busy with work and I might be like the rest. But the thing is.. to actually know that it's happening right infront of you but not being able to do anything.. is the hardest and most torturous thing. God, here I am typing this and listening to a sad song and I'm already tearing..

I remember back then, we'd always hang out in class after everyone has left trying to make our class reaal clean and look good. Why? Because we like our class. Back then in secondary one. Even though I'm always seen around the 1B and 2B guy group... I was never close to them... my deepest darkest secrets were known by me and only me. And, I didn't really have a best friend to share my weal and woes with. Now... things have changed, my current group of friends are really nice, though kpo abit but still good. And now, it's already the end of our sec school life and goodbyes are here.

Damn, I hate myself for not being able to do anything... even though I tell myself I know what to do.. but when it comes the time.. I'm just stuck there not being able to do anything. Even at home, my parents are apart from each other now. Yet as the eldest son... I'm not able to do ANYTHING at all. Anyways... enough of my family life.

Though we may going to be apart from each other and not going to be able to hang out like how we used to be. The memories we had, both bad or good. I'm never gonna forget them. Because no matter how many people there is in this world. I'm never going to meet someone like you ever again. I may be a hypocrite, a bad guy and you might even hate me. But... I still treasure our time together, because... you were the first one who treated me as a good friend the first person to ever share secrets with me... no matter where you might be.. even at the furthest end of Earth, and that we might really never meet again. Even if you might have forgotten what we ever did.... I won't.


Never would I have thought that the packet of tissues I got today... will actually be opened and used. Oh and... don't cry. Since this isn't the last goodbye.